#helpvstheecoolest

the reason i was so mad at vstheecoolest or soulofabutterfly is because i was the one that made the picture of her with one e a long time ago when i found the real picture with two e's because i wanted to be her so bad. actually it was a friend that made it but that's besides the point. i got alot of people to believe me with that picture. i used that photo on alot of websites. i used to follow soulofabutterfly and she was so nice to me. she sent me alot of stuff proving that it was really v. then one day i came on here and saw that  her tumblr was gone and she had came back as vstheecoolest. vstheecoolest had a different picture and i realized it was the one i found a long time ago and changed. i was mad because i felt like the person was more real than i was calling fans and stuff so i tried talking to her. she was nice to me and would reply to me on private alot. she sent me tons of proof that she didnt even have posted for everyone to see when she was on soulofabutterfly. i asked her to send me a picture holding up a sign saying something and she did. im not going to go into detail about that, but that was definitely vanessa. once people started being mean to her about proof she stopped and i was mad about that because i thought id be able to get more and maybe become good friends with her. i was still posing as her but she didn't know. when she would talk about how much she didn't like posers it mad me sad because i knew i was a poser. then i saw that she would be mean to people that would ask for proof so i knew she wasnt going to give anymore out. thats when i made this blog. i wanted her gone because i felt like she was changing. she was acting differently than on soulofabutterfly so i just assumed she got hacked or something. even when i was posting all of that stuff on here last night she still messaged me being nice and asked me what was wrong. but i did continue to post mean things about her. i emailed tumblr and showed them the fake picture that i had made awhile ago because i figured they had already seen the real vanessa's so maybe they'd fall for the one i made and delete her. i pretended to be my mom and i threatened them then before i knew it her pages were gone. the people that run tumblr must be idiots to believe a teenager. ha. vanessa's manager never really messaged me and the real vanessa never really talked to me or added me either on facebook. i photoshopped all of that stuff that i posted. i don't think she'd ever add a fan. vanessa never called me either. i made all of that up. i don't know why tumblr deleted her if she had sent them so much proof but i believe that it was really her, because before she used to send me alot of stuff and she got both of her pages back after they got deleted the first time and that's impossible if you aren't legit. i don't blame her for not giving out anymore proof, because there's people like me out here that take advantage of it. i guess she didn't remember who i was or had any clue that it was me. i hope vanessa does come back but either way im sorry for everything. everything that i said to all of you was a lie. vstheecoolest and soulofabutterfly was really vanessa. trust me. helpvstheecoolest is just a fan and they aren't the same people. idk what happened to veesboy but all of them are real or atleast vanessa was.