hehe.  @churchfall​

                                                   ——————————he    is    sick    of    you.    he    is    tired    of    your    silence,     of the way you cannot keep things from coming out rude half the time,    the way you push him further than he wants to go because you are afraid of watching him die.    he is sick of the way you look at him,    the way you sit too close some nights and how you don’t sit with him at all others.

                                   he is sick of you.    &&    you do not know how to deal with it.

catalyst could grow angry,  he could twist his hands    &&    snap out things that are cruel,  that would tear him to pieces.  he could be leave him a mess on the floor,  &&  yet he doesn’t want to.  he doesn’t want to burn the bridge any more than he already has,  so instead,  he wrings fingers together as he tries to get his thoughts in order.                                   (    he wants to leave you.    )

                                   oh,  how foolish is he?    to ever assume something else.  he should know better by now-    he does know better.  catalyst is not daft,  nor naive,  but he-                                   he wanted to think otherwise.    he had hoped sigill had not been like the rest.    foolish,    foolish boy,    feeling his way through life,    stumbling    &&    staggering,    digging fingertips into brick until skin came away red,    &&    what has it done for him?

                                   it has made him bitter.    it has made him scornful.    such a holy being    &&    yet he ended up like this.

                                   he sets his jaw.    raises his hands.

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