It’s 2026. How do I even remember this password? Went through my old posts to see how my younger self was thinking or what I was going through. I was dumb, emotional, and cringe. Fuck it I think I’m still those things but now I’m older and I just have different friends.
My tumblr era was really quite the adventure. Such good times. It was probably the good ole days long gone. Now I just doom scroll TikTok.. this platform though always gave me a place to write, journal my thoughts.
When I used to be on this back then, sometimes it just felt good to vent. Do a long post and try act all smart and then eventually an actual gem gets conjured up.
What would my tumblr era self think of me now? Probably calling me stupid for not taking the risks. I should have taken. Hating on myself for wasting time and energy too much. Not focusing on the goals but probably still proud of me for sticking to the things I love to do.
I don’t ride fixed gear anymore but skateboarding has re-entered my life. 5onit is still active but only to me making 1 of 1 items for me to wear. I bought one of my dream cars, not a crazy one but something attainable that I always wanted. I’m still DJing and making music which my old tumblr self would remind me to release it stilll…
I go by hellastoop2k now but hellastoop still lives on here.
A lot has changed…. but if you strip things away. What is left for yourself? Those things make you who you are and it’s safe to say I’m the same me… just maybe wiser with the many additional years of experience to this point in time.
