#hey slagger

... I have you. Right now. Right here. In this time, you are solely mine and I do not share you. I won’t share you. 

You are my Warp now. No matter what happened in the past you belong to me. You gave them up when you asked to bond with me with the permanent bond of your verse.

I don’t know if I sound like a good mech to others on how I am. How I’m jealous and refuse to share you. How there are boundaries to your frame that I will take personal offense too if crossed. How I’m territorial. How I’m possessive. You know as well as I know that we are Warbuild and love and mate works differently for us. I’d go to War for you. Frag, you’d be at my side engaging in that war because it is your place and your right as my mate.

I cannot angst about the past but I can still hate each and every mecha that so much was hinted at had had you. Because you are mine. If they hurt you, I want them offline. If they are so crass to savor what memories they have of you in my presence I will offline them. Mine. So very much mine.

You say you don’t want to be shared and I cannot even imagine allowing that myself. My frame heats only for you, I crave only you. We both did some stupid slag and we both had been ridden hard by those slagging residual charges that never stop. The pain and the buzz and the never comfortable even in your own frame. I can overlook some things easily because I know sometimes a frag is just a frag and there ain't nothing but need and drive pushing you on.

It’s always the spark that makes me hesitate. I’m a jealous greedy mech. I am a Slagger and so much worse. I want you all. Nothing I ever felt in the past compares to what I feel for you. You are my everything, you are the reason my spark pulsates and when we bonded not just once but the times we continually slammed the bonding protocols as we merged our sparks to push our bond as deep and as far as it can go that it completely changed the looks of our sparks I ain’t sure if you didn’t end up with my spark in your chassis and I hold yours in mine.

I’ll offline anyone who wants to say that somewhere in you is a piece of just for them. I’ll merge sparks and slam bonding protocols with you again and again and claim that piece even if it already is mine just to make sure. I’m not going to let insecurity ride me anymore, Warp. Because I’ve seen your optics dim and felt the pain in your spark how doing that shows a lack of trust in you, a lack of faith.

You’re my other half and my mate. You’re the only mech who’s ever made me feel like maybe I know what a working trine would be like because you’ve always been a trinemate. Always been more. You’re my best friend and the spark of my function. I love you and you are more deserving of my trust and faith. You deserve more than I can possibly give but I humbly and honestly give you everything I have to give. 

I am yours. Just yours and always yours. And I’m trying so hard to show you and myself that I’m a far better Sky than the one you bonded with. I am Warp’s Sky and I a worthy to be your mate. I don’t feel I am there yet. But I feel with this step I’m making I’m getting a little closer.

I love you, Warp. I always have. Now and forever. I’m keeping you.