#holford

Poison Berries

You know what? I think he would've tried. Really. If he wasn't under the impression that he's dying of Tuberculoma. He didn't want anyone, who loved him or not, to see him suffer and be helpless so he let her go. But if he wasn't dying (he wouldn't have slept with Diana either because he would've found some other way to do his charity work because he wouldn't have a time bomb in his head), and even then if he would've slept with Diana (with honestly wouldn't make sense) and regretted it, he would've tried atleast to win Lizzie back or keep her there or tried to explain it to her.

Or even would've told her that he did it beforehand.

And I am a firm believer of the fact that if he would've told Lizzie what he's doing and why he's doing it and if he would've slept with the nazi after a few months (which ofcourse Lizzie wouldn't let him do and would've found another way), even then Lizzie would've understood.

What's sad is that in the current situation, Lizzie is overwhelmed with grief. She lost her daughter what, not more than 14-15 days ago and her husband is keeping things from her, she doesn't have the emotional support she very clearly needs and then she puts her all her remaining trust in him which is again broken with him sleeping with the enemy. Too much to bear in a span of 15 days.