I basically have no one to talk to about this. I can't talk to anyone about this actually. I hate how everyone's moving on, starting a new facet of their lives. Becoming someone different. But me? Its not like I haven't changed, its just that everything that has so far changed in my life wasn't for the better but for the worst. I hate how I've lost so many friends. I hate how I don't even have a group anymore. I hate change, and I miss everything the way it was last year this time. If I could, I would go back with all the knowledge I have now, and do things differently, because I know things will change foer the worst if I don't stop them. But life doesn't work that way.