To be honest I think this is the longest I've been out
Cami's normally too stressed or depressed to let anyone else shine through so this like like one of her few vunerable where i also feel safe enough to be out I think there was a few time tonight where I was sorta forced to stay out but the rest of the time its been willingly and the two times she got stressed I sorta just forced her to not think about it (they were stressful memories of hers) so its been pretty fun
I should've talked to more people but, I don't really want cami figuring stuff out entirely yet because I have a feeling she'll freak out about it and she needs to be sorta eased more into the idea and I dont know how our (online) friends will think or if everyone just thinks we're faking
If there are 2 things that i didn't like about real life its the occassional my throat is tired of my accent and theres not enough space for me to walk normally so i feel more stiff than usual
Anyways, yeah, don't tell Cami please and thank you
