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“And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.”  – Philippians 4:7

Messy.

This is how I imagine what my brain looks like from the inside. Full of entangled strands of nerves that represents all the ideas and thoughts that weren’t expressed. Probably, a handful of it.

But do you know when a person’s mind is messier? It is…

Dearest Love,

My heart is full of joy and warmth as they say that meeting You is not an accident. It is fate that leads me to You. Its not for me to say that Im the one who found You because its You who found me from the beginning. Its You who is always there for me. It is You who is patiently waiting for me to acknowledge Your presence. Thank You for not leaving me even a single second. Thank you for being the light amidst of darkness and in my times of giving up.

For years and years, I constantly walk in the road of life, people will come, say hello or even walk with me. There is the excitement and warmness in the beginning, in the middle there is faith that it will lead into something until little by little the coldness will start to be felt but there is still hope convincing that maybe is not yet the right time and then there's the point in time that will strucked me that every beginning has its end. A route always have its destination and that person who walked with me already reached the destination. As I was left in the middle of the cold street, the stoplight will turn orange telling me its time to get ready and move on.

Then, I came to the point asking: When will I reach my destination? I looked back and saw my footprints how it already go farther. There, I saw You looking at me. You were following me since the first street. I was slap by the reality. I do not have to chase. I do not have to ask to be loved. Because there is You who loved me from the start. There is You who walked with me since the beginning but I was too blinded. I was deaf to listen to Your calling.

Thank You for not giving up on me. There will be no more pain or sadness because of You. Having You in my life is the greatest gift that I have received. There will still be challenges but I will not be afraid anymore because I believe that You are true to Your promises. You will never leave, You are forever.

Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever