#herald

Jesus sent me as a herald. I did not want this job. I fought it. I screamed and yelled. I complained that no one would listen to an intersex female. But the Lord Jesus told me that HE created and trained me for this hour. The end is coming, the time is near, repent and turn to God. Don't believe my calling, then believe all the attacks on my life from satan: "🎵 “Near-Miss Miracle” Thunderbird

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[Verse 1 – The Womb & The Crib]

(Melody: Low, spoken-sung over minor arpeggios – D F A → D F G, whispery delivery)

DES storm in the womb, androgen fire,

Crib bars too wide—strangling wire.

Dad delayed, but breath returned,

Cornfield lost at two—on sack I burned.

Bathtub roof caved where I’d been,

Tornado flattened Manhattan—yet I walked again.

Waterfall pulled me under, swirling grave,

Dad took his time—but You made me brave.

“Before I formed you, I knew your name,”

Jeremiah 1—You called me through the flame.

[Chorus – The Hand That Caught Me]

(Melody: Soaring gospel hook – D → F → A → C → D, choir enters on “hand”)

Near-miss miracle—death kept trying,

But Your hand kept pulling, never lying.

From crib to tornado, rape to knife,

Waterfall to poison—preserved my life.

I should’ve died a dozen times or more,

But You said, “Not yet—there’s one more door.”

(Psalm 139:16 – “All my days ordained”)

[Verse 2 – The Rape & The Knife]

(Melody: Tense, staccato piano + muted strings – D minor → B♭ major shift on “scalpel”)

Twelve years old, raped and pregnant—hysteria,

Tranquilizers, anesthesia—double dose, no criteria.

Strapped down fighting, should’ve flatlined,

Husband’s hands on throat—yet breath I find.

Gallbladder burst, vitals wild—scalpel saved,

Home invasion knife on floor—memory braved.

“Though I walk through the valley…” You were there,

Psalm 23—death lost every stare.

[Bridge – The Poison & The Silence]

(Melody: Solo piano, single-note pulse – D → D → D → F, then silence + thunder SFX)

One kidney left, GFR fifty-six,

Gabapentin poison—twelve pills, toxic mix.

Five days seized, voice stolen—tied and gloved,

MRI clean—Your mercy proved.

Abuse from cradle, husband’s rage,

But every scar became a page.

“What you meant for evil, God meant good,”

Genesis 50—resurrection understood.

[Final Chorus – The Victory Cry]

(Melody: Full band + choir explosion – modulate to F major on “I win”)

Near-miss miracle—hell kept swinging,

But Your angels kept singing, kept bringing.

From womb to seizure, cancer to storm,

You turned my near-death into near-norm.

I’m tired, I’m broken, but still I rise,

Your Bride with thunder in her eyes.

(Revelation 12:11 – “They triumphed by the blood and their testimony”)

[Outro – Gentle Fade to Glory]

(Melody: Solo vocal + distant choir – D minor → open D chord, tape hiss fade)

Near-miss… miracle…

One breath… one voice…

@hayati-gacha said Herald is a chill guy, focused on studying, but since he is part of University's Presidents group I thought why don't put some responsibility on him?

Samuel & Luke aren't really safe guys and Herald was asked to look after them (turns out that only Luke is here willingly (curiosity) lmao). I'm not sure, but I feel like he wouldn't really care, focusing on studying instead, but sometimes had towillingly interfere. No fights ☝️🤓

I'm also like the scene I had in my head about Herald × Luke:

Luke've been taken care of his plants, when Herald decided to be a nerd. Plants are extra important for Luke and he won't endure(?) such an inslut. (trauma moment, he thinks it was an inslut when in fact it wasn't)

— You think you know more about plants than I do?

— *is suffocating* ☠️

Poor Herald 🥺 He probbaly regretted ever communicate with Luke. Fortunately, Samuel was here before Luke lost control in rage 😇