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Hjarta | Chapter 19
Fanfic summary: In an AU where Eivor was adopted by Randviâs family instead, he ends up falling in love with the man his sister has been promised to despite the arranged marriage between their clans.
Point of view: third-person
Pairing: Sigurd Styrbjornson x Male Eivor
Authorâs note: Donât worry, I havenât stopped writing this fic ;)
This story is also on AO3 | Previous chapter | Next chapter
THE CEMETERY
Venturing down the neatly carved path, Eivor wandered through a tunnel of trees as he made his way to the cemetery, crushing little twigs underneath his boots. The snow in front of him lay disturbed thanks to a recent chain of footsteps belonging to the jarl, and up ahead, he could see the man himself.
Arngeir was currently sitting amongst all the tombstones, wallowing in the silence of his clanâs resting place. A touch of sunlight broke through the naked branches dangling above him, and kissed the top of his head as if it were a beacon sent from the divines.
Despite the serene nature of the graves lying around him though, the jarl seemed equally as lifeless as the souls he accompanied. Within a single day, he had lost two of the most important people he ever knew, and the grief was starting to take a toll on him.
He looked absolutely exhausted. His eyes were bloodshot due to a lack of sleep, his expression hung low from having mourned for so long, and his somber gaze seemed to lose itself in the nothingness before him.
It broke Eivorâs heart to see his father this way. He had gotten so used to the fortitudinous shell that Arngeir always wore, that now, it felt as if he were looking at a completely different man.
It was understandable, of course. Considering their clanâs recent losses. There were few things in the world that surpassed the pain of a childâs death, and Eivor couldnât help but wonder how this would affect Arngeir in the battles to come.
Would the jarl even be able to fight in this state? Would he be capable of surviving? His mind had already been left in tatters ever since Thoraâs passing, and the young man feared heâd be too weak for the ordeal ahead.
He just hoped that Gormâs information would be enough to spark some hope in Arngeir before they faced Kjotve again. Thora may have been gone, but their clan had not yet been defeated. There was still a chance to recover from the damage that had been done, and Eivor prayed heâd be able to make his father realize that.
âFather?â He called out, approaching the forlorn man.
The jarl barely turned his head in response, showing a complete lack of interest in chatter.
â...Eivor.â Arngeir greeted bluntly. âWhat brings you to this place?â
His son stepped next to the bench he was sitting on, gazing at the grave before them. âIâve come to tell you that Sigurd and I managed to get Gorm to speak. He told us where Kjotve is.â
The other man hardly seemed fazed. âIs that so.â
âYes. We interrogated him just now.â
Arngeir was totally silent in response, leading Eivor to carry on the conversation.
â...He said that Kjotve intends to sail west. To England. Apparently, he has allies there, and plans to rally them in the war against us. He hasnât departed yet, though. Heâs gathering supplies on an island not too far from here before embarking on the journey. We still have time to catch him.â
Still, the jarl said nothing in return.
âKjotve has powerful allies, father,â Eivor reiterated, trying to get the manâs attention. âAccording to Gorm, these men are more than simple raiders. Theyâre part of something bigger than we ever imagined. We canât let him roam into English seas. Otherwise, weâll all be finished--â
â--Hush, my son.â Arngeir said softly, raising his hand. âWe will discuss everything later, I promise. But for now... allow me to grieve for our loved ones in peace. I grow weary of all this turmoil.â
Eivor nodded in sympathy, putting the subject to rest for the moment. â...O-Of course, father. I understand.â
Arngeir took a deep breath, refreshing his mind with the icy winter air. âThank you, my boy. I realize our situation is urgent, but we must always make time to remember those we have lost, for we would not be here without them.â He glanced at the younger man, beckoning him to join. âCome. Sit. You would do well with a rest.â
The Wolf-Kissed complied and took a seat next to his father, basking in the tranquility of the graveyard. It was oddly peaceful, despite the tragic tales behind each of the shrines. The rustling of the trees harmonized beautifully with the wind that glided throughout the cemetery, and carried the scent of saltwater within its grasp.
Meanwhile, a profound presence watched valiantly over the lost souls who now roamed in the unseen oblivion, guiding them from a realm that existed beyond rational understanding.
It almost felt as if Thora and Ulfar were still there, despite not having a physical entity anymore. The mark they left on the clanâs heart had yet to wither, and even now, Eivor could hear their last words whispering in his head.Â
He just wished he couldâve responded to them. There were so many things he wanted to say, and so many questions he wanted to ask. He wouldâve given anything to have one more conversation with his deceased friends, but now, all he had were regrets.Â
âFather...?â Eivor said. âCan I ask you something?â
Arngeirâs interest was piqued. âOf course.â
âWhat did Ulfar do before he found us? Who was he when they still called him Wulfgar?â
The jarl paused. â...You know about that?â
âI overheard Ingrida saying a prayer for him at the funeral,â Eivor explained. âInstead of calling him Ulfar, she used his Saxon-given name. Apparently, he always requested her to do so. I tried asking her about his past, but she was reluctant to speak. She said I should talk to you instead, since you were closer with him.â
Arngeirâs eyes lit up with remembrance. â...Indeed. That man was like family to me. A brother from a different land.âÂ
He turned to face his son, shifting in his seat. âWell, if youâre really curious, Ulfar always wanted to go by his birth name, but feared that his Saxon roots would instill suspicion in our peopleâs hearts. The only ones he trusted with his identity were me, Ingrida, and of course, Linnea.â
âBut why all the secrecy? Our clan knew him well. They knew he was a man of honor. Surely, having Saxon roots wouldnât be enough to change that.â
âWell, it wasnât just about his roots. If people ever learned that Ulfar was originally from England, naturally theyâd become curious. And with curiosity would come questions. Heâd have to explain how he ended up living with a Norse clan, and the reason why he was no longer with them.â
Eivor urged him to continue. âAnd what reason is that?â
Arngeir sighed out of hesitance. â...Ulfar did not forgive so easily when he was younger. Even though the Norseman who raided his village provided him with a new home, he still wanted justice for what happened to his family. He wanted revenge.â
â...So what he did he do?â
âNothing, at first. He was just a boy, after all. There wasnât much he could do to begin with. Ulfar spent the rest of his childhood and adolescence living with the clan in peace, adapting to their culture. He learned their language, held faith in their gods, trained with their techniques. He became a Norseman in everything but blood.â
Eivor could already see where this was going. âBut that didnât last forever, did it.â
The jarl shook his head. âNo. When Ulfar finally became an adult, he betrayed his clan and killed the four raiders responsible for his familyâs deaths. Three of them were slaughtered within a single night. The fourth one -- a man named Geirmund -- escaped.â
That name sounded familiar to Eivor.Â
âGeirmund...?â He repeated. âI think Ulfar told me about him once. He met Linnea while he was searching for him. I never knew the history between them, though. What happened to Ulfar after he killed the other three?â
âOriginally, his clan planned to have him executed. They wanted to put his head on a pike for his treachery, but his father convinced them to simply exile him instead. So, as a young man, Ulfar was banished from his home, and spent the next handful of years wandering Norway as a jomsviking, offering his services to anyone who could afford them.â
âWhat about his father?â Eivor wondered. âDid Ulfar ever see him again?â
Arngeir frowned in pity. â...No. The day he left his clan was the last time he spoke with him. Ulfar never forgave himself because of it.â
âHe regretted his betrayal?â
âVery much so,â the jarl confirmed. âUlfar often told me that he wished he could return home. Not for the sake of a reunion, or for making amends... but to simply apologize. He never had the chance to watch his father grow old, nor bid him farewell when he wandered into deathâs embrace, and I know the guilt haunted him for years.â
Eivorâs gaze sank to the ground. âThat explains much.â
Arngeir quirked a brow. âDoes it?â
âIndeed. Back when you first adopted me, I often expressed my desire to go after Kjotve. To kill him for what he had done. I wanted to avenge my parents and reclaim their honor, but Ulfar was always there to soothe my pain. He told me to never lose sight of what matters.â
âAnd he was right. Not too long from now, Eivor, you and many others will be leading the final charge against Kjotve and his clan. It will be a battle that determines the future of this kingdom, and you must not lose yourself in your grief. Fight Kjotve with honor, and perhaps, the gods will grant you the opportunity to reclaim Varinâs.â
The young man nodded assuredly. âI understand.â
The jarl seemed pleased. âI know you do. Youâve always carried Odinâs wisdom, even when you were just a boy. I trust that you will do whatâs best in the storm to come. My only hope is that the Allfather can protect you where so many others have fallen. I couldnât bear it if you and Randvi perished too.âÂ
Arngeir quickly changed the subject, unwilling to let his spirit dim again. âBut enough about that. Go on, my son. Wait for me in the longhouse. I will meet you there shortly. For now though, I'd like to spend some more time alone.â
âAre you sure, father?â
âYes. Donât worry about me, Eivor. My heart sits heavy in my chest with sorrow, but I am not ready to lay down my axe just yet. I will be alright.â
Eivor rose from the bench and straightened his tunic, preparing to leave. âOkay, then. If youâre certain, Iâll meet you in the war room later.â
âGood. We have much to discuss, and I imagine Sigurd will be eager to devise a plan. Until then, take care of yourself, my boy. These next few days will be the most harrowing yet. Do not allow yourself to fall prey to the grief, or this will have all been for naught.â
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A LITTLE LATER
OUTSIDE THE LONGHOUSE
Peering at the view before him, Sigurd sat quietly on the very same hill where he and Eivor shared their first conversation, waiting patiently for the man as he lost himself in the distant horizon. At the moment, the sunâs light was being obscured by a gathering of wispy clouds that circled around the mountainsâ peaks, causing its beams to spread across the land in a golden haze. It glimmered on the oceanâs surface like a handful of scattered coins, and warmed the sheets of ice that clutched onto the shoreâs edge.
It was as beautiful as ever, despite the mayhem that thrived in it. An illusion of peace concealed the pandemonium raging amidst their kingdom, and sheltered the death that littered the ground below. It made Sigurd feel as if he had stepped backwards in time, and he found himself wishing desperately that he could rewind the clock.
Only a few weeks may have passed since the prince first arrived at Bjornheimr, but to him, it seemed like an eternity. So much had changed in less than a month, and he could scarcely recognize his own face anymore, nor the faces of others.
Ulfar was dead. Kjotve was losing this war. The son of the jarl had taken his wifeâs position, and now, the man he once called brother lay forgotten in a traitorâs tomb. It was as if the Nornir were toying with his fate -- plucking at whatever threads they could find -- just to see how much of a mess they could make.
It felt cruel to Sigurd, to curse him with such an arduous path. In a strange way though, part of him was grateful for having braved this trek. If it werenât for the gods guiding him to Bjornheimr, he never wouldâve met Eivor, or discovered the true nature of those he trusted. He wouldâve lived the rest of his life believing in a false brotherhood, and possibly have fallen to one of their blades sooner or later.
This war had caused him a tremendous amount of pain, that was true, but it had also taught him lessons that no mentor ever could. It would be a chapter in his saga that he would never forget, yet at the same time, never wish to remember.
âSigurd?â
Tearing his eyes away from the view, Sigurd looked to his side and spotted Eivor approaching him from the longhouse, prompting him to rise from his seat.
âAh, Eivor,â he said with a smile. âThere you are. Have you spoken with your father?â
âYes. I just finished talking to him in the cemetery. Heâll meet us in the war room later to discuss our next move, but for the moment, he wishes to spend some time by himself.â
Sigurdâs brow furrowed in concern. â...How is your father?â
Eivor sighed, his breath turning into a trail of mist. âHeâs... faring surprisingly well, in spite of our recent losses. He seems to be doing alright, but part of me suspects itâs only an act.â
âYou donât think itâs genuine?â
The younger man lowered his voice. âHe just lost a child, Sigurd. And an old friend. No one passes through an ordeal like that unscathed, especially during a war. I can tell my father is hurting on the inside, but I also know heâs far too proud to show it. He would never risk hurting his clanâs morale like that. Or mine.â
Sigurd nodded in understanding. âA man who cares more about his people than himself. Admirable, but I hope he doesnât neglect his own needs.â
âAs do I. Weâve already lost so much in this past week. I canât lose him either. Not when weâre so close to victory.â Eivor trailed off into a brief silence, softly clearing his throat. â...Anyway. Weâll have plenty of time to talk about the war later. You said you had something to show me?â
The prince reached down and picked something up from the ground, patting it clean before presenting it to his lover.
âIndeed,â he said, flicking some snow away, âI brought a gift for you.â
Eivorâs expression beamed at that. âA gift? What is it?â
Sigurd held his arms out, laying the object flat in his palms. âSee for yourself.â
Looking in the manâs grip, the Wolf-Kissed found a beautifully-crafted shield resting proudly in his hands, waiting for the touch of its new owner. It had been fashioned out of a wood darker than ebony itself, and bore the intricate design of a raven on its surface. A vibrant mixture of blue and white pigment had been used to paint the majestic bird, and the edges of the shield were outlined with a ring of engraved iron.
Overall, it was an impressive piece of craftsmanship. Its small yet sturdy build made it an effective piece of armor, and the colors stood out from the wood like an aurora in the night sky.
âYou got me a shield?â Eivor said, staring at the gift in awe. âItâs gorgeous, Sigurd.â
The prince grinned. âAh, but itâs not just any shield, my love. This shield was passed down to me from my mother when I was only a boy. She gave it to me at a young age so that I could start my training, despite my fatherâs protests.âÂ
A wave of reminiscence washed over Sigurdâs face. â...I used to carry it with me everywhere I went. Even after my motherâs death, I would wear it proudly on my back and use it as a... good luck charm of sorts, I suppose. An accessory to ward off the shadow lurking in my step. I donât use it much nowadays since I donât want to risk breaking it, but Iâve always kept it close nonetheless. It serves as a good reminder.â
Eivor tilted his head. âA reminder of what?â
Sigurdâs tone faltered with melancholy. â...Of what really matters.â He paused for a second and glanced down at the shield, unlocking the memories that lived inside it.
