Apr 28
Hey so when I told you I have really bad body image and also when I told you i had a really bad day and ALSO when I told you I'd had a headache for two days straight what I was hoping was that you WOULDN'T choose today to tell me out of the blue you're 'putting me on a diet after exams'
#i have to resit a test tmr and i havent been revising its over#like i shouldn't have planned to only revise last minute but i also hadn't accounted for the fact i might need to spend the night crying#if i fail this test again i will not be recovering i cannot let people down like that and i dont even know who i'm talking abojt but i have#to be be fucking perfect even though i don't have the endergy tk be and i'm genuinely lazy#but if i don't get as constantly i am a fauliure#and i know i'm thinking irrationally but ive genuinely given up on trying to be better#i cannot settle#i have to be good and perfect all the time in everh wag hsut to excuse the fact i exist and the fact i'm really fucking annoying#and the fqct i have no reason to put this much pressure on myself my friends are kovely my parents also#delete later#i'm going to fail my gcses
