A quick drabble because I failed to write anything more substantial this weekend.
Much as Jemma hates to admit it, Malick must have a great deal more fortitude than sheâs given him credit for. Under the onslaught of two exceedingly judgmental stares, he remains fixed firmly in place, determined to see through what heâs begun.
Of course, what heâs begun is stupid, and so Jemma informs him, âYouâre in the way,â just in case he might have missed the rather obvious fact that heâs standing between them and the TV.
âHe has a meeting,â he says again, just barely managing to keep his tone civil.
âReally?â she asks, not bothering with civility at all. She turns to Alveus. âI thought you were a god.â
He grins. She doesnât know whether itâs because heâs amused by her playacting or just pleased sheâs not treating his delusions of godhood as, well, delusions for once. Or, most likely of all, heâs pleased by the way sheâs pasted herself even more closely against his side simply because it irritates Malick.
She fought the soulbond between them on Maveth. Not because she didnât want it but because that initial drive to consummate the bond was getting in the way of her research into bringing them home. When they finally made it, the bond asserted itself quite forcefully and even so many weeks later she can find herself near overwhelmed by a simple touch from him. Though heâs far too pompous to admit it, she suspects Alveus feels much the same.
âI am,â he says patiently.
Jemma turns back to Malick. âHeâs a god,â she tells him quite seriously. âWhich I rather think means everyone else is on his schedule, donât you?â
Beside her, Alveus shakes with repressed laughter.
Malick shakes with something else altogether. It takes him several seconds to compose himself well enough to say, âOf course. However, sir-â he looks pointed at not her- âyou did say you wanted the report on the ATCUâs progress. Iâve arranged a meeting with the director, who is not aware of your status. Iâm afraid sheâs not Hydra and, as such, it is in all of our best interests to, ah, play along with her misconceptions for as long as possible.â
The problem, Jemmaâs learned, with oneâs soulmate being significantly older (if a difference of several thousand years can be called merely âsignificantâ) is that the additional years give them plenty of opportunity to get into trouble. Not, of course, that Jemmaâs against trouble as a rule; her friendship with Skye has certainly opened up her mind on that score. But there is a difference between breaking a rule (or twelve) in order to help oneâs friends and being the bloody head of all Hydra.
Luckily, however, Jemma has also learned how to work around that particular problem.
Beneath the blanket covering them both, her hand fists in the front of Alveusâ shirt and her knee hooks over his. Even through the fabric of their clothing, her skin buzzes at the contact, eager for more.
âBut this is my favorite.â
Alveusâ chest rumbles with more laughter. âThey have all been your favorite.â
âBut this one is about a wormhole to the other side of the universe. It has a special place in my heart.â She traces her finger over his. âBesides, itâs Jodie Foster.â
Alveus hesitates a moment more (a âgodâ canât give in too easily, not even to his soulmate) before shrugging his shoulders. âI am afraid Jemma is right, Gideon. Your director will have to wait.â
Malickâs eyes widen and for a moment Jemma really thinks he might lunge at her. In the weeks since their return from Maveth, heâs grown increasingly aggravated by her presence. That sheâs a SHIELD agent is bad enough. That her status as his godâs soulmate gives her unhindered access to him and the ability to distract him from all of Malickâs grand plans will, she thinks soon, become unendurable. What Alveus will do then, Jemma doesnât know, though sheâs privately hoping whatever move Malick makes will be sufficiently dramatic to convince him Hydra is no place for them.
Fortunately (because Jemma really does love this movie), the day of Malickâs inevitable snapping is not today. He marches out, somewhat stiff on his feet, leaving them to their entertainment. Jemma twists to grab the remote from where it fell beside her but, before she can find it, finds herself dragged into Alveusâ lap.
âWhat are you doing?â she asks, the words coming out rather high-pitched thanks to his hand already slipping beneath her top.
âYou have distracted me from my meeting,â he says into her neck. Her head drops back and she clenches her teeth against a moan. This, she thinks, is why itâs customary for the newly bonded to be relieved of all obligations for a few days of endless shagging. Putting it off has left them completely unable to control themselves. âSo I,â Alveus continues while moving down her neck, âwill distract you from your film.â
âButâitâsâmy-â She means to say itâs her favorite, but the teasing statement is lost amidst his kisses.
They donât finish the film until very late that evening.
