#his memory

anon i'm going to be honest with you, i'm out of town for the next seven weeks and didn’t bring my iPad with me, so I did not plan to draw digitally at all, but because you asked and because it is pride month i decided to draw this on my phone using my finger. enjoy <3

the way you lit you when you

spoke of yourself

And filled in every detail

Enough that i came to know

all of you

all at once

In only a matter of time but

off you were to go find

another one for i wasnt meant

to be with back then

now you speak to her

the way you spoke to me

(praying I'm wrong, let me be wrong)

December that passed by like autumn leaves in november

left me with so much to live with

your words your smile

your Spotify that you showed me

that funny little dance you

performed with your friend

when you got nervous

your big round glasses, and

that perfectly structured face

With your hair all tied up

in a neatly done pony,

your warm big hug at the end

of the day just before i said

"goodbyeeee" and ran back

smiling

all the way to my home

how do I let you go ?

as you have let me,

your voice?

still echoes in my ears.

your words?

still cave in my mind.

you today are still sixteen

and carefree

you are all you were back then and

I am still here for it,

but I'm afraid this is anything

But reality

A lie i speak to myself

this would be nothing but

a dream

maybe I'm just a delusional, little-

well now, not-so-little

JULIAN

The Perfect Remix. *His Theme+Memory=His Memory

Link(Soundcloud):https://soundcloud.com/user-523792309/undertale-his-theme-remix

Link(Youtube):https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a1iIZ4GMwP8

Write “FIGHT ME” in my inbox and I’ll post our fight music

//it’s just really chill but at the same time suspenseful??

//also around 1:45

//and the scratch effect dave does perf for napsta