i really would.

and,..

perhaps if i gave you another chance you would, but we both know what promises we’ve broken in our past tries. you, always promising to change; me, never really giving you the opportunity too. at what point should we just give up and allow the ruins of everything we’ve destroyed to rest? when is it safe to say that we do not work? it is not from lack of trying, believe me. i am the wind on a rainy day and you are the sunlight trying to shine through. you are the ocean, promising peace and safety only to learn that your waves are stronger that you thought. i am a sailor in love with the ocean, only to find that I am being tossed and turned by your tides. i hold onto my ship for dear life for fear of being thrown overboard and sinking into all that is you. understand, i love you. i love you just like the sailor loved the ocean. but that love doesn’t make me blind to your dangers.

- and that love doesn’t make me any safer with you.

Happy Sunday everyone!

I have to say, seeing Mars go live on IG is giving me life. It’s awesome to see them on the road again. But I’m worried about his back. I really hope that he’s okay.

Nevertheless I found his ES interview to be AMAZING. I love how it shows his intelligence. When it said he was reading Seneca I was like, “me too homie. Me too. Just don’t get your hands on Aristophanes. You’ll be ruined.” Trust me I know.

All I can say is this: I need to have a conversation on the classic books he’s read. Cause let’s be real: Oscar Wilde’s The Picture of Dorian Gray is amazing.

It reinforced why I look up to him creatively: he does whatever the fuck he wants. And I appreciate him for that. People look for permission to do something when it’s really inside of us. We have unlocked power that we discard or doubt. It’s sad. I see people do that all the time.  And when he mentioned his motto for 2017 (”Don’t. Waste. Time.”) it made me think about something that happened earlier this year. I’m not going to get into the details of it but it ended someone’s life. So, yes it was tragic.

That event made me reevaluate why I do what I do. What my intentions were for my life and how I wanted to spend it. On one level I knew who I was but I felt like I was losing myself. It was bad. Basically I’m a much more productive person now. I don’t watch that much T.V. and spend most of my time reading, taking photos, or being in nature. I appreciate the little things and let positive influences in my life. To put things in short: I don’t spend time comparing my highlights with someone else’s. It’s ridiculous and a waste of time.

I hope ya’ll have a great Sunday! I hope I preached some truth to ya’ll about the fragility of life. Like Jared says, “Don’t. Waste. Time.” Sending much love to ya’ll.

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