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You make me happy. You make my life so much better. You made my whole existence worth living. You are the reason why im still here. Maybe you are the reason why my life hasn’t end yet. Maybe God really went through all of my shits then decided to give me you just for me to feel that life is worth living because there’s still you that i need to take care of, that i need to love so hard, that i need to marry someday. Im in love with you and i will never let anybody stop us from loving each other. You are the reason why i smile everyday. You are the reason why i am so happy everyday. You are the reason why happiness is existing in my dictionary of life right now. You are the reason for all the good things that is happening in my life right now. I am hopelessly and irretrievably in love with you.

Sometimes, i stare into space thinking of things on why i chose her. I can't seem to fathom all the reasons why it has to be her. Do i regret it? No. Im actually thankful that i did chose her. Do you remember the first time we set eyes on each other, you were sitting far away from me, I just couldn’t get my eyes off you. I was just watching the way your lips moved and how you introduced yourself, your beautiful smile captured my heart, it was love at first sight, I won’t lie. I was blown away by your smile. I am so happy I took the bold step and confessed to you, and you were so gentle and welcoming. You are such a wonderful person. I love you. I promise you that distance cannot come in between our love no matter where I am, my love can travel millions of miles in split seconds, just know I am always with you because you are here in my heart always. I never thought I would fall so in love with one like the way I am overwhelmed by your love. You are the sunshine of my life. I love you. I know that I can’t give you the world, but I promise to hold on to you forever, there is nothing that would give me greater joy than to see you happy always, you are the best thing since God made man, forever you will be the queen of my heart, your love is everything to me. I love you. Beautiful artifacts burn, guns can kill, anger can tear one apart, hatred infects the mind and can lead one to do uncanny things, but the power of your smile can heal a frozen heart so please keep smiling my lady. I love you. There are thousands of yesterday and there are billions of tomorrows but there is only one today and I will not let the day go by without showcasing my love for you, telling you how I feel about you each day. There aren't enough cute paragraphs I can write about you, but permit me to end this paragraph by saying you mean the whole world to me. I am hopelessly and irretrievably in love with you.

You have the most amazing eyes that i can look until the sun comes up. The way your eyes squint whenever the sun hits your eyes. I love everything about you. I love the way you call me some endearments like baby, babe or whatever. I love the way you smile. I love your voice. The way you say my name, it drives me so wild. I love the connection we have even if we’re not seeing each other daily. The way you say that you love me. And let me just tell you that i love you too. You mean so much to me. We may not be together but you will always have my heart. I am yours no matter what. You’re the only person that can make my heart flutter every single time. You have this effect on me that no one can ever explain. You’re important remember that. You are beautiful. Don’t ever think otherwise because i can tell you every single time that you are beautiful. Because you really are. Always remember that i will love you no matter what happens. I will love you unconditionally. I will love you everyday. I’ll love you forever. You may not be perfect but you are perfect for me.

You are the love of my life. Everything i have and everything i am is yours, forever.

Woke up at 8:00 in the morning seeing you beside me. I can't help but stare for a little while i can see your chest heave up and down, while i can hear your heavy breathing and while i can feel how tight you hold me whenever i try to move away. I tried to go back to sleep, but your beauty is exquisite. I can't help but fall in love with the way you smile while your eyes were close. I can't help but fall in love with the way you try to hold me tighter than before. I can't help but love the way how you manage your posture and pretty face while sleeping. You are beautiful. Your face is aesthetically pleasing. You are ethereal. You are too perfect for this fucked up world. But you know what? I am willing to give you every kind of happiness that i can give. You are beautiful and i don't want you thinking otherwise. You are beautiful with your eyes open or closed. And I like it when you sleep, for you are so beautiful yet so unaware of it.

Happiness. What do you mean by that? In the wikipedia it says that happiness is a mental or emotional state of well-being defined by positive or pleasant emotions ranging from contentment to intense joy. But for you? What does happiness means to you? For me, this is a certain emotion i feel whenever i am with you. You make me happy. No one in this world makes me elated other than you. You are the reason why there is a smile plastered in my face. No, i am not doing this just to impress you. I am saying this because this is the truth. When we're walking on the sidewalks and yiu hold my hand, its like there are millions of electricity that is running through my spine and i get this some kind of funny feeling inside me. I am kinda taller than you so when there is a time where you will look up to me and smile, billions of butterflies will fly around my stomach and it will instantly bring a smile to my face. You are literally my happiness and there is nowhere in this world i'd rather be than be in your arms because you make me so happy. You are my happy pill and whenever i'm with you, i feel like i am in heaven. I love you. And you are my happiness.

innocently-sleeping

I always tell myself that i am okay. But i know deep down that i am not. I always tell other people that i am okay. But they know that i am not. Why am i even telling myself that i am okay even though i am not? Maybe because if i keep on telling myself that i am okay, i will be okay for real. I am sad. Depressed. Lonely. Alone. I have a lot of shit going through my life right now but i can't just tell it to all the people that is close to me. I don't want them to worry. So instead of whining and crying and ranting on my friends, i'll just keep on telling myself that i am okay. Because maybe, just maybe, i will be okay.