#hsunreleased

Original image not mine but I did do the edits.

SSIBHSS No.2

Warnings: Suicide, Loss, Depression

Every little girl wishes for their soulmate, their happily ever after, their fairytale ending, their Disney Prince. I was no different. Not everyone is so lucky, but I was, I found mine. Eddie was kind, loving, a little rough around the edges, and very funny. He was quite intelligent too. We weren't rich, we weren't the most popular, but we were usually the happiest. Don't get me wrong, we had our spats and our heated arguments, but at the end of the day, we still loved each other.

Eddie was truly my soulmate, my one and only, and I would gladly sacrifice my life for his, living without him was unimaginable.

That is, until it wasn't. Until I was. Until the cancer stole him from my side. Then I was lost, I was broken, and I had no idea how to live. How was I supposed to wake up, turn the light on, and go about my day when the love of my life, the only man I'd ever been with was gone. My Eddie was gone and he wasn't coming back. We would never snuggle in bed late on Sunday mornings again. Never go to the store and playfully banter over Oreos and Nilla Wafers. Never have the Ritz vs Club or the is it called Soccer or Football debates we loved to have. I hadn't even watched a single game since I lost him, everywhere I went, everything I did, everyone I passed, anything, everything, every single damned thing in this world reminds me of him somehow.

One lonely Tuesday night, the hurt, the pain, the despair, the sadness, it all became too much. I picked up our wedding photo, pulled the pistol out of the drawer, put the barrel to my skull, clicked off the safety, and pulled the trigger.

I'd love to write one for you! Just message me, comment, or reblog using the tag #avassibhss l just need a name for your character and your favorite Harry Styles or One Direction song.

-Ava