Hugo raises his eyebrows, hair swirling as he lifts his chin to motion again: in your own time, Berthelot.Â
Demanding son of a bitch even two hundred fathoms deep. Gabriel tips his head to one side, bringing their mouths close. And even two hundred fathoms deep and reliant entire on Gabriel for this, Hugo grips Gabriel's jaw and meets him open-mouthed, drawing the breath from between his lips like it belongs to him.
A little late something for @ockissweek! I have joint custody of Gab and Hugo with @aliatori, who keeps a masterlist of their adventures here! Recommended if you like enemies to lovers, trans queer pirates, dark magic, meddling deities, horny violence and violent horniness
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The Forsaken and the Forsworn | Post-Fate | Gabriel Berthelot/Hugo Melançon | 3k words | Mature | T4T
Gabrielâs not entirely keen on the idea of leaving the Enclave.
Sure, it ain't the Umbra with the cool comfort of its misty shores, and Watcher knows thereâs much and more to do back at The Stormâs Eye, but Gabriel's well and truly charmed by the unique delights of the Sungold. With so few days left before the Squall and Tide are set to get underway on their respective courses, heâs determined to enjoy them.
A waterfall twice as wide as Gabriel is tall roars behind him. Its waters whip to a frothy white as they descend over the crest. The noise fills his head with a pleasant blankness like the rush of blood in his ears in the heat of battle, or the pressure of Xeheiaâs holy waters in his ears as he submerges to pray.
There's also more green than his eyes rightly know what to do with all around: moss and lichen draped over every inch of rock jutting up from the clear blue waters, vibrant hues of jungle decorating the sloping peaks of other Trinoran isles on the horizon, and bell-shaped petals the pale hue of fresh sweetmelon draped on flexible branches overhead.
One shade in particular snags his attention at present: the sea-glass green of Hugoâs eyes, sharpened to a fine pique.
âWhat?â Gabriel spreads his arms wide. Since heâs already divested himself of everything but his focus, the gesture affords Hugo an unimpeded view of his nakedness. âYou act like a doddering old man preparing for your own burial at sea, Iâm gonna call it like I see it. There was a time youâdâve beaten me and been down in the water already. Now youâre sittinâ there like a sour headwind.â
A gratifying flush blooms from the vee of Hugoâs lavender vest to the underside of his jaw. Anger, lust, or general vexationâthe source of his consternation hasnât ever mattered to Gabriel, and sure as all seven hells it doesnât matter now. He just likes that heâs ruffled Hugoâs feathers.
âLetâs say Iâve developed a certain distaste for sailing close to the wind.â
âLetâs say youâre full of shit.â Gabriel ticks points off on his fingers as he lists them. âFisting a god, stealing ships out from under the noses of merchants, bringing me and the fold to the Enclave in the first place, hells, burning down a whole godsdamned Imperial portâyeah, I know that one was you, donât look so surprised. Play at even keel all you like, but donât pass it off as anything but an offering for your secret-eater.â
Hugo puts his hands behind his back. The new definition in his scarred biceps means he must be clenching his fists. Another point in Gabrielâs favour.
âThatâs a creative way of calling me a liar. For you, anyway.â
âIf I wanted to call you a liar, Iâd say it plain. Iâm saying it ainât the whole truth, and you know it, and Iâm sick of settling for subterfuge and signal flags from you. Weâre past all that.â At Hugoâs flat expression of disbelief, Gabriel laughs without mirth and adds, âAs past it as the two of us are ever gonna get.â
Hugo rocks back on his booted heel. A raw wound flashes across his face. Thereâs a stretch where Gabriel thinks Hugo will find some forthcomingness. But then he looks off into the distance, treating Gabriel to a familiar stoic profile, so whatever notion heâs grappling with only bloodies the waters of this particular argument.
Heâs long past the days of chasing after his former captain, and lucky for him, thereâs a quick and diverting exit from this conversation he no longer wants to have. Heâs three strides from the edge of the waterfall when a coil of familiar metal captures his forearm.
Alright, so maybe he doesnât chase after Hugo.
