#hellathoughts

Well it’s a good thing I have atleast some kind of goals or aspirations in my life because if I didn’t I’d already be dead by now

probably have some range of bpd, but don’t want to actually do anything about it because it makes me feel like im acting like a special snowflake or w/e also its embarrassing also i probably don’t have anything and am probably just trying to make excuses for how nasty i am but then again i dont like making excuses i just want an explanation idk wtf psychology cut open my head already and tell me whats gucci 

can only describe myself has a constant boiling pot of burning hot water that just sits there and steams until it finally bubbles over out onto everything and everyone, and does this multiple times through out the day and can’t really stop it nor contain it because keeping a lid over it is what makes the pot bubble over in the first place