âWith all the losses that weâve suffered recently, Iâve found myself thinking about the past more than usual. My mind is often preoccupied with the burdens of regret, and my dreams are tainted by the men Iâve killed. In times like these, it can be difficult to remember why weâre even fighting in the first place. Hatred can become a familiar face if you indulge it for long enough, and eventually, youâll find yourself burying an axe in someoneâs chest without really knowing why.â
âItâs frightening to lose control of your life in such a way,â he continued. âIt feels like... all the love you once cradled is slipping out of your grasp, and that thereâs nothing you can do about it.â He slid a hand down the shieldâs surface. âBut when I look at this, I think about all the memories I hold dear. I think about my mother, about Dag, about a life without constant terror. I think about the hope I once carried, and how alive it made me feel.â
Sigurd flicked his eyes up to Eivor, unable to hide the glint of hope shimmering in his gaze.
âItâs the same feeling I get when I look at you.â
Eivor was flattered by the comment. âIt is?â
The prince displayed a faint smile. âYes. You remind me of the life I wish I could give to our people. But more importantly, you give me the strength to fight for it. Had it not been for your company throughout this past month, Iâm not sure Iâd be the same man I am today. And thatâs why I want you to have this.â
The younger man carefully brought the shield into his grasp, mindful not to scratch it.
âAre you sure about this, Sigurd?â Eivor checked. âI mean, this shield used to belong to your mother. If you want to keep it, Iâll understand.â
The prince shook his head, holding up a hand of refusal. âNo, no. Itâs yours now. Even if you donât use it in battle, I still want you to have it. I trust you to keep it safe, and I know my mother wouldâve been honored to pass it onto someone such as you.â
The Wolf-Kissed slipped his arm through the strap, testing its weight with a few gentle swings.
âI... I donât know what to say, Sigurd. Itâs a magnificent piece of armor. I promise Iâll treat with the utmost care.â He closed the distance between them and leaned forward, pecking a small kiss on his companionâs cheek. âThank you.â
The older manâs face radiated with a warm delight. âYouâre welcome, Eivor.â
Coming to an abrupt halt, Sigurdâs attention was suddenly diverted to the longhouse when he noticed Arngeir striding through its doors, eager to get started on devising a strategy. It looked like Styrbjorn had also decided to join his small entourage and was currently accompanying him to the war room, looking more determined than usual.
âI think your fatherâs ready to meet us at the war table,â Sigurd observed. âWe should join him as quickly as possible.â
Eivor chuckled softly, letting out a short breath. âThis war never waits, does it?â
The prince returned the laugh. âIt would seem not.â He placed a hand on Eivorâs shoulder and guided him away from the hill, bringing his lover along for a quick stroll before heading into the longhouse.
âCome.â Sigurd beckoned. âWe have a battle to plan.â
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Hjarta | Chapter 21
Fanfic summary: In an AU where Eivor was adopted by Randviâs family instead, he ends up falling in love with the man his sister has been promised to despite the arranged marriage between their clans.
Point of view: third-person
Pairing: Sigurd Styrbjornson x Male Eivor
This story is also on AO3 | Previous chapter | Next chapter
THE NEXT DAY
THRYMRâS TOMB
âTheyâre here, my lord.â The messenger said from the doorway, awaiting his kingâs response.
Kjotve chuckled and lounged in his chair, allowing his feet to rest on the war table before him.
âOf course they are. It was only a matter of time.â He went quiet for a moment, sliding a rock along the blade of his battle-axe. â...Is Gorm with them?â
The messengerâs gaze shifted to the floor. âN-No, my lord.â
The other man didnât seem surprised. âI expected as much. That boy was dead the minute he allowed himself to fall into their hands. Theyâve likely hammered his head on a pike already.â Kjotve sighed and set the rock down, leaning forward in his seat. âNo matter. Weâll manage without him. How many people are we dealing with?â
âItâs an army, my lord. Both the Raven and Bear clans are here. Theyâre attacking the fort from the southern half of the island. Sigurd Styrbjornson is leading the charge. Dag is nowhere to be found though.â
Kjotve nodded to himself, quickly formulating a plan in his head. âHeâs probably dead. I knew something was amiss when Dagâs reports came to a sudden halt.â
He rose from the chair and stretched his arms, resting the axeâs hilt on his shoulder. âTell our men to prepare for war, and make sure everyone is ready. If Sigurd loses this battle, the power of the entire kingdom will shift, and his family will lose their claim to the throne. He wonât accept defeat easily. Weâll have to throw everything we have at him.â
The messenger bowed. âOf course, my lord.â
Kjotve began striding towards the door. âIn the meantime, I think I should get a look at this âarmyâ for myself. Iâve never known The Raven Clan to be a formidable opponent, but theyâre not an enemy to be underestimated. Keep your eyes sharp, and your axe at hand. This isnât going to end smoothly.â
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MEANWHILE
THRYMRâS TOMB, SOUTHERN HALF
âHeave!â Sigurd bellowed, his voice towering over all the commotion.
The Raven Clan let out a unanimous shout and rushed forward with the battering ram, gripping the mechanism so tightly that their knuckles turned white. The wooden planks of the bridge groaned underneath their weight as they charged towards the fort, trembling from the footsteps of a hundred warriors.
Meanwhile, the Bear Clan marched alongside them and formed a shield wall around their allies, taking the brunt of any arrows that came raining down from the battlements. A series of thunderous war chants echoed from the sea of raiders flooding the gates, and within moments, they were already bashing it down.
âHeave!â Sigurd commanded once again, urging them to charge. The warriors took a few steps back and pulled the ram into position, holding it in place before letting it swing.
The front of the mechanism immediately broke free from their grasp and soared into the braces holding the gate together, causing an array of splinters to fly from the surface.
A few of the supports could be seen bending in the face of the ramâs power, and by now, a unit of Kjotveâs men had gathered on the other side, preparing to welcome the incoming horde of enemies.
Before Sigurd could carry out a final charge however, the shadows of multiple archers blotted the ground beneath his feet like phantoms emerging from the night, drawing his attention to the line of arrows growing above. He gazed upwards into the sunâs blinding light, and yelled another command.
âShield wall!â
Upon hearing the order, the Bear Clan instantly got into formation and locked their shields together, creating a shimmering shell above their companions. A wave of arrows came bolting down soon after, and rapidly buried the army below under a hurricane of metal.
A number of Sigurdâs warriors were shot dead within seconds despite their attempt to deflect the attack, and much to his dismay, the battering ram suddenly found itself short of some men. The surviving raiders pushed on with any energy they had left and stepped over the handful of scattered corpses now littering the bridge, bringing the ram one step closer to success.
Taking advantage of the opening that followed the archersâ assault, the Raven Clan drew the ram back to its starting point and awaited their princeâs command, keeping the mechanism raised with a Herculean amount of strength.
âHeave!â Sigurd ordered one last time, signaling his men to rush forward. They tightened their grip and practically hurled the ram into the gate, shattering the remains of the barricade into pieces. Shards of wood violently erupted from the site of impact, and shortly after, the Raven Clan was storming the entrance.
âFind Kjotve!â The prince roared. âAnd send that argr dog into the jaws of Garmr himself!â
Barreling into the fort with a symphony of war cries, the Bear and Raven Clans began tearing through Kjotveâs men like a legion from Hel, cutting down anything in sight as if the spirit of Thor had possessed their very minds.
The sound of axes clashing rang across the battlefield like the shrill voice of a valravn and colored the air with mayhem, drowning out the agonized shrieks echoing from Kjotveâs army.
Meanwhile, Sigurd took hold of his longsword and jumped into the tempest swirling around him, butchering foes left and right in a haze of fury.Â
All of his bottled-up rage, grief, and pain came pouring out in every strike, and soon enough, he resembled the man who visited Ingrida in her dreams. His eyes practically glowed with the sparks of a vengeful flame, and it didnât take long for the god of war to start shining through his actions.
He no longer felt any fear; any doubt. The only thing that guided Sigurdâs axe now was the desire to honor those who had fallen. Thora, Dag, Ulfar, Eirik -- this was for all of them. This was to ensure that their deaths wouldnât be in vain. This... was for his clan.
âAarrgh!â A familiar voice shouted, causing Sigurd to glance to his side.Â
In the distance, he spotted none other than Eivor himself burying an axe into the chest of an enemy raider, baring his teeth like a feral beast on the hunt. His eyes had been pried open by claws of adrenaline, and it was clear from the blood splatters staining his armor that he had already taken down his fair share of Kjotveâs men.
What the young warrior didnât notice however, was the raider sneaking up from behind him.
âEivor!â Sigurd exclaimed, dashing in his direction. âBehind you!â
The prince raised his sword in the air and slammed it downwards with an adamant amount of force, practically knocking the enemyâs head right off their shoulders. They dropped to the ground in an instant, and sank lifelessly into the mounds of snow.
Eivor took a moment to catch his breath, still processing the swift chain of events.
â...Thank you, Sigurd,â he said through labored breathing. The older man offered his hand and helped the blonde viking up to his feet, keeping an eye out for anymore men that may have been skulking in his blind spot.
âDonât mention it.â He flicked his eyes around a bit. âHave you seen any sign of Kjotve?â
Eivor shook his head. âNot yet, and I doubt heâll reveal himself anytime soon. Heâs probably somewhere in the fort, using his men as a shield.â
âThen letâs make sure he has none to hide behind.â Sigurd stepped away from his lover, gesturing to the rest of the battlefield. âIâll stay here and fight alongside our warriors. You focus on finding Kjotve. We cannot let him escape a second time.â
âOf course. Oh, and Sigurd?â
The prince paused. âYes?â
Eivorâs expression softened with affection. â...Please, be careful.â
Sigurd returned the sentiment. âYou as well, love. Iâm not leaving this fort without you.â
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A WHILE LATER
Sprinting across the reddened snow like a madman, Eivor charged through the war-weathered fort as he searched for Kjotve, trying to ignore all the chaos surrounding him. Everywhere on the battlefield, the young man saw nothing but men and women from both sides falling to their knees in defeat, quivering in the presence of death.
Their anguished cries blurred together in Eivorâs ears, and their bodies began to topple over like trees being cut down. Not a shred of honor or bravery graced the morbid scene before him, and instead of finding glory, he found no more than a desperate desire to cling onto life.
It reminded him of when he was a child. Everything was identical to that horrid night when his parents died, and the sound of Kjotveâs name only enhanced the vividness of the awful memories he carried. He felt like the exact same boy who had fled from that ruined village -- only this time -- there was no one to save him.
He was alone... and so was Kjotve.
Taking a moment to gather his composure, Eivor strengthened his resolve and firmly held onto Varinâs axe, marching directly into the hellish atmosphere ahead. Foes of all sorts blocked his path with a multitude of threats -- including arrows and fire -- but none were enough to scare him off.Â
No matter how vicious their bite, or how large their shadow, Eivor refused to waver. He had spent so long trying to find Kjotve in this realm of ice and blood, that absolutely nothing would stop him anymore.
He came here to put an end to this war, and he would.
âWhere are you, Kjotve?!â Eivor roared, prowling through the embers. âCome out and fight me! I know youâre there!â
Stomping through bedlam, the young warrior wildly swung his axe at the raiders standing in his way and struck them down one by one, stopping at nothing to find the man who had hunted him for all these years. His thoughts raced with the struggles he had endured to reach this point, and the voices of those heâd lost continued to sing in his head, urging him to keep going.
A primitive fear of death wracked the very core of his soul, but even then, Eivor couldnât bring himself to retreat. A newfound defiance had been bred in his heart despite the dangers ahead, and in a strange way, his fear pushed him further.
âI will find you!â The Wolf-Kissed bellowed at the top of his lungs, lodging his axe into an enemyâs neck. âYou think you can hide forever? Youâve taken my home, my parents, my sister, my honor! You no longer have any power over me!â
He carved his way through yet another group of foes and let out a ferocious shout, bashing his axe with so much force that sparks danced off the blade upon impact. By now, there was nothing but a trail of corpses lying in Eivorâs wake, and in the distance, he could see an all-too-familiar silhouette gazing down at him from the battlements above.
They didnât move a muscle, nor did they say a word. They simply stood there in silence, watching as the tension in their kingdom finally reached a breaking point. The battle-axe on their shoulder was enough to tell Eivor who it was, and for a moment, the world seemed to stop when they made eye contact with each other.Â
They both knew why the Wolf-Kissed was there. They both knew what he wanted. Even though they had spent decades straying from the fire Kjotve sparked all those years ago, they had finally found their way back to one another, ready to guide this saga to a close.
Strolling away from the battlements, Kjotve turned on his heel and began heading down the stairs, beckoning Eivor to follow him outside the fort. It didnât look like he had any additional men in his company, and for the first time since their initial encounter, the younger man didnât get the impression that this was a trap.
They were both eager to bid farewell to this lifelong rivalry. The Nornir had planned for this day all along, and soon enough, the ending to their story would be scrawled in blood. The only question that remained -- was who would provide the ink.
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OUTSIDE THE FORT
THRYMRâS TOMB, NORTHERN HALF
Treading carefully through the gathering storm, Eivor approached Kjotve from behind as the older man awaited his arrival, quietly taking in the view of the crumbling fort. Despite being outside its walls, the two of them could still hear the sounds of battle seeping through the cracks of its weathered stone, howling from beyond the veil of snow.
It was like a different world out here. Not a single soul disturbed the barren landscape, and the merciless weather had almost wiped out the scene of the war entirely. Only Eivor and Kjotve stood on the icy plates of Thrymrâs Tomb, and if they listened hard enough, they could practically hear the gods calling out to them, whispering in a tongue that evaded their comprehension. They were alone in this place, and somehow, the idea of that brought comfort to Eivorâs nerves.