But thereâs still the fucking riptide of his presence to contend with, drowning any urge to break free. Thereâs a fissure in Hugoâs expression, a crack in the hull in want of sealing.
âThisâŠâ Hugo begins, trailing off, gesturing with his other hand to encompass himself, Gabriel, the cliffs, the seas beyond. âBrings back memories that are difficult. Unpleasant to recall.â
The tempest of Gabrielâs temper builds and breaks on his indignant exhale. âYeah, you donât have to remind me of how bleedinâ unpleasant you find the fold. Youâve made it pretty godsdamned clear. So piss off andââ
The rest of his swears vanish in the warmth of Hugoâs lips on his, urgent, insistent, tongue all velvet heat as he delves into Gabrielâs mouth. He kisses like itâs the only apology he knows how to give, or like heâs gasping for air, or like a prayer in a language they still share, and by the time they break apart, Gabrielâs heart rivals the waterfall as it pounds in his ears.
âNot every part of those memories is unpleasant,â Hugo says in a low rasp, grazing his teeth along the stubbled skin fluttering in time with Gabrielâs pulse. He pulls back to fix him with a stare of breathtaking intensity, lips pursed in thought. âEverything worth remembering includes you.â
A mutiny erupts out behind Gabrielâs ribs. Itâs as close as Hugoâs gotten to the words he, for whatever gods bedamned reason, talks circles around, the ones involving âIâ and âloveâ and âyouâ next to each other.
Heâll take it. For now.
Gabriel cradles the back of Hugoâs head in his palm and draws him close until their foreheads touch. ââCourse it does. Iâm unforgettable, by your own lengthy and colourful admissions. And spectacular. The best captain to sail the Fourfold and veritable holy terror.â
âSecond best.â
âIâll remember that when Iâm heaving half the fucking ocean up to save you from getting pincered by a bunch of navy dogs.â
âPerhaps youâd do better to remember why youâre permitted on Enclave shores at all.â
âWell, Jihane and me have taken a shine to each other, so I reckon Iâll be invited back. Especially since itâs the Squall she asked to sail aboard and not the Tide.â
âAnd I wish you luck in accommodating Jihane and her⊠exacting standards.â
âNothing the best captain in the Fourfold canât handle.â
Thereâa rebellious twitch of Hugoâs lips, buried beneath the overwrought consternation he strangles it with.
With a snort, Gabriel shoves Hugoâs bare shoulder. âEven second-best captains arenât afraid of such a tiny risk like some cliff jumping. Besides, I ainât hearing any alternative propositions for the eveningâs entertainment.â
âI have a few.â Hugo looks Gabriel over from head to toe with filthy intent, and while tempting, the beck and call of the sea below raises a different kind of tide in Gabriel.
âWould it kill you to relax for a godsdamned turn and follow my lead?â
One bold eyebrow wings up. âKill me? Hardly. But it would certainly be a leap of faith.â
Gabriel turns away from Hugo to look over the cliffs and the basin below. Itâs a glittering, dizzying drop, enough to make his head spin, but heâs no stranger to a plummet. His blood heats in anticipation.
âEverythingâs a leap of faith these days, Captain Melançon, in case itâs escaped your fine weather eye. Comes with being at the beck and call of forces beyond our ken. So why not start here?â
Without waiting for an answer, Gabriel pivots, swallows the ground in two long strides, and launches himself off the cliff's edge, his joyful bellow echoing through the oasis. The freefall snatches his stomach and pins it to the base of his throat. He flips through the air, ass over end, clutching his knees to his chest in the last moments, and thenâ
He plunges into the sea like a shout, saltwater rushing over the ink of his bondmark and bringing him to a second kind of life. Gabriel exhales as momentum drives him further downward. Xeheiaâs presence fills him as he inhales blessed water, a thunderous euphoria joining the mortal delight of a leap off the edge.
For a moment, heâs tempted to drift further down, to commune, to pray. To find where aquamarine becomes sapphire becomes deepest black.
But for now, there are other matters to tend to.
