#i function

I have .... calmed

Also, I’ve made great strides with my social anxiety issues, which is honestly a miracle.

last night I got stoned with the neighbors and then they went to watch the game and I came home, made dinner of eggs on toast and roasted green beans, and learned the chords for Two Headed Boy Part 2 on the guitar I haven't touched in years. And I *sang*. My voice isn't too bad. Seemingly the inflections I've cultivated in speech are extending into song as well. I should be home alone more often.

Lol i took 3 exams today and had an episode immediately after i got home

Mentally, I am totally capable of rationalizing and staying a step ahead of my depression, but physically I am so fucked. It's the most frustrating thing.

the constant low-key yearning for the last part of captive prince has become my character trait by now tbh

*muttering as another set of friends has paired off and are being fucking adorable* One of these days I'm going to find someone attractive, and they're going to find me attractive, and we'll be awkardly cute too. One day. I can dream. Until then I'll have my heart broken by various straight girls and fictional characters.....as well as my dissertation which I now have around 18 days to complete.