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Alveus waves a hand when his man finishes his report, âDo it.â They bow and they scrape and they leave and he turns to get more wine from the side table when he catches sight of Jemmaâs stony expression. He sighs, frowns, looks away from her, but he can still feel her gaze. âDonât look at me like that,â he says, voice soft.
âSir?â asks Daisy, hovering uncomfortably, kicked puppy expression in full force.
He waves a hand, says âNothing,â and she nods, smiles brightly at him and asks if he wants anything else.
Sheâs not concerned that the orders he just gave might end up killing everyone she used to know. Itâs ridiculous that Jemma would be.
And yet.
âTake them alive,â he says, hand gesturing grandly, like itâs inconsequential, âif you can.â
âYes, sir,â Daisy says, and bounces off to give his order down the line.
âThere,â he says, gaze cutting to Jemma, then away, âare you happy?â
She doesnât respond.
He can still feel her stare though, and he shudders as he turns away from the stone statue thatâs all that remains of his love.
Itâs still to be bogged down by her sentimentality, he wonât risk his peopleâs lives, but if they can stay safe and keep her friends safe, then he supposes they can do that.
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. (TV)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Hive/Jemma Simmons
Characters: Hive (Marvel), Jemma Simmons, Stephanie Malick
Additional Tags: Episode: s03e16 Paradise Lost, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
Summary: Alveus takes Jemma with him to Malick's home.
Stephanie beams as she backs respectfully out of the room. A beat passes after the shutting of the door. He counts, hearing the faint footfalls Jemma cannot and knowing she will have marked the twelve steps from the door to the stairs. Sure enough, twelve seconds after Stephanieâs passing, she speaks.
âWhat am I doing here?â she asks, supplying the question Stephanie would not.
Though his attention never fully leaves her, he turns to physically regard her slowly, allowing the moment to draw out. Even confined with him on first Maveth and then within Malickâs underground base, she has made an art of the silent treatment. He can easily count the number of times she has willfully initiated conversation with him. For her to have done so without any pushing on his part and without cursing his name, this is quite a unique event and one he wishes to savor.
That title is probably not familiar (as a title, obviously it's a lyric) because I only just collected the calm 'verse into a real fic for this addition. As that was last added to back in 2018, you might wanna give the first couple chapters a look before starting on 3.
Chapters: 3/3
Fandom: Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. (TV)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Hive/Jemma Simmons
Characters: Hive (Marvel), Jemma Simmons, John Garrett (Marvel), Agents of SHIELD Team
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon, Character Death, Season/Series 01
Summary: Hive finds his own way home. As fate would have it, while in Paris in 2013, he takes the body of Grant Ward.
Jemma looks up into Alveusâ face, all wide eyes and concern. He has imagined telling her the truth of himself many times. He never imagined it this way.
âJemma-â He lifts a hand to brush the dust from her cheek, but is prevented from doing so by a gunshot.
The bullet rips through his shoulder and he turns away, shielding Jemma even as an animal growl escapes him. How dare they? He is beyond their power to harm but Jemma is not.
If you're still taking suggestions, could I ask for parasimmons or biospec with the 'slow tip up of chin to examine bruised face and ask 'who did this to you' trope? I know it's cliche but I'm always weak for it.
I already wrote a fic for this prompt shortly after it was given (more of a tongue in cheek biospec fill than a real one but if youâre interested itâs here) but @shineyma recently pointed out to me just how long itâs been since I last posted anything parasimmons. So obviously I had to rectify that and this time I managed to do a more straight fill of this prompt.
sins committed in the name of love
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. (TV)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Hive/Jemma Simmons
Characters: Jemma Simmons, Hive (Marvel), Phil Coulson, Leo Fitz
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Soulmates, Season/Series 03
Summary: Simmons comes out of the monolith bone thin and pale and, worst of all for a woman as reserved as she is, hysterical. Phil thinks that last one probably has something to do with the corpse she drags with her.
Gently, he drops his hand from her back to twist her fingers out of the dead manâs. âWhat happened to him?â
Heâs pretty sure if the hand werenât fake, sheâd break it with how she clings.
âHe- he died so that-â She swallows thickly and hangs her head, hiding her face behind hair grown ragged in her months away. Itâs a surprisingly level voice that emerges to say, âI wouldnât have made it home without him. He saved me.â
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This is probably a little too long for tumblr but also I am too lazy to give it a title and I want feedback faster so...
âWeâreheading to Milan,â Coulsonsays, opening up the briefing.
