#hunt.exe

I cut out the part of me that needed a mother a long time ago. It's a terrible shame when she needs a daughter, though.

It feels like I've cut off the left half of my body. Have I said that before? It feels like I've said that before.

It's not about "replaceable." No, you aren't replaceable. Never have been, never will be. But I would much rather a gap toothed smile than a painful rotten cavity.

"You will never forget this. It's unfortunately the sort of thing that will haunt you forever." Oh coool! Haha yes! Awesome :)

When everywhere you rest has needles in the seat, you learn to keep walking

It gets easier, but it doesn't get quieter. I still have all our memories held close to my heart. They sing so loud sometimes. So, so much reminds me of you. More times than I can count, I've started a story only for it to die on my lips because of course you were the one by my side. Everything always goes back to you. And I know what you did was unforgivable, I know none of this is because of me. But that doesn't make it any sweeter. That doesn't make a drop of this grief any lighter.

I'm excited for the day I've lived longer than my trauma