They had an arena all to themselves, and that was just the way Eivor liked it.
âHere I am.â He announced, stopping in his tracks. The islandâs river lay not too far away from him, filling his ears with the sound of rushing water.
Kjotve turned around at the greeting, giving his opponent no more than a glance. â...Here you are.â
The Wolf-Kissed took a few steps closer, careful not to provoke him just yet. âYou waited for the enemy with your back turned to them? I canât tell if itâs courage or hubris that drives you.â
A chuckle fluttered from Kjotveâs lips. âFor all your flaws, Eivor, I know how much you value honor. You wouldnât attack a man from his back.â
Eivorâs brow furrowed in anger. â...But you would.â
âA trait of mine that many look down on, no doubt. And yet, here I am, one step away from conquering the entire kingdom. There is no honor to be found in war, so I donât bother with it.â
Kjotve took hold of his weapon. âBut enough. We didnât come here for idle chatter. Youâre here for one thing and one thing only. Arenât you, Varinsson?â
Eivor felt something spur inside him at the sound of his fatherâs name. â...Letâs bring an end to this, Kjotve. Enough running. Enough fighting. Just you... and me.â
âEager as always. So be it. Youâve been a thorn in my side for long enough. Iâll gladly send you to the Corpse Hall. Itâs just a shame that you wonât be able to see your father again, isnât it?â He displayed a small smirk. âThe price of honor, I suppose.â
Gripping the hilt of his axe with both hands, Kjotve slowly readied his stance and locked eyes with Eivor, watching him like a beast studying its prey. Meanwhile, the younger man began circling his opponent and held his weapon out in front of him, waiting for the right moment to strike.
The world around them was still with a deathly silence.Â
It seemed as if the very heavens had come to a halt to witness the grand spectacle, and even the ocean itself had fallen into a trance-like serenity. There was nothing to distract them, or divert their senses, and the battle at the fort had long since departed from their minds.
The gods had finally granted Eivor his chance to reclaim Varinâs honor, and he didnât intend to waste it.
Lunging forward with a sudden surge of vigor, the young warrior landed a number of blows on Kjotveâs armor before springing back and evading the counter-attack that followed, forcing him to roll across the ground.
He pushed himself off the ice and quickly returned to his feet, whirling around to face the giant striding towards him.
In the blink of an eye, Kjotve heaved his axe above his shoulders and slammed the bearded weapon down onto the snow, missing Eivorâs head by no more than a few centimeters.
The blonde viking jumped to the side and used the opening to swing his axe at Kjotveâs face, causing the blade to slice straight through the lobe of his ear. Blood instantly came pouring down from the wound and onto the fur of the kingâs cape, painting the hairs with a vibrant layer of red. A handful of droplets also plummeted to the ground beneath, marking Kjotveâs every move with a fresh trail of blood.
As for Eivor, he carried on with his assault and relentlessly threw one attack after another, refusing to give his enemy the chance to breathe. Unfortunately for him, a man of Kjotveâs stature was not so easily bested, and the Wolf-Kissed soon found himself on the receiving end of a direct hit from the other manâs weapon.
The gargantuan axe bludgeoned Eivor in the stomach and sent him soaring backwards, causing the wind to be knocked out of his lungs. Thanks to his armor, the blade didnât make contact with his flesh, but he had still been struck with enough force that his abdomen now writhed in pain.
He stumbled for a moment due to the sensation and attempted to regain his footing, only to be kicked back down when Kjotve jabbed the tip of his boot into his gut. The king then proceeded to bash Eivorâs axe out of his hand by punting it from his grasp, allowing it to slide across the frozen terrain.
âHeh,â Kjotve said with a laugh. âIs that the best Varinâs son has to offer? All these years of tracking me down, and youâve already been rendered defenseless.â He tilted his head in a patronizing manner. âI almost pity you.â
In spite of the soreness now spreading throughout his body, Eivor simply responded to the taunt with a feral war cry and yanked a dagger from one of the sheathes on his back, plunging the blade into Kjotveâs foot.
The king instantly roared in agony and toppled to his knees, unable to ignore the newfound pain now clutching his leg. Eivor tackled him to the ground as soon as he was staggered and climbed on top of him, desperately trying to press the dagger into his throat.
Due to his lighter physique however, Kjotve easily shoved the weapon away from his neck and pushed Eivor off of him with a punch to the cheek, creating a small distance between them. Eivor took this opportunity to retrieve his axe and returned to his feet, assuming his original stance. Not too far away from him, Kjotve did the same -- only now -- he had been cursed with a limp.
â...You wonât kill me that easily.â Eivor panted out, his breath turning into mist. âIâve fought for too long to let you walk away now. Even if I die for it, this war will end today. You wonât leave this island alive.â
Kjotve sighed and approached the wounded viking, using his axe as a support.
âAh... just like your mother. Fighting til the very end. An admirable mindset to have, but one doomed to end in futility nonetheless.â He straightened his posture, clenching his jaw in pain. âYouâll fall, Eivor. You, your clan, your king... youâll all join Varin and Rosta soon enough. And then, Norway will be united under one crown -- mine.â
Trudging in Eivorâs direction, Kjotve carried on with his pursuit despite the injury he had just sustained and prepared to finish the other man off, prowling towards him with bloodlust in his gaze.
Just as the two of them resumed the fight however, a sudden growl reached their ears, leading them to come to a pause. They diverted their attention to the blizzard surrounding them and fell silent, trying to peer through the wintry fog.
For a while, there was nothing. No footsteps, no figures, no movement. Not even a shadow.Â
The environment appeared just the same as before, and after a few moments of waiting, Eivor began to wonder if the disruptive sound had just been a trick of the mind.
Before his doubts could fully settle in though, the sound of a ravenâs caw abruptly pierced through the air, echoing across the land like a summon from the gods. Synin herself emerged from the sky and started gliding down towards her companion, rescuing him just like she did when he was a child.
Perplexed by her arrival, Eivor stared at Synin in shock and watched as she soared over his head, vanishing into the storm beyond. At first, he didnât understand the meaning behind her intervention or what she hoped to accomplish, but once she departed from the island, it all made sense.
Out of nowhere, a pack of white wolves leapt out from behind the fog and charged towards the barbarian king, allured by the scent of his blood. Their fangs glimmered viciously with ropes of saliva, and their eyes swelled at the sight of their next meal.
âWhat the--?!â Kjotve exclaimed in surprise, brandishing his axe at them. âWhereâd you come from? Stay back!â
Pouncing on Kjotve, the wolves overwhelmed the colossal king in spite of his attempts to fend them off and immediately started tearing at his flesh, thrashing him around like a rag doll. The growing discomfort in his foot caused him to collapse to the ground, and before he knew it, the feral beasts were feasting on him without mercy.
Initially, Eivor felt a sense of relief upon seeing the wolves finish his job for him, but after a while, there was a certain emotion building up in his chest that he just couldnât suppress. The sheer amount of agony behind Kjotveâs screams was enough to shake him to the core, and surprisingly, he found himself beginning to pity the man.
Eivor hadnât forgotten what it was like to be attacked by a wolf. Despite the fact that he had carried his scar for over a decade, the terror of that night still remained vivid in his head.Â
He may have hated Kjotve with every fiber of his being, but even then, it was difficult for him to condemn someone to such a torturous death. Humanity was a trait often lost during war, and the last thing Eivor wanted was to lose his own.
He had come here to reclaim his fatherâs honor. To restore peace.Â
The suffering of others was something he wished to end -- and it all started now.
Rushing towards the wolves, Eivor waved his axe at the beasts and threatened them with a series of shouts, hoping to distract them from Kjotve. At first, they merely challenged his actions and growled in response, but were easily scared off once it became clear he wasnât backing down.
Waiting for them to clear the area, Eivor guarded Kjotve until the wolves disappeared from his sight completely, and kept his eyes sharp for any other animals that may have been roaming around. The wolves didnât show any signs of coming back to finish their meal, and for the time being, it was just the two of them again.
As for the fallen king, he had been transformed into nothing but the mauled scraps of an abandoned feast, and left in a pool of his own blood. Bits of bone could be seen peeking through his skin, and his hands trembled both out of shock and pain.
Eivor gazed down at the ghastly sight, unable to hide his disgust.
âYour breath hasnât faltered yet.â He said, admittedly impressed by Kjotveâs survival.
The other man whimpered, croaking out a short reply. â...You... you saved me. Why? D-Didnât want the wolves... to claim your prize...?â
The young warrior shook his head. âYou mistake my mercy for malice. I may despise you for everything youâve taken from me... but it is not my place to carry out your judgement.â
Kjotve scoffed. â...Then... whose is it?â
Eivor knelt beside his enemy, looking directly into his eyes. âWherever you go from here, it is the gods who will determine your fate. The only thing I can do... is send you to them. Youâll die as you lived. Without honor.â
He positioned his axe under Kjotveâs chin, eager to finish this once and for all.
âGoodbye, Kjotve. This world will be better off without you.â
Yanking the blade across his throat, Eivor executed the king in one swift move and freed him from his suffering, watching as the life drained from his soul. His body fell limp soon after the killing blow, and a final breath escaped from his lips.
...Eivor could scarcely believe it.
Kjotve was dead.
Kjotve was actually dead.
After countless years of grief, loss, and sacrifice... the war had finally come to an end. Just like that.
There were no cheers of excitement, or horns of fanfare. There was only the deafening silence that had been left behind by the dead.
Was this truly what victory felt like, Eivor wondered? Was this that glorious moment that had been spun in so many tales, and sung by every bard?
He didnât feel like a hero, nor did he feel any pride. All he felt was a blossom of relief like none other, and the crushing weight of endless regrets.Â
A beam of contentment was starting to shine in his heart now that Kjotve had officially been slain, and Eivor didnât wish to spend anymore time on this forsaken island. The only thing he longed for was the warmth of Sigurdâs embrace... but he didnât even know if the man still lived.
Wandering away from Kjotveâs corpse, Eivor left the king buried in the ice and allowed the gods to take him from Midgard, not even sparing a second glance. A wave of memories flooded his head as he drifted back to the fort, and for just a second, he couldâve sworn he saw his parents watching him from across the river.
Eivor had no doubt that their appearance was merely a result of the battleâs ordeals, but even in his dazed state, he was able to make out the faint figures of both his parents.
They were standing side-by-side, wrapped in each otherâs arms and observing Eivor as he made his way back to the clan. They didnât move, they didnât speak -- all they did was gaze at him from behind the curtains of snow.Â
It was almost as if they wished to tell him that their spirits were finally at peace. They had endured a lifetime of torment trapped in Helheimâs depths thanks to Kjotveâs betrayal, and now, they could sleep, forever in each otherâs company just as they were in life.
Eivorâs job was done at last, and he could move on from the grief that had burdened him for so long.
â...I did it, father.â He whispered, watching as the mysterious figures faded from his vision.Â
âYouâre free.â

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Hjarta | Chapter 20
Fanfic summary: In an AU where Eivor was adopted by Randviâs family instead, he ends up falling in love with the man his sister has been promised to despite the arranged marriage between their clans.
Point of view: third-person
Pairing: Sigurd Styrbjornson x Male Eivor
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THE WAR ROOM
Carefully unrolling the parchment in his hands, Arngeir spread a large weathered map across the table as his companions took their place in the war room, ready to discuss the upcoming assault. Sigurd, Styrbjorn, and Eivor all waited patiently in silence, watching the jarl finish his preparations as they filled their predecessorsâ roles.
It felt strange to Eivor, seeing Sigurd standing in Ulfarâs position. Even though he knew the old raider wasnât coming back from the dead, it still made his head spin to see someone else in his shoes. It was no more than a simple changing of the guard, and yet, to the Wolf-Kissed, it felt like witnessing his entire world shift.
Though, he had to admit, there was something about the king that caught his attention too. He couldnât pinpoint exactly what it was, but Styrbjorn seemed... different today. More... composed. Dignified. As if the life in him had suddenly been reignited. His appearance radiated a noble presence, and his expression looked free of the fatigue that so stubbornly clung onto his eyes. Eivor guessed he finally took Sigurdâs advice to heart.
âAlright,â the jarl said, grabbing everyoneâs attention. âWeâre all here. Good.â He stepped forward a bit, resting his palms on the tableâs surface. âNow, I understand that youâre eager to put this battle in motion, but before we start devising a plan, I believe the king has something he wants to say first.â
âIndeed,â Styrbjorn replied, linking his hands behind his back. âI have declared Gormâs judgement, and I thought it would be necessary to inform the rest of you.â
That caught Eivorâs interest. âWhatâs to become of our prisoner, my lord?â
âFor now, Iâve made the decision to keep Gorm alive. He has knowledge about Kjotve that could prove to be useful later on, so I will not dispose of him just yet. Once this war is finished, however...â the king exchanged glances with the prince, â...he will be executed. Publicly. Sigurd and I have agreed to grant him a merciful death as repayment for his cooperation, but he is to be beheaded on Bjornheimr soil.â
Arngeir paused. âBjornheimr? Does this mean you wonât be taking Gorm back to Fornburg, my lord? Normally, when the king passes judgement on a criminal, it is he who swings the axe.â
âTrue, but seeing as how Gorm wronged your people more than anyone else, Iâve decided to leave his fate in your hands. It seems only fitting to me.â
The jarl was satisfied with that. â...Very well. I agree to these terms.â
âThen itâs settled. Gorm will be kept here as our prisoner for the remainder of the war. As soon as his father is killed, he will follow in his footsteps. Are we clear?â
âYes, my lord.â
âGood. Then I wonât hinder this planâs development any further.â Styrbjorn turned to his son. âSigurd, you said you had new information pertaining to Kjotveâs whereabouts?â
âI do.â the prince confirmed. He walked up to the war table and leaned over it, pointing to an island on the western side of the map.