âOhh,undercover in a fashion show?â Skye asks.
âWerenâtwe just in Italy?â Trip asks.
âWewere,â Coulson confirms, ignoring Skye entirely. âThatâs why theyâre sending us andnot a team already stationed closer. Central command thinks thereâssome connection between a recent series of supernatural events andthe sting we took part in last month.â
Onthe screen behind him, an array of evidence appears. The first is asummoning circle that went very wrong. From the residue it appearsthe magical energies imploded, perhaps due to someone trying to abortthe spell? Whatever the cause, it reminds Jemma of the summoning theyinterrupted last month. Though they arrivedin time to rescue the poor man a gang of idiot casters was going tosacrifice on an honest-to-goodness altar,a short time after they cleared the scene the gathered energies, withno will to drive them, decimated the entire castle. Hundreds of yearsof history, gone in an instant because some idiots wanted to passtheir own dirty work off to a being from another dimension.
Thenext bit of evidence is a cell phone video of teenagers playing withthe magically charged ashes of a house fireâusing it to communicatewith spirits and do mid-level but largely harmless spellsâbeforethe dark energies become too much for them and they run off,screaming and giggling. Following that is a police report on what aresuspected to be ritual sacrifices up and down the Italian coast, alsoinvolving fire.
âTheywould have had to be quick,â Jemma says, interrupting Coulsonâsexplanations of the building events. She uses the comm in front ofher to pull up the images of the corpses. Skye recoils with achildish sound of disgust, which Jemma ignores. âAnd powerful.Thereâs no flesh left on any of them and the few we might be ableto discern their positions from show no signs of trying to defendthemselves from attack. Itâs like they just fell, no idea anythinghad even hit them.â
Asthe team has their own personal pyromancer nemesis to contend with,sheâs given such a potential death more thought than others, so shesupposes quick is the best way togo if youâre to burn to death. Butthatâs just the problem, isnât it?
âEvenWard couldnât do this,â she says into the silence that followsher assessment. The kind of power it would take to do this is almost unimaginable. It would take many mages at once and she looksto Fitz to say just that, only to discover Fitz is gone.
Everyoneis gone.
Shebacks away from the holocomm, sure the ice that is crackling alongher veins is more than just terror. The Bus feelscold all of a sudden. Like a morgue or a crypt or-
âFitz?âshe calls softly. She knows itâs silly, but the hope theyâve onlyjust walked out or crammed themselves under the table for a surprisecannot be ignored.
âHeâsstill here.â
Shewhirls to face the voice. A man. Tall. Dark hair. He looks somewhatlike Ward, to be honest. But his expression is as kind as his wordswere. It could be a lie, as Wardâs kindness was, but for the momentthat at least sets him apart. As does the power radiating off him, sointense it heats the chill air.
âWhoare you?â she demands, reaching for her most imposing, agent ofSHIELDvoice. âWhat have you done with the others?â
Asharp yell at her elbow has her jumping. She thinks, for just amoment, that she sees something move in the air. Like steam risingfrom a pot, there and gone again. Butthis moves too swiftly to be steam and her frightened feet back heraway until sheâs stumbling against the stranger.
Shejolts at his touch. In the lounge thereâs more room to move andsheâs able to put herself between him and the cockpit. If sheâsvery very lucky, May will still be on the stick. Sheâll know whatto do. If only Jemma can keep this invader from reaching her.
Hemakes no move to attack. He opens his hands at his sides. âAs Isaid, your friends are still here. I havenât done anything tothem.â
âBollocks.â
Hesmiles at the curse. âAs for you,howeverâŚâ
Aburst of air brushes by her, like someone rushing from the cockpitinto the lounge. But thereâs no one. No one she can see, at anyrate.
âTheyworry for you.â
âWhatdid you do to me?â Despite her best efforts, she fears the question comes out a little shrill.
