#herhushedsecrets

This could go on forever, but the bottomline is, I don't like religions. That's one of my secrets.

Haven't posted in a while so here's a vid of me playing some parts of Kiss the Rain.

"How are you, honey?" Let's see. Everything is going downhill, my dreams have turned to nightmares, and I'm more anxious and depressed than ever. I don't like my roomates, my job just became a gigantic joke, and I'm away from friends and home. I haven't touched an instrument in a while, haven't opened my sketchpad for a long time now, and the only colorful words I can write are only 'fuck', 'shit', and 'fucking bullshit'. I have period cramps, I got colds and I feel the cough coming, and I'm still not good enough for anybody, not even to myself. So in short, "I'm fine, Dad."

A hushed secret

Are you ready for the story of the tragedy entitled 'You and Me'? Well, You was an absolute ass with words that can woo and a smile so taboo. And then there was Me, free-falling stupidly, and she would have been broken if she wasn't already shattered even before it all began. You ended up in one of her poems. He took her heart. Me wanted his brain, since she did not even make it to his memories, but there was nothing to take in the first place.

I would buy them, but they're too many and I'm just a poor, poor girl. And it would be fun having them as presents. I don't know, but buying them for myself as christmas presents sound pathetic to me. Lol. Either I get over this 'pathetic' issue or SOMEONE GIFT THEM PLEASE! - Thin, pocket sketchbooks (for doodles and handwritings) - Journal (unruled) - Planner - Stabilo colored pens - Watercolor set and/or watercolor pencils - Paintbrush set - Macro lens for Nikon (hahaha this is too much for a wishlist) - Camera cleaner kit - Pencils and erasers - Books (David Levithan, Rainbow Rowell, Charles Bukowski, Paolo Coelho) - Dresses (I don't like clothes shopping but I need a whole new set of 'em) - Flats, sneakers - Tablet (for digital drawing) - Electric guitar - Sankyo (any of the silver ones - and this is over the top haha) So Santa, I've never wished to you before. One of the mentioned above would be really wonderful.

A poem to warn dedicated to lelouhnese.