âAccording to what Gorm told me, Kjotve should have arrived on an island by now known as Thrymrâs Tomb. Heâll be making use of an abandoned fort located in its northern half.â
Eivor took note of the islandâs name. âThrymr? King of the jötnar? Is there a reason for that name?â
âAh, itâs connected to a local tale, nothing more. Due to the islandâs peculiar shape, the folk in that region believe it was once a fragment of Thrymrâs skull. They say it flew off his head when Thor struck him with Mjölnir, and landed in the ocean. Thus, its name.â
âAnd what of Kjotveâs defenses?â Arngeir asked. âWhat can we expect when we arrive?â
âThe fort itself was built a long time ago, so its defenses should be nothing that we havenât seen already. Plus, itâs been deserted for ages now. Its walls are feeble and decrepit. We should be able to break through the gates rather swiftly. The biggest challenge weâll face -- is reaching them.â
âWhy is that?â
Sigurd slid his finger down the map. âBecause the island has no trees.â
That took everyone by surprise.
âWhat?â Styrbjorn blurted out. âHow can that be?â
âWhoever the fortâs original occupant was, they chopped down all the trees on the island so that their foes wouldnât have anywhere to hide. This means weâll have no cover, and no way to approach it discreetly. Weâll be forced to launch a head-on assault.â
Eivor began growing concerned. âAnd how simple do you think thatâs going to be?â
Sigurd furrowed his brow. âI wonât lie to you all. Itâs not going to be easy. Thereâs a river that separates the island into two halves. The fort is on the northern half. Weâll be on the southern half. And the only way to reach the gates... is by crossing the bridge.â
Arngeir paced around the room, stroking his beard in thought. âThe bridge will have us all cornered into one spot. Weâll be nothing but walking targets for Kjotveâs archers. Theyâll slaughter us before we can even knock on his front door...!â
The Wolf-Kissed wasnât so sure. â...Maybe. Or maybe thereâs something else we could do.â
Sigurdâs curiosity took hold. âYou have an idea, Eivor?â
The younger man thought for a moment. â...What if we formed a shield wall? We could protect ourselves from oncoming arrows, and move forward during the time between the onslaughts. It would be slow, but much safer than charging to the gate.â
âA solid idea,â the prince conceded, âbut how would it work in this case? Donât forget, we still need a way to break down the gate. How could we transport a battering ram across the bridge, and maintain a shield wall at the same time?â
âWe could create a wall around the ram.â Eivor suggested.
âAround it?â
âYes. As you said, weâll need to bring a battering ram in order to get through the gates. But if our men are going to be moving something as big as that, they wonât have any hands free to lift a shield. So thatâs why... weâll protect them in the process. Weâll form a shield wall around them, and keep them safe from any arrows.â
Sigurd played out the method in his head. â...Hmm. Itâs damned risky, but Iâm afraid itâs the only option we have. The battlements are too tall for us too climb, and thereâs no way we could cross the river by foot. We could swim, theoretically speaking, but itâs such a dangerous path that itâs not even worth considering.â
âWhat makes you say that?â
âWell, first of all, itâs freezing. The water would probably kill us before Kjotve could. And secondly, the riverâs current is so strong that we would most likely be whisked away, or even drowned. Trust me, weâre better off taking our chances with the bridge.â
âHm. Makes sense.â
The king posed another question. âAlright. So weâve decided on a way in? Weâll dock our ships on the southern half of the island, and cross the bridge using a shield wall. In the meantime, the rest of our warriors will focus on moving the battering ram to the fortâs gates. Is that correct?â
âYes.â Sigurd confirmed.
âVery well, then. What happens once weâre inside?â
âThen, we find Kjotve. And put an end to this miserable war.â
Eivor felt a sense of worry flare in his chest. âBut what if he escapes a second time? What guarantee do we have that he wonât flee again?â
A grim look hovered over the princeâs gaze. âOur guarantee is Dagâs death. He was Kjotveâs ally, and the reason our previous assault ended in failure. He told the man to flee before we could reach his shores, but this time, he wonât be around to warn anybody.â
Arngeir raised a point. âOf course, however, it is worth nothing that Kjotve might have taken precautions already. After all, I think itâs safe to say heâs probably aware of Gormâs imprisonment by now. He will be anticipating an assault, now that his own son has been subjected to interrogation.
âIndeed,â Sigurd conceded. âSo weâd do well not to let our guard down, no matter how much of an advantage we have.â
Eivor was pleased with that. âSounds good.â
Styrbjorn jumped back in. âThen, have we agreed on a plan? I believe our current strategy will be our best option, and unlike other battles, we wonât have much time to adjust it. So if anyone has any concerns or objections, now is the time to speak up.â
There was a unanimous silence.
âVery well. I will inform my clan of our discussion today, and prepare them for the battle ahead.â The king turned to the jarl. âArngeir, I think itâs best if you do the same.â
The other man displayed a slight bow. âOf course, my lord. Iâll start making preparations right away.â
âAs for you two,â Styrbjorn faced Eivor and Sigurd, âtry to get some rest. Both of you will have a long day tomorrow. The journey to Thrymrâs Tomb will take quite some time, and thereâs no saying what will happen during the fight itself. I need you to be sharp.â
The prince nodded assuredly. âUnderstood.â
âGood. Then this meeting is concluded. Take care of any unfinished business you may have, and prepare yourselves for war. This will be the battle that shapes the future of the entire kingdom. Defeat is something we cannot afford. Stay vigilant. All of you.â
Stepping away from the map, both Styrbjorn and Arngeir made a swift exit from the war room as they headed out to the village, determined to turn their plan into a reality. The torchesâ flames flickered in their wake as they strode through the archway, and settled down with a series of soft quivers once they were gone.
In the meantime, Sigurd and Eivor remained at the war table and simply stood there in silence, drowning in the sea of worries that plagued their thoughts. Both of them had plenty of risks to consider in the upcoming battle, but one fear in particular kept shaking the princeâs mettle.Â
âI canât believe it...â Eivor whispered, staring at the map, â...after all these years. After everything weâve lost. We finally have a chance to take Kjotve down for good. We have his son as a prisoner, and he no longer has any allies amongst our people.â An inspiring spark glimmered in his eye. âWhat if this is it, Sigurd? This could be the victory weâve been waiting for.â
The older man crossed his arms. â...Perhaps.â
It didnât take long for Eivor to pick up on his tone. âIs... something wrong, Sigurd?
The prince leaned against a wall and sighed, unable to conceal the sorrow he carried.
â...You do understand that if everything goes according to plan tomorrow, and Kjotve dies, my clan will leave Bjornheimr permanently?â
The realization struck Eivor like a club, and he found himself quickly being drained of the hope that had just settled in.
â...Oh.â He murmured. âRight.â
Sigurd gave him an apologetic look. âForgive me, love. I know itâs an unpleasant thought, but itâs the reality. If we win this war, Iâll return to Fornburg... forever. And I donât know when Iâll get the chance to come back.â
Eivor shrugged. âSo, what are you saying? You donât want us to win?â
âNo, of course not. Itâs just...â the prince pushed himself off the wall, â...Iâm going to miss you dearly, Eivor. Itâll be difficult adapting to a life without you.â
The younger manâs head drooped. â...I understand. Iâll miss you too.â
Sigurd approached his partner. âMy offer still stands, you know. Thereâs a place for you on my longship if you wish to join us. Youâre more than welcome.â
Eivor drifted off into silence for a moment, pondering the decision.
âAs much as Iâd love to go with you, I donât know if I can.â
âYou donât know if you can? What do you mean?â
The Wolf-Kissed glanced upward at his companion. âDonât forget, Sigurd, youâre still a married man. Up until this point, itâs been easy for us to hide our relationship since everyoneâs been so focused on the war. But the minute it comes to an end... their attention will be back on you. And if someone finds out...â
Sigurd took Eivorâs hands into his own. âThey wonât. We would just be friends in the public eye. And even then, we could do so many things together -- hunting, fishing, sailing, drinking, you name it. I could show you around Fornburg, take you to places unlike anything youâd ever seen; places where weâd be alone. No one would suspect a thing.â
âAre you sure? No one would find it odd that, in addition to your new wife, you also decided to bring her brother? Think about this, Sigurd.â
âI have,â the prince insisted, âand I want you at my side, Eivor. I love you. You know this. Damn what anyone else says.â
Eivor let out a breath. âI love you too, but...â he pushed Sigurdâs hands away, â...I. Just. Canât. Iâm sorry.â
The older man grew concerned. âWhy not, though? You and I have been hiding this for weeks already. This is nothing new. Is there something else thatâs bothering you?â
The Wolf-Kissed let his gaze sink to the floor, feeling terribly guilty about the heartache he was causing his partner.
âI wouldnât be able to handle the pain, Sigurd.â
The response earned him a puzzled look. âPain? What pain?â
âThe pain of seeing you with someone else. You and I may be lovers in private, but to everyone else, weâd have to be friends. Youâd have to maintain your image as husband-and-wife with Randvi, and Iâd be forced to watch it from the side. I donât know if I could handle that, Sigurd.â
A shadow of harsh understanding dimmed the princeâs passion, and he finally began to realize the source of his loverâs hesitance.
â...Ah. I see.â
âAnd besides,â Eivor continued, âI canât leave my father behind. Heâs already lost Thora to this war. If he had to say goodbye to me and Randvi as well, I donât think he...â
âItâs okay, Eivor.â Sigurd reassured, in spite of his disappointment. âYou donât have to explain. I... understand.â
âYou do?â
âYes. I may not be happy with it, but I understand. I canât ask you to keep this charade going forever, especially amongst a clan youâve never known. It... wouldnât be fair. And you have a father here who needs you. I canât take you away from him. No matter how much I may want you.â
Eivor felt a tad more relieved. â...Thank you, Sigurd. I know itâs not the outcome either of us were hoping for, but itâs what weâll have to live with once this war is over. If we survive long enough to see it through, that is.â
Sigurd stepped back a bit, allowing his companion some space. â...Of course. Youâre right. This war is bigger than the both of us. Weâll need to prioritize our duties above all else if weâre going to make this alliance work.â
He paused for a short while, attempting to distract himself from the disheartening news. It was clear that he was trying to prevent his emotions from breaking through the surface, but even then, Eivor could see that the man was heartbroken.
â...Anyway,â Sigurd said, clearing his throat, âI should get going. There are many things I need to take care of before we set off. Iâll be in my chambers if you need me.â
âAnd Iâll be at the temple if you need me.â
The prince found himself intrigued. âThe temple? Are you planning on making an offering?â
âNot exactly. Thereâs someone I wanted to speak with before the battle. I saw them praying at the temple earlier while I was walking to the longhouse.â
âWho, Ingrida?â
Eivor shook his head. âNo. Randvi.â
The answer took Sigurd by surprise. âRandvi?â
âYes,â he replied in remorse. âI havenât been a good brother to her lately. Iâve practically deserted her ever since your clan arrived. I didnât even talk to her after Thora died. Sheâs been dealing with all this grief in complete solitude, and I want to make sure sheâs okay.â
Sigurd nodded empathetically. âOf course. Go. See your sister. You and I can talk later.â
âTake care of yourself tomorrow, love.â Eivor said, caressing the manâs cheek before he took his leave. âI donât want to return home without you.â
The prince gripped his hand securely, looking him straight in the eye. âI wonât let myself fall to Kjotveâs axe. I promise.â
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LATER THAT DAY
THE TEMPLE
Pushing through the hills of snow that lounged on the earthy terrain, Eivor sauntered towards the temple as a gust of wind fluttered across the land, shaking the chimes that lined the path. A series of scattered clinks decorated the air in the breezeâs wake, and up ahead, Eivor could see the statues of the gods rising into view.
They remained as adamant as ever, despite the mayhem thriving around them. They guarded the village with an unwavering iron gaze, and towered over the worshippers who knelt at the base of their feet.
It was a sight that wouldâve brought Eivor a sense of peace in the past. He often came here when he needed guidance from the gods, or comfort from the seeressâ words, but now... all he could think about were the sacrifices theyâd made.
Thora, Ulfar, Eirik, Dag... the list grew longer everyday. Their village seemed to be occupied by more ghosts than people at this point, and returning to the temple did nothing but remind Eivor of the times when he had the luxury of taking his loved onesâ company for granted.
What if this was the last time heâd ever see Bjornheimr? What if something happened tomorrow? He was hopeful that heâd finally be able to corner Kjotve after this insufferable chase, but really, he had no guarantee.
It was entirely possible that Eivor couldâve ended up sharing his fatherâs fate once this war was over. There was nothing else to secure their victory other than the sheer will of their raiders, and ultimately, he had to remind himself that he was just another man.
If Eivor fell tomorrow... there was no coming back. Heâd simply be gone forever, and his soul would be taken by whichever god claimed him first.
His legacy in this world would be no more than a warrior who died chasing an impossible dream, and to the Wolf-Kissed, that was a fate far more frightening than death. A fate where he would only be remembered for his failures.
âRandvi?â Eivor called out, searching for his sister. He got no response from the woman in the moments to follow, but eventually found her sitting on a bench positioned before Freyaâs statue. Her head was hanging low between her shoulders like an anchor, and her elbows rested gently on her knees.
âRandvi.â Eivor repeated, trying to get her attention.
Still, she offered no answer.
âHey,â the young man said again, kneeling in front of her. âItâs me. Eivor.â
Randviâs stone-cold stare inched towards his face at the sound of his name, revealing nothing but a pair of dead orbs sitting in her sockets.Â
She looked even worse than Arngeir did. Despite his grief, the jarl still seemed to have some fight in him at least. It may have been an act to preserve his clans morale, but even then, he had proven he was capable of leading a battle. Randvi, on the other hand, appeared as if she had joined Thoraâs side already.
Her temperament was entirely devoid of any signs of life. She sat on the bench like a frail plant withering in the sun, and the way she peered through Eivor made him wonder if she truly knew he was even there.
