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Rendering study.

Yes it's cliff again ♡

someone asked me for some HTSD photoshoot lockscreens but unfortunately i think i accidentally deleted the request (i'm so dumb sorry guys 😭) but there u go, anon! hope you like it.

Hardwired To Self Destruct: Lockscreens

JH: Yeah. I mean, that’s a lot deeper than it might seem. There’s this line in there about inheritance. That was such a strong, strong word for me on this album. I was thinking that could be the title of the record, you know, Inheritance. Good or bad, you’ve inherited something. Whether it’s in your genes, in your blood, in your bank account, in your looks, whatever. You inherit things. [...] They want to be their own thing, and gosh, I was trying so hard to have Castor be what I wasn’t. Or, “You gotta learn this because my dad never taught me that!” I felt it was my purpose as a dad; if I didn’t teach him the stuff, I was a shitty dad. When in the end, he wants to do his own thing. And when I back off, he blossoms. He does what he wants. He gets to rise to his life. So the whole “anger behind a good intention.” My good intention here is to teach you something, and then when you don’t want it, I get angry! It’s more about me. So from my dad using anger as a big tool in the house to be heard, same with me. That was my inheritance and I started to pass it down to my boy, and I stopped. It’s pretty huge.

How the songs goes from

I don’t recognize you anymore

To this in the last chorus

I don’t recognize me anymore