First thing this morning being woken up by miss 6 saying , I have tried to change Master 2’s pooy nappy, but now there is poo everywhere! Rise and shine mum !!
Yes yet another crazy day in our home, Master 8 is getting sick , but I am not sure just how sick , hard to know when that kid is playing me , so off he goes to school , fingers crossed I don’t get a phone call from the school !
My mind is still stuck on yesterday’s very sad news of Robin Williams, we have lost such a great man, he was such a talent and such funny man.
I hate being depressed, it is so hard to get your groove back on, yesterday I read someone else’s blog saying ” get over being depressed, think happy thoughts and move on” …… Oh my, I wish it was that easy , don’t get me wrong I do believe in positive thoughts , but there is only so much positive thoughts can help, it is a chemical imbalance in your brain and it is a massive stigma in society , for some reason we feel embarrassed to tell people that you are depressed , to be honest, I guess that’s why I started this blog, a touch of therapy I guess !!
So let me please say , here I am cruel world, a mum of 3 beautiful kids, married to a good man, but depressed , yep that’s me , every day is a struggle to get out of bed and face the music, but I am !!!! And I will , this is my promise to my babies , I will get up and keep going and try really hard to not loose my shit when miss 6 gets her brothers shit all over the place , or the school rings to say please stop sending your kid when he is sick , I will put a smile on my face and go to work this arvo and make people look amazing , and I will do all this being depressed , cos that’s what I do !
One of my signs of being depressed is spending money we DONT have , my excuses has been I am doing Xmas shopping , but I have to say , the posty man has just given me the most kick ass” the cure ” shirt I ordered online !!!
That my friends is not for Xmas, that is going straight on 😉
Have a good day peeps ,
Just Beth 😎