With the orange and pink sunset to guide him, Gabriel orients himself skyward. A series of powerful kicks gets him most of the way to the surface. He breathes out Xeheiaâs sustenance, breaches, and inhales the soil-after-rain scent of Enclave air, grinning wide and laughing loudly. The power and majesty of the waterfall impress even more from this angle as he treads the waters disturbed by its arcing flow.
Squinting, Gabriel glances up and sees Hugo leaning over the edge before vanishing beyond it. Figures. Itâll be a decent climb back up the cliff, so he may as well enjoy a swim before he heads back to the uptight son of a bitch.
Instead, he finds himself in a meditative trance as he treads water, lulled into a prayer-like state of calm by the nearby waterfall. Gabrielâs never been this close to one or seen one this large. Itâs not the Depths, or the enchanted veins of water laced through the Stormâs Eye, but thereâs a holy might to it all the same.
Then a motion from above draws his eye.
Thereâs no mistaking Hugoâs formânot the ass-naked state of it, nor the elegant twist of his lean limbs as he dives off the cliff into the waters below. Gabriel holds his breath as he watches Hugo soar through the air in a graceful arc, then expels it in jubilation a moment later, whooping and hollering. A blink later, Hugo slips beneath the surface, cutting through the water clean as a knife, vanishing without a sound.
Each passing moment turns Gabrielâs excitement acrid. The bubbling sensation toes the line of fear. His own difficult memory flashes behind his eyelids unbidden: Hugo floating, lifeless and prone, bleeding and blackened.
Before true terror can take hold, Hugo takes hold instead, using the element of surprise to drag him beneath the churning surface of the lake.
The world vanishes in an expanse of crystal blue threaded with green. Gabriel aims a vicious kick in Hugoâs direction, aiming to dislodge his hands from his ankles. Maybe bloody his nose up a bit for the trouble, too. He manages the first goal if not the second. Hugo treads water beside him; orange-gold sunlight from above dapples across his skin, his silver-streaked hair floating in an aura around his head, grin no less fierce for being toothless. He rotates in the water and propels himself upward.
Bold of him to show his scarred back to Gabriel.
He does Hugo a kindness by letting him get a couple good gulps of air in. After all, Gabrielâs rarely interested in an unfair fight, no matter his reputation past and present. Then he glides over, grabs Hugo on either side of his waist, and drags him right back under.
Were it not for the blood-warm waters of the Enclave flooding the spaces between their limbs as they wrestle, it could be a time ten Risings passed. He could be a first mate again, lust-sick, half ready to put a knife to his palm already, insubordinating his way to a dunk in the sea for the joy of Hugoâs attention in Xeheiaâs waters.
The present makes itself known in other ways. Hugo, the slippery bastard that he is, lands a punch on Gabrielâs tit with his artifice hand as he shoves away. The pain forces a bubbly stream of Watcher-blessed air from his lips. But the throb of the impending bruise matches the interested one in his dick, which hasnât changed much at all.
Gabriel gives chase. They collide in slow motion, the powerful currents from the waterfall making the lake harder to move through. He wraps one arm around Hugoâs thighs from below, blocking Hugoâs slow-motion swat with his other elbow. The angle gives him a great view even with all the thrashing: the dark curls between his legs, the scarred muscle of his chest, and the ferocious set of his jaw. He looks away from Gabriel, towards the surface, throat bobbing. His lungs must be burning by now.
Here, another marker of change. Once, there was a time Gabriel would have held him under and watched him drown. (Would have tried, anyway.) Instead, he releases Hugo, content to gloat about his victory when theyâre both above water again.
Hugo swims towards him instead.
Strong hands, one metal and one flesh, grip Gabrielâs shoulders, Hugo using him like an anchor to situate himself. Fathoms-deep emotion lurks in the vivid green of his eyes, and thereâs Gabrielâs heart again, twisting like a fish out of water. Heat builds low in his belly and coils outward as Hugo weaves himself into Gabrielâs bulkâchest to tits, thigh wedged between his legs against his stirring dick, and of godsdamned course, a hand in his hair, to get him right where he wants him.
Gabriel doesnât mind. Much.
