while max was off having Weird Dream-Adventures, niko and i were left to our own devices. i donāt know if it was a side effect of the meditation, like if max being relaxed made it easier for us to manipulate the wonderland or something, but we did some good stuff with it.
first of all, at one point max and i tried to put moonarbor village from our paracosm into the wonderland. that was a terrible idea, it just so happens, so the first thing i did was hit undo on that particular decision. the wonderland is best, to me, as a private place where i donāt have to worry about strange people seeing me. niko is fine, max is fine, but itās mineĀ n putting other peoplesā homes there leaves me with a bad feeling.
then i helped niko out a little with his latest project. heās overhauled the area upriver of the center of the wonderland, made it into his own little thing. i like what heās done with it, but i donāt have the words to tell what it is. itās some kind of round building, and thereās a huge mosaic on the ground surrounding it. artistic for sure. i also took the opportunity to close this weird portal i found in his house; donāt want the wonderland to spit out some weird thing through that like it did Es.
and after all those chores were done, i got to spend some time with niko. heās gonna make his own post talking about himself, but i really learned some stuff about him. i like him; iām surprisingly happy with him around. i never thought iād welcome another tulpa in so easily, but he _fits._ he meshes well with my personality, and with maxās. and he understands things about me that i barely understand. someday, see if you can get a younger sibling to explain to you in perfect detail why you hate being called anything but a psychological phenomenon. you probably wonāt be able to, itās one of those super individually unique hika experiences.
itās strange to have someone around who watches, thinks about, and brings up that sort of thing. itās obvious that he considered it carefully, and he made sense, and i feel like i came away from it having learned something about myself. that doesnāt really happen often. and he tried to talk about why i avoid being serious or expressing major emotion, but as far as iām concerned thatās not really a trait of mine i want to learn more about. i copied it from someone else, but iāve made it mine. and hey, i can still talk about emotion. just, not always as easily as max.
it was a relaxed time for me, and i got to spend some time with niko in the process. so far iāve been around him more than max has, but weāre all working on that. itāll be good eventually.
max is starting to get real tired real fast now, so nikoās post might come later (or not at all, knowing all of us) if we donāt wrap up quickly. gnight, everyone.