â...We shouldâve listened to her.â Randvi whispered at last.
Her brother shook his head in confusion. âWhat? What are you talking about?â
âWe shouldâve listened to her. She knew all of this would happen.â
Eivor glanced back at the temple. â...You mean Ingrida?â
âYes. Do you not remember? The day the Raven Clan arrived, she warned us of a vision. Freyaâs statue had just fallen, and the gods entrusted her with a dream of the path ahead. A dream of Tyr.â Randvi frowned. â...Ingrida told us about the treachery weâd face. She told us to turn the Raven Clan away, but we refused to listen. We dismissed her fears because we didnât want to insult King Styrbjorn. And now look where we are.â
She gazed upwards at Freyaâs idol. â...What if we had called off the alliance? What if we never went through with this marriage? Would we still be where we are now? Would Thora and Ulfar be alive?â
Eivor took a seat beside Randvi, sharing her anguish. âI donât know, sister. I really donât. The gods have been difficult to predict lately.â
The woman scoffed. âForget the gods. Our prayers have proven to be all but useless. Thora and Ulfar both spent their entire lives following a code of honor, and yet, the Nornir still let them die. Meanwhile, men like Kjotve get to roam free, causing nothing but suffering and death everywhere they go. As far as Iâm concerned, Iâd be a fool to rely on the gods for protection. I donât need them. What I need is you.â
Randvi turned to her brother. âWhere have you been, Eivor? These past few weeks, youâve made yourself scarce. I feel like I havenât seen you in ages. I understand weâre in the middle of a war, but...â
Eivorâs tone sunk with guilt. â...I know, Randvi. I know I havenât been a good brother to you.â He paused for a second. âIâm... Iâm sorry.â
A fatigued breath escaped from the womanâs lips. âWell, to be honest, you arenât the only one whoâs deserted me. It seems like all my friends have either died or disappeared. You, Sigurd, Thora, Ulfar... even father keeps to himself these days. The only company I really have anymore is Ingrida, and sheâs almost gone completely mute ever since Eirikâs death.â
Randvi stood up from the bench and crossed her arms in thought, taking in the view of Freyaâs statue.
âI just miss Thora so much. I see her in my dreams every night. She was always there for you and me, keeping us safe in a world that wanted to leave us behind. She knew how to make people laugh too.â Randviâs shoulders slouched. â...And Ulfar. Iâll never forget the times when he held me as a child, calming me down after I woke up from a nightmare. He may not have been our real father, but I loved him like one.â
Eivor nodded. âMe too. He was always there to keep me company after Kjotve killed my parents. I canât imagine what my childhood wouldâve been like without him.â
Randvi peered at the clouds gliding above the temple, almost as if she were looking into Valhalla itself.
âI suppose the best thing we can do for them now is to make sure that their deaths werenât in vain. Knowing Thora and Ulfar, they wouldnât have wanted us to be consumed by our grief. They wouldâve wanted us to push on, no matter the cost. I just wish it were that easy.â
Eivor rose to his feet, joining stepping next to his sister. âIt wonât be. But weâre so close to the end, Randvi. Just one more battle, and we can finally put all this tragedy to rest. We only need to fight for a little longer.â
The woman didnât appear reassured by that. âThatâs easy for you to say. If we win, youâll get to go back home and celebrate your victory. But me? Iâll be forced to travel to Fornburg with Sigurd, and live in a clan full of unfamiliar faces. Iâll have to start an entirely new life far away from here, and spend the rest of it with a husband who hardly even cares about me.â
Randvi shut her eyes in frustration and took a deep breath, attempting to ease her nerves. A bottle of boiling rage sat corked in her chest, and without even meaning to, she had smashed it open due to seeing Eivorâs face again.Â
He was one of the only people she trusted, after all. With her older sister gone, Randvi no longer knew who she could confide in. She had kept all this pain locked inside her mind, and until now, she never realized how severely it was hindering her.
â...Iâm sorry,â she whispered. âI didnât mean to be so curt. Iâm sure you have your own burdens to bear. I just donât know what to do anymore.â
âNo, I understand,â Eivor assured. âThe stress of this war has taken a toll on all of us. And letâs face it -- I havenât exactly done my job as a brother. I shouldâve checked on you more often.â
Randvi shrugged in curiosity. âIs that why you came today? Because you wanted to see me?â
âYes, actually. I saw you while I was walking to the longhouse. I was occupied with matters concerning tomorrowâs battle, but I still wanted to speak with you.â
A hint of warmth radiated from the womanâs gaze. It was clear that Randvi was surprised by the gesture, but grateful for it nonetheless.
â...Thank you, Eivor. Even though you and I havenât spoken much recently, I am glad to see you again. I missed having your company.â
A loving grin spread across the manâs face. âI missed you too.â
Randvi slowly approached Eivor, placing her hands on the sides of his arms. âPlease, be careful tomorrow, brother. I know you arenât the type to sit by and watch a battle unfold, but itâs been difficult enough dealing with Thoraâs death. Donât make me bury you too.â
He held Randviâs hand in a comforting manner, speaking with sincerity.
âIâll do everything in my power to return unharmed. But I canât let Kjotve go.â
âI know. And I donât expect you to. Just remember what matters. Even if you survive this war, losing yourself to revenge can be a death in itself. I donât want to see that happen. Can you promise me it wonât?â
âOf course. You have my word.â
Randvi didnât press any further than that. â...Then I suppose itâll have to do for now. The thought of coming back home to your corpse terrifies me, but I understand how much Varinâs honor means to you. I wonât deny you that.â
âThank you, Randvi.â
The woman stepped back from Eivor and turned towards the templeâs entrance, ready to get some rest before charging into the storm ahead. Her mood seemed to have lifted somewhat ever since her brother arrived at the temple, but the perturbed nature she carried made it evident that she wasnât free from her fears just yet.
âGood luck, Eivor. Even though I have faith that you and I will see this war to its end, Iâm aware that anything could happen. Fight well tomorrow. If I donât get to bring you home... then I pray that the Valkyries will.â
Hjarta | Final Chapter
Fanfic summary: In an AU where Eivor was adopted by Randviâs family instead, he ends up falling in love with the man his sister has been promised to despite the arranged marriage between their clans.
Point of view: third-person
Pairing: Sigurd Styrbjornson x Male Eivor
Authorâs note: Holy shit I canât believe itâs already the last chapter. Thank you guys so much for sticking with this story from the start, and for sending me wonderful comments/messages of support. I really had fun writing this fanfic and interacting with you all, so I hope youâll enjoy this last part of Hjarta. This story seriously means a lot to me, and it makes my day to know how many of you liked it. Stay awesome :)
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THRYMRâS TOMB
A WHILE LATER
âEivor!â Sigurd called out through the storm, forcing his way across the snow. âAre you there?â
The prince shielded his face from the frost with a protective arm and squinted, desperately searching for his lover as he wandered blindly through the fog. The young man had disappeared from the battle not too long ago, and seemingly taken Kjotveâs fate into his own hands. What became of either of them still remained a mystery to Sigurd, and as more time passed by, he found himself feeling increasingly worried for Eivorâs life.
âEivor!â He repeated a tad louder this time. âSay something! Can you hear me?â
Much to his relief, a faint voice answered from a distance.
â...Iâm here, Sigurd...!â
Inching closer towards the voice, the older man ventured deeper into the mist and peered forward, only to spot the outline of a familiar shadow trudging in his direction.
Eivor was sauntering underneath the sunâs blurred rays with a slight hiccup in his step, and fresh blood clinging to his axe. His face seemed to be wiped clean of all the energy that once burned in his eyes, and yet, he appeared to be... at peace.
A calming aura could be seen blossoming from his heart like a single flower in a barren field, and in a strange way, it almost looked as if he had completely forgotten about the war. Not a single hint of dread or terror weathered his blissful expression, and the ribbons of sunlight dancing above him only added to his soothing demeanor.
Sigurd picked up his pace and began jogging, eagerly rushing to rejoin his lover.
âEivor...!â He said with a sigh of relief, immediately pulling the man into a hug. âThere you are.â
Eivor allowed his head to sit on Sigurdâs chest, giving himself some time to breathe.
â...Sigurd,â he whispered out of exhaustion, â...I did it. I actually did it.â
The prince continued cradling the younger man in his embrace, providing him with a sense of warmth amidst all the snow.
âWhat happened to you, Eivor? Whereâs Kjotve? I saw you run off with him earlier. Is he dead? Did you... did you kill him?â
Eivor nodded and closed his eyes, not even bothering to say a word.
âTruly...?â Sigurd asked, staring at the other man in disbelief.Â
Could it really be possible that the battle was already finished? It hadnât been too long ago that the prince was barely evading deathâs grasp, and now, the storm had suddenly passed. Part of him found the news too good to be true considering the path they used to get here, and yet, something in Eivorâs tone rang with sincerity.
Sigurd tightened his grip on the smaller warrior and chuckled out of elation, nearly breaking into tears. âThen itâs over. The war... is finally over.â
He brought a hand to Eivorâs chin, lifting it gently so that he could see his face.
âWhat about you, my love? Are you well?â
The Wolf-Kissed displayed a subtle smile, radiating as if he were the moon itself.
â...I am. For the first time since that night... Iâm okay.â
Sigurd returned the smile and cupped the back of Eivorâs head, pulling him close so that he could plant a kiss on his forehead.Â
âGood.â
Staying snuggled in each otherâs arms, the couple took some time to enjoy the peace as the storm steadily died down around them, allowing more and more of the sun to break through. The crippling mist that had built up during the battle was slowly beginning to fade, and soon enough, nothing but a vast blue sky remained hovering above them.
Unbeknownst to Sigurd however, a third party had already found them and walked in on their brief reunion, but had not yet announced their presence.
In the distance, Arngeir quietly watched the scene in front of him unfold with a sense of shock clouding his mind, causing him to gawk incredulously. Even though he suspected that the prince would be somewhere in the vicinity with his son, he did not expect the two of them to be enwrapped in such a loving embrace.
...How long had they felt like this, he wondered? Was their bond something that had been ignited due to the recent string of battles, or had this been carrying on ever since Styrbjorn first arrived?
The jarl was honestly at a loss. He held no disgust in his heart for the peculiar couple before him, but he couldnât deny that he was taken aback. Despite his knowledge of Sigurd and Eivorâs friendship in the past, he never wouldâve guessed that there was something deeper between them.Â
Though, the more Arngeir thought about it, he supposed there really was nothing peculiar about their relationship. The knot that intertwined their fates was made of pure, genuine love delivered straight from the hands of Freya, and to his surprise, he just couldnât bring himself to interfere.
It was something he hadnât seen in ages thanks to the horrors of this war, but now that it was over, Arngeir figured he may as well let his doubts die with it.
He had had enough of tragedy.Â
Turning on his heel, the jarl decided to leave the couple alone and returned to the other half of the island, ready to inform his clan of their miraculous victory. He still didnât know whether heâd tell Styrbjorn about his unanticipated discovery or not, but one thing was for certain.
Kjotveâs kingdom had finally fallen.Â
In spite of all the obstacles Styrbjornâs people faced, his entire bloodline had been struck down, and his throne had been left unattended. No one in Norway would ever hear of his clan again, and his fortress would be left to crumble under the weight of the absence that consumed it.
The barbarian king was vanquished. Just like his legacy.
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THE NEXT DAY
BJORNHEIMR, THE LONGHOUSE
Sigurd placed the last of his belongings in the crate sitting before him, reminiscing as he stood in the middle of his chambers. It felt like a lifetime ago that he was first packing his things in preparation for the journey to Bjornheimr, and now, he was getting ready to leave.
After ages of enduring this war and accepting it as his reality, the prince had suddenly found himself in a world where Kjotve was no longer a problem, and his clan had been reduced to ashes in the wind.Â
A new era had been brought about thanks to their victory at Thrymrâs Tomb, and the kingdom now celebrated in harmony to honor the peace that had finally been restored.
Despite the jovial mood of his people however, Sigurd admittedly didnât know how to process the whole situation himself. Part of him rejoiced due to the fact that heâd never have to deal with Kjotveâs cruelty again, but he wouldâve been lying if he said he didnât have his regrets.
He didnât come out of this unscathed, after all. The Raven Clan may have emerged victorious from their fight against the barbarian king, but there were still many wounds that needed mending... including Dagâs loss.
Sigurd still remembered his last conversation with the man as if it happened yesterday. Even though Dag proved to be a traitor in his final moments, the prince just couldnât bring himself to discard the memories they once shared, or the fondness that followed. In his eyes, the fallen warrior would always be that same little boy who kept him company as a child, and pulled him away from the darkness when his mother passed on.
As for the Dag he executed, Sigurd would remember him as no more than a fragment of his childhood friend, and the result of a man who had been crippled by his own jealousy. He would be a reminder for the prince to never fall prey to his demons, lest he lose the soul he had fought so long to preserve. It was what he owed his parents after all these years, and to himself.
Letting out a remorseful sigh, Sigurd shook his head and silenced the thoughts that threatened to encompass his mind, not willing to entertain his grief any further. He would never forget the loved ones he had lost during the events of this war, but for his own sake -- he had to move on.
Lifting up the crate with a soft grunt, Sigurd secured the box in his arms and began striding towards the archway, only to stop in his tracks when he noticed someone waiting for him.Â
At the moment, Eivor was standing on the other side of the door with his hands linked together and his head hanging low, clearly disheartened by Sigurdâs upcoming departure. His gaze swept in the floor in an attempt to avoid confronting the absence he would soon have to accept, and even the sight of the prince himself wasnât able to lift his mood.
âEivor...!â Sigurd greeted. âYou came.â
The Wolf-Kissed stepped tentatively into the room, staring at his lover as if this was the last time theyâd ever meet.