Not when Hugo places his mouth to Gabrielâs, demanding even as he yields, a moan vibrating through his chest as Gabriel breathes sacred air into his lungs. Hugo drinks him down. His calloused palm charts a course along Gabrielâs neck and collarbone, coming to rest in the valley of his chest, right next to his thundering heart.
It fills Gabriel with uncanny rapture.
His bondmark fills with magic, skin thrilling as his power seeks, questsâ
And finds nothing.
Itâs gotten easier, these spiritual stumbles, but not easy. Xeheiaâs gift proves a storm wind howl, searching for a port, or maybe a shore to destroy.
Gabriel gives it both.
His limbs burst with power, merging and uncoiling into four, six, then eight tentacles. Thereâs a pain like a good, deep stretch, then a sickening lurch of his stomach, and then finally bliss, Xeheiaâs magic coursing through him as rapidly as the nearby waterfall. Hugo pauses their breath sharing to draw back, eyes widening in surprise, then narrowing as Gabriel wraps slick, powerful limbs around each of Hugoâs. His pupils are wide as the dark moon, his teeth digging into his lower lip, and thatâs when Gabriel kisses him.
Itâs like this they breach the surface, a tangle of arms and legs and tentacles, Hugo held fast in his embrace whether he likes it or not. Theyâve drifted to a distant curve of the cliffs around the brackish lake, the roaring waterfall behind them.
Gabriel wonât ever feel Hugo bond-to-bond again, but thisâhis Xeheia-blessed arms tracing the ghostly scars of his butchered bondmark, coiled against the wet heat of his folds, squeezing the taut muscles in his thighs and calvesâis as good a substitute as heâs getting. If he focuses hard enough, Gabriel can almost sense the faint echo of magic, the last shred of Xeheia left in Hugoâs spirit.
He's got other things to focus on, though.
âQuit while youâre ahead and release me, Berthelot,â Hugo says, pitching his voice in that too-familiar way to be heard over the thunderous susurrus.
âYour mouth says one thing, but your cunt says another.â To illustrate his point, Gabriel slides the muscular tentacle between Hugoâs legs back and forth. The slickness there ainât all him, thatâs for godsdamned sure, and Hugoâs strangled gasp only proves his point further. âYou know what a white flag looks like. So go on and wave it, then, if you wanna go so bad.â
Consideration weighs down Hugoâs expression. While heâs thinking about whatever vagaries are in the offing, he pinches Gabrielâs nipple hard, rolling it between his fingers afterward.
âYou ainât exactly helping your case, doing that.â
Hugo, being Hugo, does it again, just harder this time. A final limb, barbed and sensitive, begins to unfurl from the slit tucked between Gabrielâs tentacles, swelling along with the heat in his blood.
âAnd what,â Hugo begins, dipping his head and sinking his teeth into the corded muscle of Gabrielâs shoulder, eliciting a string of curses from him. âWhat case am I trying to make, exactly?â
âOh, the usual.â Gabrielâs airy tone belies the strength he uses to grip Hugoâs jaw, heart pounding as he admires the black tips of his limbs curled against Hugoâs neck. âI best you, you refuse to admit I bested you and act the sore loser, we fire some shots across the bow and maybe punch a few earnest holes in the hull, then we both get what we want anyway.â
âIs that right?â Hugo tries to pry Gabrielâs arm away, fingers splayed across the sacred ink spilled there. Heâs still got a tentacle or three free, so he lifts one from the water and wraps one coil of sucker-covered muscle around Hugoâs forearms, lacing them tight as his own precious boots. âSeems youâre getting ahead of yourself without a plan. As usual.â
Unbothered, buoyed by pleasantly warm currents, bitten by sharp teeth of lust, Gabriel admires the picture before him: Hugo, arms bound above his head, muscles tense against the restraint of Gabrielâs Xeheia-blessed body, glaring daggers even as his hips grind and roll against limb between his legs.
Gabriel trails his barbed cock along the outside of Hugoâs thigh and curls it around his backside, a quiet moan rumbling in his throat at the resulting shiver of pleasure. Fury darkens Hugoâs features, but the circles along the undersides of new limbs can senseâcan tasteâthe fresh arousal pulsing from his cunt.
