i can’t even begin to tell you the feelings of unbridled rage i felt when i found out the last thoughts hux had before dying on the cold hard floors of the finalizer were of rey and kylo..

Do you ever just. Get upset and say something you feel bad about. And even if no one is mad at you, you pushed away their understanding and love because you felt like a garbage person and wanted them to hate you. Do you ever regret wanting them to hate you because you're selfish and feel like you cant be happy without them but at the same time you want them to hate you so you know they wont ever have to deal with how shitty you are ever again.

When I watched y0i I didn’t mind otay/uri at all. It was a 3 year age gap and it seemed to me their relationship (if any) was extremely slow paced. But when I saw that new video… I felt disgusted the whole time watching it. It depicted yuri0, a 15 year old, in a very sexual way and ota took one of yuri0's gloves off with his teeth. I don’t know about you but that seemed extremely inappropriate to me. The whole fandom yells about not showing the minors in sexual ways but it seems the anime is doing that just fine...