Sep 22, 2021
actually starting a xanax taper tonight because there’s no way i can get it once i move and i think this is about as down to the wire as i can get for a real taper, and still probably too fast, like it will literally end the day before i’m leaving, but it is the best i can do with repeated waffling and then refusal to increase my kpin which would actually help
i’ve been taking this shit every day since, what, 2016? wish me fucking luck i guess, not ready whatsoever but i got weed gummies, which are also not benzos
#*singing and banging a frying pan* this is not about recovery! this is about lack of access!!!!#i'm not Working On My Addiction i'm trying to avoid the eventuality of withdrawal seizures or major debt#hhhhhhghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#going to see if i can get some california poppy#since it is still legal and does actually help GABA stuff