âYou know meâI learn by doing. So I reckon weâre about to find out together.â
What was your favorite piece of writing of yours this year? What was your favorite piece of writing of someone else's (published or fanfic) this year?
My stuff:
I've been pointing to Modern Loneliness a lot in year-end stuff, and I am proud of it. It's a multi-chapter Sylorenz mystery neighbor romance that I really liked writing.
But also want to shout out a soft and gentle light, part two of a claurenz space au I keep toying with and enjoying very much. Space thief Claude, dancer android Lorenz, this one was very plotless smut but I love the world and will return.
Others' AO3 goodies, in no particular order:
:readmore:
The Fate and the Furor, part of the larger The Forsaken and the Forsworn by the amazing aliatori - it's a fantastic world of pirates and deities and complex, emotionally rich characters. I love it.
it's a long way down (from here to the sound) by merionettes - modern au dimiglenn with background sylvix. Just really atmospheric and authentic.
gentlemen prefer... by mumsywrites - delightfully smutty sylorenz, perfectly spiced.
down in the gathering shadow by beleghir - Kojiro/Ainosuke, illustrating a wonderful in-between period in canon, hot as hell. A favorite rarepair of mine.
Salivate by listlessness - The Witcher, a really pretty and delicately balanced Geralt/Jaskier/Yen.
Your own wonderful burning through - this Claurenz was such a fun and sexy AU (spies) while being so distinctly them, I adored it.
no objection by itsrosencrantz - lawyer/judge AU Claurenz and SO fun and sassy, I love this world too.
A Quiet Place by moonlighten, original fic written for an exchange. An outlaw seeking mercy from a forest god. Such great fantasy.
When I look at you, no speaking is left in me , another gorgeous beleghir story, this time D/s Joe/Oka as temporary roommates. Languid and sexy and beautiful.
the paths we choose by asael - Claudedue and everything I ever wanted for this wonderful pairing.
Blue Hours by Last_Rhodeo - hot and horny Sylvix, involving kinks I did not expect to like but very much DO.
Cunt Gloucester by eristicability - this was so funny and spicy I loved it. Let Lorenz's dad have some fun. He's such a tart, and Erwin/Judith/Manuela/Jeralt is INSPIRED.
Beautiful by doop_doop - this diminatz got me right in the heart, so feelsy and pretty.
Published books:
A Lady for a Duke by Alexis Hall
The Unbroken by C.L. Clark
Gideon the Ninth by Tamsyn Muir
Giovanni's Room by James Baldwin
Iron Widow by Xiran Jay Zhao
The Long Way to a Small, Angry Planet by Becky Chambers
Captain Gabriel Berthelot, scourge of the imperial Navy and unsuspecting merchant vessels alike, is rudely interrupted in his high seas plundering by the loud vibration of his phone against his coffee table.
With a monumental sigh, he pulls off his headphones, closes his laptop, and lets the playerbase of Fourfold Seas breathe easy for a few. He knows who it is even before he flips his phone over and sees the resting bitch face photo he attached to this number.
"You better have a good reason for calling when you know I'm busy," he says, couch creaking under his weight as he leans back.
"I wouldn't have to call if you replied to your messages."
"You know the rule, you gotta fit what you have to say into the character limit or you get left on read. I'm a busy man, Hugo, I ain't got time for triple texts."
"Then let's get to the point. Scrap the second verse and start over."
"But that's the best verse."
"It's objectively terrible."
"It ain't all that different from Depth Charge and you know that's a fan favourite. This'll be an anthem, put money on it."
"Just because it's popular doesn't mean it's good," Hugo says. "It's lowest common denominator lyrical effluvium and you can do better."
"Stone cold. Lucky I got thick skin or you might hurt my feelings."
"It takes more than that to put your nose out of joint. It's not as though I'm critiquing your guitar work. Yet."
Gabriel laughs, lifting out of his seat to fish a flattened carton of cigs from his back pocket. Out on his balcony, the sun dips below the skyline, burning up the clouds and spilling rich gold over the coastal view. His true home is in front of a sea of adoring faces, drinking in their worship as he bares his soul in song, but here's got its own kind of peace, too.
