Today’s thoughts:
I don’t really have any. Hard to believe, I know.
Apparently men are literally capable of thinking about nothing at all; their minds can go blank and find total peace. Women’s brains aren’t built that way it turns out. We don’t have that luxury.
Usually when my mind is still, it’s because I’m thinking of him. I’m either remembering something we did or talked about, or thinking about our future. For me, that is total peace. I have never been with someone who - when I’m upset, having a moment of crazy, or I’m scared about something - can calm me just by being near me. He’s intoxicating to me. He is my calm before, during and after any storms that may come my way. I honestly don’t think he realizes just how pure my love for him is.
I don’t think I’d want to be able to completely clear my head. I’d miss thinking of him.
