"I know I fucked up but for her I will do my best to be the man she deserves." That's the point. You know you did wrong, you want to change, you want to be better for her--and in turn you will be getting better for yourself, too. You may have lost her, but you've been presented a chance with her now. You have a chance at redemption and you're using it to your fullest. That's the point here. You fucked up, you learned, and you're trying to make a change.
Yes but its really hard to talk to her as just a friend, I want to call her baby, babe, bae, girlfriend, gorda, princess, I want to take 10 minutes just to write to her how much I love her and how happy she makes me, how my life without her sucks, I want to skype with her and just look at her doing homework i dont know, I want to see her, hear her laugh , her voice, all I have know are the songs she recorded for me
