#hothusband

Cuckquean: A label. I hate labels. This adventure has a basis that revolves around the idea of a cuckquean. That’s not what it is though.

My partner and I want me to experiment and have sexual only encounters with others. She doesn’t want to be involved, doesn’t want pictures, proof, etc. Just wants me to go out and mess around with others.

First of all, I am horny 24/7 so obviously this sounds appealing to me and honestly most men would love this “hall pass” per se. I am very loyal person and we have been together for over 2 decades and are very happy with an amazing family we have created together.

I struggled for years with the worries of if I could even go through with anything bc I love my partner and only ever want her. We’ve talked through everything for almost 10 years and I finally got comfortable to give it a try and dip just my toes in.

Recently I went out of town without her for a wedding. We discussed if there was an opportunity should I take it.. I did.

I only wish we would have communicated more about it while I was there but that was on me because I was trying to distance myself to see if I could actually go through with it.

Advice to others: don’t do it that way because it will only make you feel guilty. It’s not supposed to be about guilt, it’s about pleasure. Do it the right way.

Long story short, I made out with a stranger at a wedding then continued to fool around with her and another woman at an after party. It was hot. They were hot.

I didn’t fully go through with penetration or even anything below the belt this time but I feel it was a good starting point to dip our toes in.

I have been horny and had a massive hard on non stop since I got home and it’s partly from them but mostly from wanting to be with my partner. So many feelings, mostly good and our sex has been fucking amazing.

He said he would start dinner so I wouldn’t have to worry.

I walked in the door and he was on the phone, grinning, flirty. He was describing our relationship dynamics.

He did not start dinner.

I started cooking and he got off the phone. He told me he went to hang out with a girl on the beach today. They lounged around half naked while I was busy at work.

Apparently he got home and immediately called her to talk about how attracted they are to one another.

He was so giddy, it was too cute.

Of course he’s such a gentleman, he ends their call by telling her that this doesn’t need to change their friendship. Basically if they decide to act on the attraction then cool, if they don’t, whatever. He says “consent is never implied..”

So sweet I could puke.