âOf course I did. I wanted to see you again before...â his expression sank slightly, â...before you left.â
Sigurd took note of the shift in his loverâs mood and placed the crate down for a moment, gently gripping Eivorâs wrist in a comforting manner.
âEivor,â he said in a gentler tone, â...you know I have to go.â
âI do. I just wish you could stay longer. We spent so much of our time worrying about the people we lost that... we forgot we still had each other. But now that youâre leaving, itâs all I can think about.â
Sigurd lifted a hand to Eivorâs cheek and brushed away a lock of hair, tucking it neatly behind his ear.
âYou can still come with me. You know that, right? I realize weâve had this conversation before, but if you truly want us to stay together, I can arrange that.â
In spite of his sorrow, the younger man remained staunch in his decision. âIâm sorry, Sigurd, but I must remain here. As much as I wish I could go with you, Bjornheimr needs me. My father needs me. Iâm the only family he has left apart from Randvi, and sheâll be gone too.â
Sigurd nodded sympathetically. âVery well. If thatâs what you wish.â
Eivor paused briefly, switching to a different concern on his mind. â...You will visit me, right? This wonât be the last time Iâll see you?â
âOf course not,â the prince reassured. âI canât say when Iâll have the chance to return to Bjornheimr, but -- I promise you -- as soon as the opportunity reveals itself, Iâll be here again.â
The other man didnât appear any less forlorn, but accepted the promise nonetheless.
âIâll be waiting. But until then...â Eivor leaned forward, pecking a goodbye kiss on Sigurdâs lips, â...stay safe, my love. I wish nothing but happiness for you.â
The prince pressed his forehead against Eivorâs, cherishing their last few minutes together.
âThe same goes for you. My duties may require me to start a new life in preparation for the throne, but Iâll never forget everything youâve done. Thank you. I mean it.â
Taking a few more moments to bask in each otherâs company, the two of them simply cuddled in silence before separating the embrace, and retreating to the shells they so often wore around the rest of the village.
The sun had managed to climb to the top of the skyâs apex by now, and most of the Raven Clan were already gathered at the docks. The longships were fit to set sail after an entire morningâs worth of preparations, and their people were eager to return home. The only thing they needed now... was the presence of their prince himself.
âI suppose itâs time for me to leave.â Sigurd noted somberly, reluctantly taking hold of the crate once again. âCare to join me for the walk to the ship?â
Eivor concealed his pain with a friendly veil and stepped to the side, allowing Sigurd some room to walk through the doorway.
âAfter you, my friend.â
~~~~~~~~~~
A LITTLE LATER
THE DOCKS
Walking alongside one another as they headed towards the shore, Eivor and Sigurd strolled silently through the village with a bittersweet relief resting in their spirits, clouding their minds like the smoke of a cold pyre.
It brought them both great joy to see Kjotveâs reign finally come to an end, but they couldnât stop themselves from wondering what waited beyond the horizon now that the war was over.
Was this the start of Sigurdâs life as a future king? Would he and Randvi truly be the rulers of Norway one day? How was he even going to raise a family? The prince had never planned to be a father, and a part of him wanted to scream at the thought of being forced to hide his true emotions once again.
He didnât want to forget Eivor, or the things they experienced together. These past few weeks had been some of the best and worst moments of his life, and he dreaded the idea of allowing their bond to fade into a distant memory. But for the sake of his kingdom, Sigurd knew he had to leave the man behind if he wanted any chance of becoming a decent leader.
It was his duty, after all. Styrbjorn had managed to keep his end of the promise in regards to battling his addiction, so the prince figured it would only be fair if he upheld his own. Personal thoughts and desires no longer mattered within the realm of royalty. From this day on, Sigurd would be living to serve his people -- not himself.Â
âThere they are.â He remarked, gesturing towards the end of the pier. Eivor followed Sigurdâs line of sight, only to spot Styrbjorn, Arngeir, and Randvi all waiting by the longship.
âSo this is it then,â he said, already missing the princeâs company. âThis is where we part ways.â
Sigurd shared his partnerâs disappointment, but tried to keep a strong face nonetheless. âFor now. You and I will be separated for some time, but Iâll visit you as much as I can. And youâre always welcome in Fornburg too, should you ever wish to come to me instead.â
âThank you. Iâll consider it.â
Eivor placed a hand on the side of the princeâs arm, saying one last thing while he still had the chance.
â...Wait, Sigurd. Before you go.â
The older man came to a pause, giving Eivor a curious glance. âYes? What is it?â
The Wolf-Kissed stuttered, admittedly unsure of where he was taking this. He didnât have anything in particular he wanted Sigurd to hear -- he just hoped to keep him around for a little longer.
âErm, n-nothing. I just wanted to say I love you.â
Sigurd smiled warmly at the comment despite Eivorâs awkwardness and chuckled lightly, attempting to comfort him.
âI love you too, Eivor. Never forget it.â
Leaving the younger man with those words, Sigurd carried on with the task at hand and sauntered towards the ship, placing the crate down by the boarding plank as one of the oarsmen came to assist him. Meanwhile, Styrbjorn greeted the two men with a cheery temperament, happy to get things going.
âSigurd, Eivor!â The king exclaimed jovially. âItâs good to see you both in one piece after the battle yesterday. We lost many warriors during the assault at Thrymrâs Tomb, but now, we at least have the luxury of saying that their deaths werenât in vain...â he turned to the Wolf-Kissed, â...and itâs all thanks to you, my boy.â
Eivor bowed his head in a humble manner. âI only did what was required of me.â
Styrbjorn let out a soft laugh. âNonsense. Sigurd has told me of the tenacity you displayed on the battlefield. You showed great courage, and you fought with honor. It is thanks to your efforts that Kjotve now lies in a frigid tomb.â
Arngeir joined in. âIndeed. Had it not been for your valor, we would all still be bound by Kjotveâs chains. Varin would be proud of you, Eivor. And Ulfar too.â
âThank you, father.â
Eivor brought his attention to Styrbjorn, trying his best to hide the sorrow lurking within him. â...So, I imagine youâll be departing soon?â
To his surprise, the king appeared to have other things in mind. âActually, there is something else your father and I would like to discuss first. Something that concerns you and my son.â
Sigurd froze at that, already suspicious of where this was leading. â...W-What do you mean?â
Arngeir stepped forward, hesitant to speak any further. âForgive my being candid, but we are aware of the relationship between you two.â
Eivor instantly felt the color drain from his face, and he couldâve sworn he saw his own soul fleeing from his body.
âYou-- what?â
âDo not be alarmed, my son. I am not here to pass judgement. Only to offer a proposal.â
âBut... how? How did you find out?â
Arngeir crossed his arms in thought. âYesterday, during the battle. Sigurd and I left the fort in order to search for you. We noticed you had disappeared at some point, and feared you may be in danger. Though, by the time I stumbled upon you, you had already found your way to the prince.â
âThat means... you saw us...â
â...Embracing one another, yes. I apologize, Eivor. I did not mean to intrude.â
The young man exchanged glances with Sigurd, terrified to see the outcome of this discovery. âSo, what does this mean for us? Are we to face punishment?â
Arngeir shook his head. âNo. Quite the contrary, actually. I realize it isnât my place to speak about this -- and for that I am sorry -- but I admit I shared this news with Styrbjorn once we returned, for I had an idea in mind that I wished to broach.â
That caught Sigurdâs attention. âAn idea? About what?â
Styrbjorn provided the answer. âAbout this alliance, of course. You see, when we first arranged this marriage between you and Randvi, we did so with the intention of forming an ironclad bond. A bond born out of love. We believed it would be a way to ensure that our clans never fell apart, since our families would be intertwined from that day on. Clearly however, we were mistaken.â
The jarl nodded in agreement. âIndeed. It seems that the bond we were looking for... had been between you two all along.â
Arngeir trailed off into silence for a moment, considering his next words.
âListen, both of you. Styrbjorn and I had a long conversation yesterday once I revealed my discovery. We discussed many things pertaining to this alliance, and after our talk, we came to the conclusion that... this marriage is no longer necessary.â
Sigurdâs eyes widened in shock. âWait, are you saying that itâs over?â
âUltimately, the choice lies with you. If you wish to end this marriage, and if Eivor decides to go in Randviâs stead, then I have already told Styrbjorn that I have no qualms with it.â
The prince immediately looked at his lover, radiating with a newfound hope.
âEivor...! Think about it. You could join me, just like we wanted.â
The Wolf-Kissed glanced at Arngeir, double-checking with him first.
âBut what about you, father? Are you certain about this? I donât want to abandon you.â
The jarl gave him a reassuring pat on the arm. âDo not fret, Eivor. Youâre not abandoning anybody. If you choose to stay with Sigurd, then Randvi will remain here in your place. Neither of us will be alone.â
Randvi suddenly jumped into the conversation, encouraging her brother to follow his desires.
âGo on, Eivor. Itâs okay. Father and I will have each other. Weâll rebuild Bjornheimr, and return this village to what it once was. By the time you come back, this place will be thriving more than it ever did. In the meantime, go with Sigurd. A new life awaits you in Fornburg. Donât let this opportunity pass.â
âSheâs right, Eivor,â Arngeir said. âAll Iâve ever wanted for any of you is to be happy. If you believe that being with Sigurd is best for you, then go.â
The young man stumbled over his words, rendered completely speechless by how this scenario had turned out. When he awoke this morning, he never imagined that heâd be given the option to freely roam the kingdom at Sigurdâs side, living with him as if they were family.Â
If anything, Eivor fully expected that he would be bidding the prince farewell, and left to wallow in the melancholy that had formed in his heart during this past month. So much anger and regret had taken control of his spiritâs reins ever since the news of Sigurdâs departure, and now... it was all gone. Just like that.
âI... I donât know what to say,â he replied. â...Thank you, father. You canât imagine how much this means to me.â
A gleeful expression spread across the jarlâs face. âIâm glad, Eivor.â
Randvi wrapped her arms around her younger brother, pulling the man into one last hug before saying goodbye.
âWeâll miss you, little cub. Take care of yourself, and each other. Alright?â
âWe will. I promise.â
The woman gave him a playful shove. âThen get out of here. And make sure to knock plenty of skulls. Let the world know who we are.â
Eivor chuckled at the response, grinning from ear-to-ear. âThe Bear Clanâs name will be fluttering from the lips of every bard in Norway when Iâm done. I assure you. Until then, farewell, and thank you for all youâve given me.â
The Wolf-Kissed walked over to Sigurdâs side, openly taking hold of his hand for the first time since they met. The princeâs eyes were twinkling with a vibrant ray of hope at this point, and a familiar sense of contentment had finally returned to his soul.
âCome, my love,â Eivor ushered. âFornburg awaits.â
~~~~~~~~~~
LATER THAT DAY
Steadily gliding across the oceanâs hills, the longship broke free from the harbor and began heading out towards the vastness of the open sea, prepared to deliver its occupants back home after a long and arduous battle.
Petals of snow could be seen dancing along the surface of the vesselâs billowing sails, and in the distance, the sunâs light shone through the mountains, causing the water below to shimmer with a glittering streak.
Birds soared in harmony with the wind that guided the longshipâs course and left a trail of feathers in their wake, accompanying the warriors who sailed beneath their wings.
All the creatures of Midgard seemed to band together in celebration now that the age of war had perished, and the earth cried out in relief due to the lack of blood littering its soil.
As for Eivor, the man simply rested against the longshipâs walls and marveled at the view in front of him, listening intently while Sigurd entertained him with tales of Fornburgâs wonders. The prince spoke of his home with a great fondness and constructed vivid images using only the movement of his hands, painting a clear picture for his companion.
Meanwhile, the oarsmen behind them burst into song and began reciting a number of sea shanties, singing heartily as if they were performing for the gods themselves. Their voices rang merrily into the sky like a horn of victory, and the world around them seemed to bloom with revival.
It was the start of a new dawn. After countless years of pointless death and suffering, the clans in Norway had become united under one crown, and Kjotve had paid the ultimate price. His name had been blotted out with the stain of a mad tyrant, and his victims had been released from their ethereal chains in the afterlife.
Most importantly though, Eivor no longer felt the need to hide who he was. The fantasy that once haunted him in his dreams had become a reality, and now, he was free to love Sigurd as any man would love his wife. The times of fear and judgement were over at last, and the alliance between their peoples had been reignited with a different bond.
Their relationship would be the foundation of many things to come, and just like Ingrida once said, they had finally found their way home after decades of straying from their fate.
It was what the Nornir planned all along, and the one thing Varin always wished for his son -- the one thing he could never achieve.
Freedom.
Hjarta | Chapter 10
Fanfic summary: In an AU where Eivor was adopted by Randviâs family instead, he ends up falling in love with the man his sister has been promised to despite the arranged marriage between their clans.
Point of view: third-person
Pairing: Sigurd Styrbjornson x Male Eivor
Authorâs note: Sorry about the delay on this one guys! As I said before I wasnât feeling that great these past few days because of the vaccine, but Iâm doing much better now. Thanks for being patient.
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A WHILE LATER
THE TEMPLE
This was it. This was finally the day.
After what felt like an eternity of going back and forth with his emotions, Eivor would see Sigurd married to Randvi at last, and the alliance would be set in stone. Their two clans would be joined into one fearsome army, and they would stop Kjotve from ever roaming Norwayâs seas again.
It was a wondrous day for everyone in the village, considering the nature of their agenda. Vibrant decorations had been placed on every surface imaginable in Bjornheimr, and lively laughter could be heard ringing throughout the air.
Ribbons and banners hung from the roofs, lanterns dangled from the trees, and all across the ground, Eivor saw nothing but fresh flower petals adorning the paths. Meanwhile, the sounds of drums and lyres harmonized with the whispers of Mother Earth, and not too far away from him, the young man could see people dancing with one another.
It was a sight that normally wouldâve inspired happiness in Eivorâs heart, but for today, all he felt was loneliness.Â
Ever since he woke up, he hadnât been able to shake off the shadow that loomed over him. The weight of Sigurdâs absence continued to linger on his shoulders, and it hindered his motivation to get involved with the festivities.