Well, mostly.
He leans on the railing and wedges his phone against his shoulder, tucks a cigarette between his lips while he lights up, and takes a deep draw so that Hugo can hear it.
"So you wanna come over and work on it, or are you not done with the foreplay yet," he says on the exhale.
"I refuse to fuck anyone who makes Five Finger Death Punch sound highbrow."
"Yeah, yeah, whatever. You don't have to deepthroat a thesaurus to be meaningful, you pretentious asshole."
"But you do have to be meaningful." Hugo clicks his tongue, a sound like a switchblade flicking open. "I don't like the direction Matriarch Records is pushing us in, and I don't know why you're being so complacent about it."
Gabriel stifles a heavy sigh. This bullshit again.
"It's Friday night, Hugo. Can't you think of something better to do than bitch at me over the phone?"
"Fine, I'll come do it in person," Hugo says, and hangs up on him.
Prick. The cigarette burns down between Gabriel's fingers while he stares over the skyline and entertains the idea Hugo might have a point, cause it's like he tears his lyrics out of the fibre of his fucking soul sometimes. Then he decides Hugo's got a habit of thinking being critical is the same as being right, and flicks the butt of his smoke away, satisfied by that conclusion
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Listen I love scars and I love scar worship and I love to be a gremlin about Hugo's flayed back, so the premise was an excuse to do just that đ„°đ„°đ„°Â
Snippet under the cut (snip slash hack)
"Ain't full morning yet," Gabriel tells him, voice rough like he swallowed a holystone. Hugo goes right out again, if he even got properly awake to begin with. The blanket's slipped from over his shoulder, baring an expanse of scarred skin. Itâs a foreign land in the rainy pre-dawn light.Â
Thatâs what usually wards off this temptation in particular, on account of all the twisted-up, raw feelings it agitates. But being either still drunk or not drunk enough, Gabriel finds himself running his fingers over the rippled crescent of skin on Hugo's biceps. He's touched Hugo's flaying scars before, but usually it's in the heat of the moment, with bared teeth and crude taunting, greedy hands shoved under his shirt, when Gabriel can believe they're both shaking with lust and nothing else.
Like this, it's different. Here he can look his fill and draw conclusions, and generally think overmuch about it. Like how they must have started from the edges of his back and worked their way in, peeling him real neat to begin with but cutting deep and vicious by the time they got to his spine.Â
No matter how much Gabriel, at a particular time and in a particular mood, would proclaim loud and long that it's the least of what his former captain deservedâit ain't how it should be done, gouging the bond out of a man like that.Â
Gabriel knows butchery when he sees it.Â
He follows an edge of the scarring with his fingertip, a pinched pale curve that used to be a sacred coil of tentacle unfurling over Hugo's shoulder, and feels a desolate ripple of magic in the inked lines of his own bondmark. A shout without an echo, a prayer lost to the wind. Yeah, thinking too much about it is bad, the way it makes him thirst for the holiest of vengeance.Â
This, too, is some godsawful shit: the compulsion to hook his nails under its edges and tear the mass of scarring off his back, a second flaying driven by a brief but feverish conviction that he'll find smooth, tattooed skin beneath. It puts a sick ache in the pit of his stomach, how he swears he can still feel the currents of Hugo's mark under his touch, enough that he could perfectly trace out its old pathwaysâbut there was a time he knew it almost better than his own, and memory can be all seven hells of a bitch like that.
Hello, I hope you're having a good day! For the WIP game, could I see the 'holywater' art please? I am very intrigued! đâš
(also, I don't mean to be greedy, but are multiple asks allowed?)
(PS. Love all your work!!) đđ
Hi!! Thank you for tagging me and for the ask!! ofc go ham, it might be the only way some of this sees the light of day đ
holywater is a trans Hubriel sketch I did for the eternally patient @aliatori for their birthday, and hope to have finished before his next one lol. I'm putting it below the jump because there's frontal nudity, but I don't feel like censoring it with tumblrs current.... everything