#hythy

this anxiety started three years ago now - it came on as a side effect of the hyperthyroidism and I guess then I mostly chalked it up to my body being out of whack, going through a levels, yada. but it’s three years now and some days it doesn’t quite feel like the anxiety has gone even though my thyroid hormones are back to normal - some days it’s still very, very, very hard. and some days I guess the only thing I want to feel is enough and alright, and to trust. and as I look at my body going through it’s old patterns of fluctuated, this worry does not go away.