âIsimply wanted to show you the greatness of the gift you gave me.â
âGaveyou?â She studies him more carefully even as she shakes her head.âI donât even knowyou.â
âNo,but I know you.â
Whiletheyâve spoken, the distance between them has closed. She doesnâtknow if thatâs due to some further manipulation on his part or ifitâs her, instinctively moving closer to the only source of warmth.Whatever the cause, the end result is a scant enough distance betweenthem that he can take her hand, turning it to expose the fresh scarrunning from her wrist up to her thumb. Sheonly cut it a few weeks ago, when she was cleaning up afterâŚ
âThisis what it was like,â the stranger says while the clouds pressingat the Busâs windows seep inside, obscuring the walls and furnitureuntil thereâs nothing left but the two of them. âI was trappedinside that stoneâyou thought it an altar of sacrifice, Ibelieve?âfor thousands of years.â He lifts her hand. Her nailshave darkened to purple in the gathering cold but when he kisses herscar the heat that arcs through her is almost too painful to bear.âYour blood set me free.â
Shestruggles against a wave of shivers, determined not to let her teethchatter. âYouâre a demon.â
Thisis bad. Very bad. Those men who attempted to summon him were luckythe team arrived in time to stop them. Binding oneself to a demon inany way, but most especially via a summoning, is a dangerousbusiness. Images of SHIELDâs Cube flicker through Jemmaâs mind.Padded rooms and straightjackets are the most optimistic outcome of a bondingwith a demon.
Isthat what this is? Does he mean to trap her in this illusion of hisown prison, so near her friends but so far, until her mind snaps?
âOhno, my Jemma.â His arm around her does little to ward off herchills. But then his forehead rests against hers and his breath fallsover her face and she feels again that heat flowing through her likeheâs bringing her back to life. âI am a god.â
Herfocus snaps away from nightmares of the Cube and back to him.Chest-to-chest, her hand still in his, and his arm around her,theyâve begun swaying like a couple on a dance floor.
âNo,âshe says. âNo, you canâtbe.â She tries to pull away, make some room between them, but heonly takes the opportunity to spin her into a real dance. The wallsand furniture of the Bus have evaporated completely into the fog. Arethe team still there? Is she?
âIassure you, I am. I know your scholars tell you the Ancients diedlong ago, but my brethren went to great pains to ensure all memory ofme was erased after they banished me from your mortal plane. Luckily, they were not entirely successful and my followers have endeavored for centuries to return me to the Earth.â
AnAncient? Jemmashivers, though she doesnât feel the cold at all anymore. TheAncients ruled over humanity for more than a thousand years. It wasonly their wars with each other that saw their reigns ended. Ifhe really is one of them, then heâs the onlyone. She studies his face, wondering if thereâs anything on Earthcapable of killing such a creature.
âWhatdo you want from me?â she asks.
âOh,my Jemma.â He strokes her hair back from her face. Thatâs thesecond time heâs called her that and sheâs afraid she already hasher answer. âWhat donât I want from you?â
Jemmahas never been bothered by gore. An injury is always distressing, butit also presents an opportunity to learn more about the human body.Even she, however, balks when a gurney is rushed past her on its way to the infirmary. Though shecanât hear the cries over the low hum surrounding her, she cansee clearly enough the suffering carved into the Inhumanâs face.
Ifitâs bad enough they can feel itâŚ
Sheturns away. Not to the command deck where she was meant to bedelivering a tray of what passes for Kree cuisine (sheâs neverbeen squeamish about food either, but watching the commander slide awrithing slug into his mouth and swallow it whole has changed herperspective somewhat), but instead towards the upper habitat wing. Herown room, such as it is, is in this wing of the station, near enoughshe can be readily available to serve should the commander have needof her. It is for the same reason that the man she seeks out nowlives here rather than below with the other soldiers.
Whenthe door to his quarters slides open, Alveus is standing at attention.When he sees her, every bit of strength seems to slip out of him likewater from a punctured balloon. He wilts, sinking to the edge of thebed just behind him.
Shebends to drop the tray on the floor once sheâs inside. He spares ita weary glance.
Thatisnât for me, he thinks, his voice sounding inside her head.
ThoughAlveus is able to speak to her telepathically, she canât quitespeak to him in the same manner. Heâs told her that her mind is toocomplex, likening it to the station they reside on. It feels toyou like it isnât moving, because youâre inside it, but to anoutside observer the station is constantly spinning to minimize thenecessity for artificial gravity. And while it does that it circleswhichever planet weâre currently making war on. And that planet iscircling its star, which is circling- At that point, she stoppedhis explanations with a kissâtheir first but far from their lastâbut his point remains. If she putsenough effort into directing her thoughts, he can glean her meaning,but individual words are beyond his ability to ascertain.
