A love that I never even had

And it hurts so bad,

I feel like I can’t breathe.

As our lips touched for a final goodbye

I could feel my heart breaking

Begging me not to let go,

Just try one last time

If only to grasp that last, lingering sensation

Of his lips on mine,

His lips on my forehead,

My fingers interlocked with his,

Oh sweet Lord,

But he is only mine to see,

Not to love and to cherish,

Not to adore and to honor,

Just to see,

And maybe even in the near future,

Not to even see.

Oh my heart breaks,

But maybe I will live, maybe I will live.

T, I love you

I have always loved you,

I will always love you.

Goodbye, Love of my Life