#hipsterdork

Dear Diary,

Sometimes I don’t like feeling things.

You remember that boy Matt I told you about? The one I got high and watched Star Wars with? Well..I think I have a crush on him.

But here’s the thing: I still have my crush on Heather to deal with. I’ve told you enough about that, I don’t need to go through every single detail about how amazing she is to me. But he’s amazing too.

I don’t know how to feel and it makes me uncomfortable and queasy and I kinda want to just lock myself away. Am I like..broken, for having a crush on both of them at once? I feel broken.

I hope I figure this out. I don’t want to be hurt, or hurt anyone.

God help me.

[ txt to: Matty B. ☆ ] : thank u!! [ txt to: Matty B. ☆ ] : you’re too kind, really!! [ txt to: Matty B. ☆ ] : but, it was strange.

“It just came as a shock, y’know? Heather always seemed so...” Bitchy. “Confident.”

heather, heather, heather, and someone  | accepting

Heather laughs, does he even has to ask?

[Text]: Awww, but you look so cute in your king’s crown!