This is the same anon from before, about the hate that's going around. I don't have anyone to turn to except people online and I've been accused of sending hate to myself before and Im scared and I was sent to the hospital twice last year for this and I'm so close to trying again I'm not strong, Im weak
Those who told you you’re sending hate to yourself are stupid, I’m sorry, why on Earth would you do that.
Trust me, honey, you are strong. You know that there’s something not alright, you are trying to find help, you shared your problem with someone else, correct me if I’m wrong but that’s a sign of strenght. You are so strong, you just know don’t yet. Please, say that to yourself “I’m strong. JJ believes I’m strong, so it must be true.”
Now, come on, try it: Get off tumblr for a while. Leave all the things that can hurt you (both physically and mentally!) away. Sit and think about something nice. I know I know it’s hard. You said you’re in the SPN family, right? Imagine how proud Dean would be that you made it this far. Imagine how proud Sam would be that you are not afraid of asking for help. Imagine every single member of your SPN family being proud of you. Because we are.
Here are some links that could help you. Don’t be afraid to click them!
Here Here Here Here Here
You have to understand that you are not alone in this, darling. In the links above you can find people who are able to help you. Just allow yourself to get the help, honey.
STAY ALIVE. STAY ALIVE FOR ME, STAY ALIVE FOR US. WE LOVE YOU, WE CARE. DO EVERYTHING YOU’RE ABLE TO AVOID HURTING YOURSELF
If anyone knows how else can we help this little angelic soul, please reblog and add your advice/contact to specialists/anything else that could save a life!