(Shesuggested once that she might simply speak to himâthereâs nothingpreventing him from hearing her, after allâbut she has to admitsheâs glad he refused her offer. The commander sometimes force her todeliver messages, allowing her to hear again just long enough tolearn the words sheâs meant to say, but not long enough to hearherself say them. The insult in that is painful enough, she doesnât know if it would be better or worse to carry on a conversation that way, but sheâd rather not know.)
Withthe memory of the infirmary so fresh in her brain, she has no hope offocusing properly, so she only shakes her head and takes a seatbeside him. He hesitates only a moment, no doubt torn betweenordering her back to work and his owndesires before he gives in to the latter. He leans to one side,dropping his head into her lap like a weight and wrapping one handtightly around her knee. She draws her fingers over his scalp, hopingto ease some of the pain heâs feeling from his people suffering onelevel out.
Thetruth is, she would not have left even if he had asked her to. Sheâsafraid of the Kree and knows theyâll exact their punishment for herbehavior, they always do, but Alveus matters to her more. Ever sincethat horrible day the monolith stole her out of the Playground anddropped her onto this Kree war machine, heâs been there. At first asilent presence in the shadow of the Kree but later, when they stoleher hearing from her in hopes of breaking her spirit, he became heronly outlet. Not only because he can speak to herâthere are plentyof Inhumans on the station who can do just thatâbut because heunderstands.
Theyare, all of them, enslaved, but Alveus takes away his peopleâs painso that they donât feel the indignity of it. He canât do the samefor herâor for himself. And even after centuries bowing to theKreeâs will, they still havenât broken him, not fully. That heâsallowed her to stay with him is proof enough of that but just todayhe argued with the commander while the battle plans were laid out.The Kree may like to imagine he is nothing more than their puppet,but they couldnât be more wrong.
Soshe holds him while he struggles to hold the pain of countlessInhumans and hopes, in the endless silence that surrounds her, thatone day they will all of them be free.
Jemma is no strangerto weapons. She works for SHIELD after all and was required toexhibit some basic level of competency with at least the standardissue pistol in order to achieve her field certification. And, beyondthat, sheâs aided Fitz in the design and manufacture of several weapons over the years. That said, sheâs rather uncomfortable now, with hervery basic skills and the ICER in her hand being the only thingbetween her and-
Sheâs not reallysure what. Death? Torture? Hydra only âcame out of the shadows,âas they keep saying, a few hours ago. Thereâs no telling what fatewill befall her if this goes poorly.
Itâs not justher and her ICER though. Thereâs the rest of the team. But May is,for some reason, restrained by a pair of handcuffs and Ward looks asthough heâs been through the metaphorical wringer. The traitorsfacing them all seem to be in quite good shape by comparison and, tomake matters worse, they have a Gifted. The lightning crackling atthe manâs fingertips reminds Jemma painfully of the hours she spentfighting the Chitauri virus.
âItdoesnât have to be like this,â he says. Though heâs speaking toall of them, giving them what Jemmaâs learned to recognize asHydraâs standard offer to change sides, his eyes are on Skye.Theyâve barely left her since this stand-off began. Jemma longs totug her to her side, squeeze her hand in warm support, but she has tobe content with Ward moving to stand somewhat between them.
âIthink-â Coulson begins, but is cut off by the arrival of-
Ward.
Wardis walking through the line of Hydra agents blocking their way. Wardis speaking, saying something about there being options for the teamother than death. Jemma is certain she canât be the only one whodoesnât hear a single word as her shock is too complete to allowfor it.
Wardis half-shielding Skye from the Giftedâs attentions. And yetsomehow he is alsostanding alongside the Gifted.
âYouknow how I joked about you being a robot?â Skye asks, her voicepitched slightly too loud for the joke to be private. âIâmsorry.â
Wardâthereal Ward, not the onewho is staring at them all with a slightly amused expressionâaimshis gun straight at his doppelganger. âWhat. The. Hell?â
Thedoppelganger only goes on smiling. âThat is a long story.â
âYouârenot Ward,â Jemma says. She doesnât mean to. Itâs only that therealization hits her so hard she canât help it. He certainly lookslike Ward but thereâs a- a weightto his presence and a malicious gleam to his eye, neither of whichare Ward at all. She doesnât think heâs wearing one of thosephotostatic veils Hastings was bragging about last time Jemma visitedthe Hub. This is more than that. Heâs something else.
Andthatâs what does it: heâs something.