At the moment, he was currently sitting on a bench that rested just beside the temple and overlooked the wedding, giving him a clear view of its events. He saw clusters of familiar faces beckoning him to come join them, but no matter what, he just couldnât bring himself to do it. And he knew exactly why.
Underneath the wedding arch, Eivor saw Sigurd and Randvi chatting with a group of people as they shared drinks with one another, getting a head-start to the weddingâs celebrations.
The prince was dressed in an ornate, white tunic paired with a crown of flowers that sat on his head, and his broad physique had been relieved of all the armor that he usually wore. He was smiling and laughing in the presence of the other guests, and on the surface, it looked like he was actually enjoying himself.
But underneath all the pretenses, Eivor could tell that the man was just as conflicted as he was. Every time he got a brief moment to himself, or was spared from the attention of scattered onlookers, his expression would drop, and a look of despondency would darken his eyes.
Sigurd seemed miserable, if Eivor was being honest. It was clear that he wasnât willing to settle down with this marriage, but knew he had to for the sake of their clansâ safety... and it was ruining him.
Eivor just wished he could summon the courage to speak to him again. There were a thousand different things he wished to say to the man, but he had no idea how to word any of them.Â
How could he talk to Sigurd while acting as if nothing happened between the two of them? Or that they werenât both upset about this wedding? How was it possible that theyâd be able to keep up that kind of charade?
At this point, Eivor knew better than to believe heâd be able to conceal his true emotions. He had already seen how easy it was for Sigurd to crack open his shell, and he didnât want to risk losing control of any more of his impulses. Especially not on a day such as this. Ingridaâs warnings had yet to take their leave from the Wolf-Kissedâs list of worries, and the last thing Eivor wanted was to be the reason they came true.
âEveryone!â Arngeir called out, breaking Eivorâs train of thought as the music came to a pause. âEveryone, gather around!â
The jarl was currently standing at the front of the wedding with Styrbjorn at his side, and held a tall tankard of mead in his grasp. He addressed the crowd before them while Sigurd lingered next to the archway, greeting his people with a radiant smile.
âMy brothers!â Arngeir said proudly, âmy sisters! Today is a day for celebration. The seas of this war have been relentless with chaos, and we have endured a great deal to stand where we are now. I know many of you have sacrificed your heart and soul in the name of survival. You have fought, you have bled, and you have known pain unlike any other. But no more. Today,â he placed a hand on Styrbjornâs shoulder, âthe Bear and Raven clans will become one, and we will finally have what it takes to deliver Kjotve into the jaws of Nidhoggr himself!â
A unanimous cheer erupted from the villagers.
âSo, drink!â Arngeir exclaimed over their voices. âDrink and feast to your heartsâ content! Let your spirits sing with joy as we celebrate this marriage, and let the gods hear our thundering war cries when the time for battle comes! May Freya bless this new couple with her loving embrace, and may Tyr guide us into victory. Or to Valhalla.â He raised his tankard in the air. âSkĂ„l, my drengir!â
The guests returned the toast. âSkĂ„l!â
A series of merry cries rose from the crowd as they happily downed their drinks in unison, eager to get the mead flowing. The music of the festival quickly resumed its lively beat, and chirps of laughter returned to the air.Â
As for Eivor, the man remained seated by the temple and simply watched the festivities unfold, wishing more than anything that he could talk to Sigurd again. He knew the prince would likely welcome him with open arms despite the tension between them, but even then, there was just something holding him back.
He didnât have the strength to approach Sigurd now that the man was officially married. Despite all his efforts to ignore it, Eivor did feel a spark of jealousy flickering in his heart whenever he laid eyes on Randvi, and he hated himself for it.
Randvi didnât deserve any animosity. She was simply doing what she was told, just like Sigurd. Still, part of Eivor secretly wished he could be in her position. He wished he could openly display his affection for the prince, and not constantly feel the need to hide it.
But alas, there was no longer any grey area about the matter. Sigurd and Randvi had officially been bound by this alliance, and Eivor would have to stay away from him, no matter how alluring the thought mightâve been. They wouldnât be able to repeat what they did last night, and to go against this marriage wouldâve been a betrayal.Â
âEivor?â A stray voice blurted out, causing the Wolf-Kissed to glance over his shoulder. He hadnât expected anyone else to be up here, and yet, he found himself gazing back at the one man who couldâve potentially eased his pain.
Ulfar.
âWhat are you doing here, little cub?â The old raider asked, pushing through the snow. âI assumed youâd be enjoying the festivities by now.â
Eivor turned back around and rested his elbows on his knees, staring blankly at the ground.
âIâm not in the mood.â
Ulfar cocked a brow at the response. âNot in the mood for a drink? That doesnât sound like you.â A soft chuckle escaped his lips. âMust be something bad.â
He took a seat next to Eivor, allowing himself to rest for a moment.
â...Care to share your thoughts?â
The young man paused, throwing Ulfarâs inquisitive nature right back at him. âBefore I do -- what are you doing up here? Iâm surprised youâre not at my fatherâs side. He usually keeps you close.â
âIndeed, but todayâs not exactly a usual day, is it? Eirik and I are patrolling the village at your fatherâs behest. He wants us to make sure the people are safe whilst they celebrate the wedding.â
Eivor glanced at the view in front of them. âSee anything yet?â
âNothing urgent so far. Eirik spotted a longship on the horizon earlier, but itâs impossible to see which clan it belongs to from here. Heâs keeping an eye on it as we speak.â The warrior tilted his head at the other man. âAnd what about you? What brings you to the temple on a day like this?â
Eivor hesitated. âI... I donât know if I should say.â
A tone of genuine concern took hold of Ulfarâs voice. âIs it truly that bad?â
âYes. Iâm afraid so.â
The raider leaned forward in his seat, looking the young man in the eye. âEivor. Speak plainly to me. Whatâs going on?â
The Wolf-Kissed turned away from Ulfar, pondering whether or not to tell him. He trusted the man to keep this conversation between them -- he had never known him to be a snitch -- but even then, part of him feared how Ulfar would react.
Eivor was aware of the warriorâs doubts towards Sigurd after all, and the last thing he wanted was to tarnish the princeâs reputation even further. This alliance was as fresh as a newborn babe, and the young man wondered if it wouldâve been foolish to expose his secrets so soon.
Still, Eivor knew he couldnât keep it in for much longer. The stress that came with suppressing his emotions was quickly taking its toll, and he needed to let it out somehow.Â
âUlfar...â the young man said, âIâll tell you whatâs going on because I trust you, but this must stay between us. I mean it. No one else can hear about this. Alright?â
The older manâs brow was crinkled with confusion, but he complied nonetheless. â...Alright, Eivor. I understand. Now, whatâs the matter?â
Eivor took a deep breath. â...Do you remember the conversation we had at the feast? When the Raven Clan first arrived?â
Ulfar chuckled. âNo, not really. Iâm an old man now, Eivor. My memory isnât what it once was.â
Eivor returned the laugh. âYou were telling me about Geirmundâs fortress. And how you met Linnea.â
The raiderâs expression lit up with remembrance. â...Ah, yes.â
âYou also asked me if I had found anyone significant in my life,â he continued. âI told you no.â
âAnd?â
Eivor knotted his hands together in nervousness. âWell... thatâs changed recently.â
âHas it? Then why do you seem so upset? Thatâs a good thing, Eivor.â
âYou wouldnât say that if you knew who it was.â
Ulfar shrugged. âWell then, who is it?â
The Wolf-Kissed gazed down at the wedding. â...The man who just got married today.â
The old warrior followed his line of sight, instantly falling into silence once he realized whom Eivor was referring to.
â...You mean Sigurd?â Ulfar clarified, unable to hide the dread that was rising in his chest. âOh, Eivor...â
âI know.â The younger man said. âI know itâs bad. Iâve told myself I shouldnât feel this way over and over again, but no matter what I do, these thoughts just wonât go away. Sigurd and I tried to keep things platonic in the beginning, but over time, we just... couldnât help it anymore.â
Ulfar let out a troubled sigh. â...And what about Randvi? Does she know about this?â
âNo, I donât think so. Youâre the only one so far.â
That seemed to bring some relief to the raider. âGood. Youâd do best to keep it that way. Thereâs no telling how others would react, especially the king.â
Eivor pressed a finger on his temple. âWhat should I do though, Ulfar? Out of honor, I canât approach Sigurd now that heâs officially been wed. To entice him would be wrong. But I also canât ignore how I feel.â
Ulfarâs gaze fell to the ground. â...I wish I had an easy answer for you, little cub. But the truth is, nothing about this will be easy. You have a special connection with Sigurd, and it isnât going to disappear just because of this alliance.â
The young man grew despondent. âI only wish there was some way to forget about all this. Perhaps then, my mind would finally let me rest.â
The warrior shot a glance at his friend. âEivor, are you listening to me?â
Eivor paused, urging Ulfar to continue his train of thought.
âYou canât make these feelings go away.â He reiterated. âYouâre trying to fight a battle thatâs already been lost. The best thing you can do right now is talk to Sigurd. Straighten things out with him. Clean up this mess before it becomes worse. It may not bring the outcome you want, but it will bring the closure you need. Trust me.â
Eivor peered in the princeâs direction, reluctant to accept reality. He knew there was truth to Ulfarâs words, but a part of him still wished for another solution. A solution that didnât involve discarding his relationship with Sigurd.Â
â...Perhaps youâre right.â He conceded in a downcast manner.
The raiderâs voice softened with sympathy. âIâm sorry, Eivor. This must be difficult for you. But it isnât your fault.â
That piqued Eivorâs curiosity. âYou donât think so?â
âNo, of course not. We do not choose who we love. The Nornir determine that for us. Unfortunately though, our plans do not always match what the gods have in mind. I only wish you didnât have to be the one dealing with this dilemma.â
â...So do I.â
Ulfar switched to a more encouraging tone, hoping to lift the young manâs spirits. âHey, thereâs no need to sulk. Remember what Ingrida always says. Any attempt to deviate from the path will be met with what was destined to be. Your time will come. Just not today.â
Eivor displayed a faint smile in response to his words. âThank you, Ulfar. I--â
â--Ulfar...!â
Interrupting their conversation, a third voice suddenly jumped into the scene, causing the two men to glance towards the source. The voice was sharpened with a deep rasp that sat on its edge, and it seemed to scrape against the throat of its owner. It didnât have much force standing behind it, but even then, Eivor could still hear the desperation behind its words.
âYes?â Ulfar replied at the sound of his name. âWhat is it--?â
He came to a halt, taking a moment to process the peculiar sight approaching him.
Not too far away from them, Ulfar and Eivor saw Eirik limping towards the temple, practically dragging his feet through the snow. His labored breathing trudged along to the rhythm of his heavy footsteps, and his movements were sluggish with exhaustion. The main detail that caught Ulfarâs attention though, was the fresh trail of blood dotting the ground in his wake.
âEirik!â The raider exclaimed in alarm, immediately rushing over to him. He supported the manâs weight in his arms, lifting him up as he spoke.
âHey,â he called out, trying to get his attention. âHey! Can you hear me? What happened to you?â
Eirik weakly gripped onto one of Ulfarâs arms, staring him in the eye. â...K-Kjotve. Heâs... here. You must--â a numbing pain racked his body, coaxing a groan out of him.
âWe must what?â Ulfar asked. But Eirik had already moved on.
â...please,â the injured man whispered, âkeep my mother safe. Tell her... it isnât...â
He fell limp in the old warriorâs embrace, passing onto the next realm with his final words trapped in his throat. His body keeled forward as his spirit departed from its shell, and upon greeting death, Eirik tumbled into the snow, revealing a number of arrows protruding from his back.
Before Ulfar had any time to mourn though, the rallying cry of a horn suddenly blared in the distance, calling for Bjornheimrâs warriors as Kjotveâs men emerged from the shadows.
The sounds of battle quickly rose throughout the village, and down at the wedding, Eivor could see Sigurd rushing to defend their people, storming around with a sword in his hand.
âShit!â Ulfar cursed, rising from the ground. He whipped his axe out of its sheathe and placed a protective hand over Eivorâs chest, urging him to take shelter.
âEivor, gather any survivors you can find and take them to the longhouse! Iâll join the other warriors and protect the wedding.â
âWait!â The young man protested, grabbing Ulfarâs wrist just before he could leave.Â
The raider glared at him with a bewildered look in his eye. âWhat is it?â
â...Let me defend the wedding. Iâll go in your stead.â
Ulfar clearly wasnât on board with the idea. âWhat? This is no time to be arguing! You need to go, Eivor. Now!â
âPlease,â he insisted. âI need to make sure Sigurdâs safe. Heâs down there with the rest of my family. Let me do it. Iâll do whatever it takes to get them out of there alive. You know I will.â
The older man quickly shifted his mind, not willing to waste another second.
â...Fine,â he said in a hasty tone. âDo what you must, but do it carefully. I donât want you following Eirikâs footsteps today. And donât forget about the alliance, Eivor. I know how you feel about Sigurd, but we cannot lose him for the sake of this war either. Do you understand?â
Eivor gave him a firm nod. âI understand.â
âGood. Then may the Defender of Midgard guide our hand today, and may we pummel Kjotveâs skull with an axe at last.â
âOdin watch over you, Ulfar.â
The raider parted ways with the young man. âOdin watch over us all.â
~~~~~~~~~~
A FEW MINUTES LATER
THE WEDDING
Sprinting towards the ruined festival, Eivor fought his way through clumps of Kjotveâs warriors as they stormed the village and set fire to the buildings, staining the sky red with their morbid flames. Vivid sparks could be seen erupting from black pillars of smoke, and in the distance, the young warrior saw nothing but clouds of ash obscuring the path.
