He is a klutz with crafty fingers. He cannot cook himself a meal without the knife eight times in his thumb and the rice pan boiling over, but, cooked, he could roll it into Totoro or Jigglypuff with ease — any shape his siblings had desired. He never did so well with writing, his pen producing loops too loose and his concentration on a detail too intense for a result final neatly made. But while half his kanji smudged under the dragged side of his hand and their stroke order did not coincide with how dictated, the drawings at the sidelines of his pages were all were clean, made of lines direct from mind to hand as his eye there had imagined it. He’s never held the hand of another very long. His own are not made for it, as they let go or they slip out without it being his intention. They lack the power, or resolve, or ( he’s settled for this answer ) they simply lack the love —but he’s a klutz with crafty fingers, and his hands can still make things.He sleeps until one when he’s home at three o’ clock and then wastes hours getting dressed and dirty with cigarette smoke around house that’s emptied of anything other than the light and the furniture he’s bought throughout the years. He warms his voice against its hoarseness and does not always play piano or guitar or violin, but simply sits about and reads and ears his pages when he can’t bring himself to face the world within a day he’s slept away.He has to wait ‘till evening. He busies himself until the moon comes.She receives much fanmails, in packages and letters. The box is inconspicuous, and without return address to send a signed photo to. The crown inside is delicate, but without the span of life that real flowers would hold. They’d have died to brown and yellow long before they met her head.In the low light of the afternoon by the open window, he holds out his hands and looks at the papercuts upon his fingertips.He’s a klutz with crafty fingers, but not very good at origami.