âYouârea Gifted,â she adds,when that heavy gaze settles on her and his smile grows. Not that shethinks of Gifteds as subhuman but she canât deny that thereâssomething about this man that puts her in mind of the first timeshe studied the report on the Chitauri. They were humanoid, but thesimilarities ended there.
âIam,â he says, sounding pleased. Jemma chooses not to examine whythat might be. âAnd Lincolnwas correct. There is no reason for your team to perish here.â
âWhyis that?â Coulson asks. He sounds calm, not at all concerned about the fight they cannot possibly win or the man who looks identical to one of his agents.
Themanâs eyes do not leave Jemma. âI am willing to let them go. Onahead to the hangar where your Bus is waiting, fueled and ready to travel anywhere in the world.â
Thatsame foreboding Jemma felt when she first saw Lincoln use his powersclenches her gut again. Her pulse begins to pound a warning in herbrain, so loudly sheâs sure to have a headache before this is over.But that, she imagines, will be the least of her troubles.
âButyou want something,â Coulson says at the same time May says, âNo.âSheâs already guessed. Coulson must have as well but he had to ask.In fact, Jemma canât imagine thereâs anyone in this hallway whodoesnât realize exactly what the man desires in return.
Stillsmiling, he tips his head to one side in acknowledgment. âIf only you will remainhere.â
Later,Jemma thinks, sheâll be glad it was her and not Skye. The man whois not Ward has been staring at her with much the same intensityLincoln has at Skye. So soon after the events in Italy, Jemma canâtimagine how it would cut the team to lose her like this.
Butright now, she can feel only numb. The others are very vocal in theirrefusal, but she canât hear them. If she allows herself to, shemight lose her nerve. The man seems not to hear them either and shesuspects he knows enough of her characterâhe surely must know atleast something about her to single her outâto know sheâd neverrefuse when it would mean her teamâs lives.
âJemma,âhe says. It startles her. Not that he knows her nameâeven if hesomehow didnât know it before, itâs been said multiple times bythe team in their efforts to dissuade herâbut the wayhe says it. She doesnât think anyoneâs ever said her name likethat. It almost makes it feel as though it isnât hers anymore, asthough heâs made it somehow his.
Shefocuses on that, on the question of his powers, how perhaps heintends to impersonate her nextâthough to what end? and why would he need to take her for that when clearly he hasnât done the same to Ward?ârather thanon the steps she must take or the way Fitzâs hand tries to catch athers or Coulsonâs orders to stop or how chilly the doppelgangerâs hand is when she rests hersin it. Heâs strong enough, when he tugs her to him, but his handsare soft, not at all like Wardâs. One of them strokes her cheek;she suppresses a shudder.
Heconsiders her and she thinks, wildly, that her reaction has surprisedhim somehow. Perhaps even disappointed him. It seems slightly suicidal, but she hopes she has.
âLether go,â Coulson says. He doesnât sound calm any longer.
âDonât,âshe says before the man can think better of his offer. She looks atthem, at her teamâat Fitz and Skye and Coulson and May and Wardârather than at the face that is so unnervingly likethe one she knows so well. She meets Wardâs eyes, trusting him tounderstand. âIâd rather I suffer than all of you die needlessly.â
Hisexpressionâangry; heâs very displeased that sheâs using thisagainst himâtells her he remembers. She said that to him oncebefore, when they were bobbing in the ocean and he chastised her formaking him leap out of the Bus after her. Hewas surprised then, by her reasoning, but she thinks he understood.
âIâlljump again,â he says.
Shesmiles at his bravery even while her heart swells a little at howmuch he cares. Itâs not the sort sheâs wanted from him, but ifthis is to be the last time she ever sees himâthe real himâitâsnice to have this at least.
âNotnow,â she warns. He can do something reckless to save her later,when the rest of the team is safe. She can endure whatever comes, if only she knows the others are all right.
Thearm thatâs snaked around her waist tightens, but the man is nolonger looking at her. âLetâs go,â he orders. He nodsbeatifically to Coulson. âI keep my promises.â
Lincolnhesitates while the Hydra agents begin backing down the hall.âDaisy?â he says.
Theword makes no sense at all to Jemma, but the man seems to understandperfectly. âLater. She is not yet ready.â
Thistime Jemma does shiver, sure that whatever daisy means, it willnot bode well for anyone. She manages one last look back at herteamâsome looking sad, some looking angry, most looking both atonceâbefore sheâs pulled tightly to the manâs side. She tries not to think about what might be coming next.