It looked like Ragnarök itself had been unleashed on Bjornheimr. Shrieks of panic filled the air like an orchestra gone mad, and just sitting on the horizon, Eivor spotted the striking silhouettes of Kjotveâs ships latching onto their docks.
It was a view the young man had been dreading for the past decade of his life. The memory of his parentsâ deaths remained fresh in his head, and terror paralyzed his heart at the idea of losing a loved one again.
...But no. He couldnât let that happen. He wouldnât. Ulfar was depending on him to protect everyone at the wedding, and that was exactly what heâd do. Even if it meant sacrificing himself. He wouldnât simply stand by and watch people die like before. This time, he would defend them.
Heaving his axe with a ferocious amount of effort, Eivor let out a rough shout as he lodged the sturdy blade into the neck of a raider, cutting them down within a heartbeat.
By now, it looked like Kjotveâs men had taken control of the wedding and gathered a handful of captives, lining them up as if they were livestock for sale. They had bound them with numerous bundles of rope and shoved them down to their knees, forcing them to watch their attackers from below.Â
What concerned Eivor the most though, was that the raiders were no longer alone.
Towering over the rest of the scene like a lion searching for its prey, the Wolf-Kissed spotted the very same man who slew his parents all those winters ago, now staring down at the prince he loved. His face had been folded with wrinkles due to years of waging countless wars, but the rest of his stature remained as intimidating as ever.
Eivor felt like a scared little boy again just by looking at him. Kjotveâs mere presence was more than enough to bring back a flood of unwanted nightmares, and the young man suddenly found himself questioning whether or not he was fit for this task. He still heard his motherâs desperate cries thundering in his head as if she were there, and the haunting view of his fatherâs lifeless gaze had been branded into the back of his eyelids.
âDo not abandon him or his memory,â Eivor thought to himself, repeating Ulfarâs words from when he was just a boy. âYou wish to reclaim the honor your father lost? Then you must fight for it.â
A sprout of fury flared up in his chest at the profound memory, and he shouted across the battlefield at Kjotve himself, speaking with a level of rage he had never experienced before.
âKjotve!â Eivor roared, leading the man to come to a halt.
The gargantuan raider turned around to see who was calling his name and peered through the smoke, narrowing his eyes as he tried to identify their face.
Emerging from the sea of fire, Kjotve saw nothing but a lone warrior prowling towards him with a strangely familiar axe in his grip, sauntering across the blood-stained dirt. Gusts of wind distorted the ash blanketing the battlefield around him, and behind strands of golden hair, Kjotve spotted a pair of arctic orbs glaring back at him, wide-open with wrath.
Before he could address the warrior though, his son stepped forward first.
âWhat do you want, bacraut?â Gorm barked, pointing a finger at them. âA blade to the gullet, perhaps?â
Kjotve held out an arm. âHold, Gorm. Donât bare your fangs just yet. Thereâs something... different about this one.â
The man scoffed. âDifferent? He looks just like every other âwarriorâ in this village to me. Weak and cowardly.â
â...Perhaps,â Kjotve said, glancing down, âbut that axe...â He approached the stranger. âYou there! Where did you find that weapon? Who are you?â
The blonde viking stopped in his tracks, keeping his gaze nailed onto the other man as the entire wedding froze to see what was going on.
âMy name is Eivor.â He announced, his voice resembling the hiss of a serpent. â...You know me.â
Kjotve grinned immediately upon hearing the name and strolled towards his opponent, meeting him in the middle.Â
â...Eivor? The son of Varin and Rosta? Heh. My, my. You were just a little boy the last time we met, Wolf-Kissed. I must say, Iâm surprised to see you drawing breath even after all these years. Youâve certainly grown a lot since then. But alas... you are still no more than a child chasing after his fatherâs honor. It seems youâll never learn.â
Eivor clenched his hand around the grip, doing his best to keep his anger at bay.
â...I have no interest in your taunts, Kjotve. Iâve only come for my family. Let them go.â
The older man laughed and planted his battle axe in the ground, resting an elbow on its hilt. âAnd tell me, Eivor -- why exactly would I do that?â
The young warrior raised his own weapon, looking at the line of captives sitting behind Kjotve. âI may have been defenseless during our first encounter, but donât think Iâll cower away from you now. I will take my family back, with or without shedding your blood.â
Sigurdâs head perked up at the response, and he struggled in his restraints. âEivor...! Donât!â
Kjotve noticed the princeâs reaction, allowing him to think of a different approach. He doubted there would be much difficulty in slaying the Wolf-Kissed one-on-one, but he wanted to indulge in another method.
âHmm,â he said in thought, âyou wish to rescue these fools from their fate? Perhaps... there is a way we could arrange that.â
Gorm snapped his head in Kjotveâs direction. âFather!â
âSilence, boy.â He commanded. âThese are my slaves. Not yours. I will bargain with them as I please.â
Kjotve shifted his focus back to Eivor, presenting his idea. âListen to me carefully, son of Varin. I am willing to offer your people a way out of this, but only one. Itâs your choice whether you take it or leave it.â
Eivor grew impatient. âJust say what you have to say and be done with it.â
The slaver smirked maliciously. âAs you wish.âÂ
Kjotve tugged his weapon out of the ground and rested the blade on his shoulder, preparing it for battle. â...Lay down your axe. Surrender yourself to me, and I will let everyone else go, including your beloved prince here.â
Eivor fell silent at the demand and clenched his jaw in spite, almost having to stop himself from laughing at the absurdity of the request.
âYou expect me to believe you?â He nearly growled. âAfter you spewed the same lies to my father, and broke your oath to him? No. I wonât do it.â
Kjotve lifted a brow. âAre you certain, Wolf-Kissed? You could be right, of course... but are you willing to bet your familyâs lives on it?â
The young warriorâs expression twisted into a glower. â...You are a rat, Kjotve. A dishonorable wretch that will forever serve as a sheathe to Nidhoggrâs fangs...!â
The raider merely chuckled at the response, undeniably amused by his enemyâs distress.
âWell, if you prefer, I could always erase your doubt and simply kill them all right now.â Kjotve positioned his blade under Sigurdâs chin. âStarting with him.â
Eivor felt the urge to leap forward then and there, but held himself back.Â
âDonât... touch him.â He whispered, almost sounding feral. The slaver smiled back at him.
âYou know what you have to do to stop me.â
The Wolf-Kissed gritted his teeth in rage and strengthened his hold on the axe, practically crushing it in his grip as his knuckles turned white.Â
He couldnât believe it. After thirteen years of planning for revenge and fending off the grief that came with his loss, he was now being forced into the exact same position as his father, and being humiliated like a thrall. Everyoneâs lives depended on the sacrifice of his honor, but to comply wouldâve meant giving up everything he had fought for.
What would happen to Eivor if he accepted the deal? What would Kjotve do with him? Would he truly keep his word and set the captives free? Or would he simply cut the young warriorâs throat, and demolish the rest of the village once he was dead?
Eivor didnât know what to do anymore. He couldnât bear the idea of watching anything happen to Sigurd or his family, but he also despised the thought of failing to avenge his previous one.Â
Kjotve was the one who took everything from him. He destroyed his home, his childhood, and his life. To spare him now wouldâve been an even greater shame than the one his father suffered.
But still... he loved Arngeir. He loved his sisters. And most of all, he was starting to fall in love with Sigurd. He had gotten so used to a world with the princeâs influence, that to see him drop out of it now wouldâve devastated him.
He couldnât allow him to die. He couldnât disappoint Ulfar, and he couldnât let the alliance crumble. Sigurdâs life carried far more value than his, and at this point, Eivor was willing to do anything to preserve it.
So, without saying another word, the young man reluctantly bent down towards the ground and gazed at Sigurd with an apologetic look, gently placing the axe right by his feet.
âNo!â The prince exclaimed, his eyes widened with panic. âWhat are you doing? Pick up your axe, Eivor! Remember what this snake did to your father! Donât let him corner you into his trap--!â
â--Quiet, you!â Gorm commanded, striking Sigurd over the head.
Meanwhile, Kjotve ignored his prisonerâs cries and grinned in satisfaction, focusing entirely on the man in front of him.Â
âIt seems you were correct, Gorm,â he remarked. âHe is the same as everyone else. Weak... and cowardly. Just like his father. I shouldâve guessed.â
Eivorâs glare only sharpened. âI did what you asked, Kjotve. Now, do your part and set them free!â
Kjotve shook his head in a patronizing manner, laughing shamelessly at the unarmed viking. A sheen of deceit plastered itself onto his barbaric smile, and simply by looking at him, the young man knew he had been fooled.
âDid you really think itâd be any different this time? I almost pity you, Wolf-Kissed. Youâre an even bigger fool than Varin was. I suppose youâll be joining him and your mother in Helheim, then. Send them my regards.â He turned to his son, bellowing a new list of orders at him. âGorm! Take the strongest ones back to the ship alive. We can make use of them. As for the rest -- kill them all. Weâll leave their corpses for the ravens to feed.â
Gorm began strolling towards the prisoners. âWith pleasure.â
âWait!â Eivor shouted. But it was too late.
Within the blink of an eye, the man had already unsheathed his blade and pulled Randviâs head back by the hair, preparing to slit her throat. Just before he could carry out Kjotveâs commands though, a lone arrow suddenly bolted through the air and planted itself into his shoulder, sending him reeling to the ground.
He flailed around for a moment and flicked his eyes around in shock, only to see the archer face-to-face once the chaos finally settled.
It was Ulfar.
âCut them down!â The raider yelled, his voice thundering across the village.
Charging out from the smoke, Eivor saw a small army of men storming the wedding as Kjotveâs people froze in bewilderment, giving their clan the exact opening they needed to shift the balance of this fight.
The warriors immediately seized the battlefield and overwhelmed it like a fire feeding on kindling, driving their weapons through the hearts of their enemies. They hunted them down like animals running through a field, and showered the invading raiders with a hurricane of arrows.
As for Kjotve himself, the man fled to his longship with as many prisoners as possible and nearly dragged Gorm onto the boat, signaling his men to leave Bjornheimr. It was evident to him that he was now on the losing side of this fight, but even then, he still managed to take a group of captives that he was no doubt going to sell -- including Thora.
Ulfar, on the other hand, was busy freeing what prisoners remained. He had already released Randvi from her binds and was now carving his way through Sigurdâs rope, setting the prince free.
âAre you hurt?â The older man asked, helping Sigurd up to his feet.
âIâm fine, Iâm fine!â He blurted out, eager to contribute to the battle. But Ulfar wasnât ready to let him go just yet.
âWhereâs Eivor?â He questioned. âI was able to see Kjotve and Gorm, but I couldnât find the boy from where I stood.â
Sigurd gestured in the opposite direction. âHeâs over there. Heâs--â The man came to an abrupt pause, leading Ulfar to follow his line of sight.
âWhat is it?â The raider said, but it didnât take him long to realize.
Kneeling in the dirt, Ulfar found Eivor sitting somberly amongst all the pandemonium, seemingly unfazed by the death and destruction surrounding him. His eyes were locked onto the axe lying beside his legs, and just by observing the boy, the old warrior could tell that he was trapped in another battle of his own.
Eivor just let his parentsâ murderer escape for a second time. After thirteen years of waiting for him. He had been tricked by the same deal his father fell prey to, and now, there was nothing but humiliation weighing him down.Â
He felt like a complete failure. His honor had been stolen from him once again, and now all of Bjornheimr was going to know it. They would see him as a coward for deciding to drop his weapon, and Kjotveâs forces would only grow stronger because of it.
But the part that stood out the most to Ulfar, was the fact that he did it all for Sigurd. Eivor had only known the man for about two weeks, and yet, he was willing to give up Valhalla itself in exchange for his survival. He knew the possibility of Kjotve going back on his word was likely, and even then, he still decided to take the risk.
Just how much did this man mean to him, exactly? Ulfar was aware of Eivorâs feelings for Sigurd, but he never expected the two of them to share such an adamantine bond. He could see now that the young man was truly in love with the prince... and it frightened him to the core.
This would not bode well for the marriage. Eivor could try to conceal his emotions as much as he wanted, but Ulfar already knew it would be for naught. It was impossible to ignore a love as strong as this, and he could only pray that the alliance wouldnât fall apart so long as Eivorâs affections remained alive.
He supposed the best thing he could do now was guide the young man. Ulfar didnât plan on telling anyone about his secret, but he also knew itâd be foolish to let his feelings roam free.
Kjotve was still out there. His army was still growing. And now, he had Thora as a slave.
If the people of Bjornheimr wanted to rescue her from his grasp, they would need the help of Styrbjornâs entire clan to assault the slaverâs fortress. It would require every single warrior they had under their command, and Ulfar didnât intend on letting Eivorâs hidden relationship put Thoraâs safety in jeopardy.
He just hoped he wouldnât hurt the boy by doing so. It was clear to him how much the Wolf-Kissed cared about Sigurd, so the last thing he wanted was to push the two of them apart.
But Arngeir needed Ulfar to maintain a clear mind. He needed his pragmatism. He needed his rationality. That was the whole reason he had kept Ulfar at his side for almost two decades now.
As much as it pained the old man, he would have to approach this objectively. He would have to keep Eivor away from Sigurdâs company, and ensure that the alliance remained strong.
Otherwise, he had no idea how the future would unfold. If anyone learned about their secret affair, Ulfar assumed that all hell would break loose. The friendship between their clans would instantly shatter, and the fires of a second war would likely ignite.
It was a dilemma that Ulfar wouldnât wish on anyone in a paternal position, but alas, it was the one the gods had granted him. So, with a quick shift of the mind, the warrior brought his attention back to the battle at hand and left Eivor alone, allowing him to regather his thoughts.
He assumed the boy would be in a state of distress after the dayâs events, and he didnât want to be the reason he finally tipped over the edge.
Ulfar had enough to worry about at the moment, and he imagined it was just the beginning.






