Mar 8, 2014
Im not sure if its bad that I actually feel embarrassed that I sometimes tend to feel that I need attention from people.ย
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Im not sure if its bad that I actually feel embarrassed that I sometimes tend to feel that I need attention from people.ย
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I feel depressed that I dont possess the power of language to express myself and the truth when people ask me for my views on Islmic topics or refutations to defend my religion.
I feel stupid that I have been studying islamic knowledge in a Madrasah for 10 years but I fail to share my knowledge with people just because I dont know how to express it.
Ultimately, its embarrassing that I am a Muslim but I couldnt do anything about it when people attack my religion n tend to come up with an excuse that โmy knowledge is limitedโ.
I wish people would instead understand that I dont wish to commit falsehood because of my limitations and that I wish I was borned with the clarity of speech to defend my religion :โ(
Innalillah... these 3 mujahideen, it was only yesterday when all of us with the rest congregated at a Madrasah to celebrate Mawlidur Rasul s.a.w together.... MasyaAllah. May Allah bless their souls and place them among the mukmin.ย I cant help but think that...subhanallah, imagine meeting death right after doing something that is loved by Allah swt and His prophet s.a.w...It makes me wonder where, when and how will Malaikat Izrail come to take my life away. Will my death somehow indicate the place where I might end up later after yaumul hisaab? Allahu 'Alam.
I dont know whether its okay for a certain islamic organization to invite artists in an islamic event and have them play Nasyeed using guitars ans stuffs to attract Youthsโฆ..?
I hope whatever Im feeling towards you stays like that. It could be a simple infatuation or a tiny crush. I would very like it to stop there and not 'blossom' into anything. You are not the type of guy I would like to personally get close with because of certain reasons yet I dont know why I feel so comfortable around you. I feel like Im asking for trouble if I pursue it. Sigh.
Allah, whyyyyyyyyy of all people~ I dont know what the future holds for me or for us. I dont know whether he being in my life although as my friend is as a test for me or a blessing. Haiz.
Ya Allah, I dont know the reason why You sometimes make my heart flutter at the thought of him but I hope one day I would be able to have a clearer answer of his presence in my life. Allah please eliminate my 'feelings' for him if he is not the one for me. If I turn out in the future to really really like him, make him the best for me, show us the way to be together and lead us to your path to seek your blessings. Amin.
Ugh just got to get it off my chest.
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As muslims, is it okay or haram to wish happy new year to other people when we all know that its a Christian calendar and not many people seem to care when its Muharram? Any credible fatwa on this? :/
Muslimah Problem: When you have wudhu and in a crowded train so you have no choice but to hide your hands under your tudung or bury em in your long sleeves' dress to prevent skin contact with the non mahrams.ย
And I thought I would be better off having plenty of muslim friends. But no, life is MUCH harder when they themselves do stuffs which shock you and make you feel like you are an extremist in your religion because despite being gravely imperfect, you're not willing to cross over the boundary you have drawn, plus you cant help but feel neglected.
Allah...please spare me from this wrong feeling and continue to prevent me from taking my existing sins to the next level :'(