#homicidalsanity

was homicidalsanity

sick of caring more about people than they care about me lol.

I can actually feel how much they hate me whenever I talk to any of my friends. Now they can't even pretend they like me like they did before and it's all my fault. Serves me right.

dear me, stop fucking crying you pathetic piece of shit. no one likes you and everyone wishes you were dead. you’re so selfish and deserve all the fucking depression in the world, you should have done everyone a massive favour and killed youself ages ago. I hate you, I hate you so fucking much and I wish you die a slow and painful death just like you deserve. all you do is fuck everything up for everyone else. go die, bitch. sincerely, me

you know when the list of things keeping you alive has reached nothing.

so I was diagnosed with severe depression the other day, great.

whenever I think about how my mum would feel if she found out about what I turned into, it makes me want to curl up in a hole and drown in bleach, acid and my own blood.

it's my birthday today woo, 15 finally