I WILL NEVER FALL IN LOVE AGAIN- Jason Dean x Reader
TW: Violence, cheating, abuse (alcohol related), smut?, alcohol, drugging, using (using a person for something), bad mental health. (Also I may change to personal pronouns halfway through I apologise in advance.)
(I forgot to add in part 1 that this is set in current time LMAO sorry lads and that the way Iâm imagining this is Jamie muscatos JD) Also Iâm sorry if these are really short and not very well written đ Only experience I have with writing is essay writing when I was in secondary school⊠AND IF I ACCIDENTALLY SAY âmamâ OR âladsâ ITS BECAUSE IM IRISH AND I TEXT LIKE THAT SO ITS A HABIT SORRY đ
Part 3
Part 2!
What did I really expect? That the super hot guy would completely ignore the pretty popular girl and go for a complete nobody like me? Pfft, donât make me laugh. Veronica is gorgeous and Iâm just bland. Sheâs popular and bubbly and I have like 4 friends and boring. She goes to partyâs. I stay home and watch horror movies all night. Why am I surprised he likes her more? What Iâm trying to say is IM JEALOUS. IM SO JEALOUS OF THAT GIRL. SHE WENT FROM LOSER TO LOVER ITS NOT FAIR.
After I left JD in the English classroom with Veronica I felt sick. Sick to my stomach. Like somebody just punched me in the gut and ripped it out.
I walked down the halls highly aware of everyone around me. I felt weird. Different. This canât be normal. Heâs just a teenage boy that I spoke to for half an hour.
A few seconds later I heard my name get called.
âY/N!â
I looked back and saw half of my friend group waving me over.
We spoke for a bit before rushing off to 2nd period.
The class went by quick and next thing I knew I was sat at a table with my friend group in the cafeteria.
I was talking to my friend, Erica, and then heard obnoxiously loud laughing.
I turned to see who was making the annoying noise and was not surprised when I saw the 3 heathers and Veronica sat at the table watching Martha dunnstock open a letter and read it. The poor girl goes through hell because of them.
I watched as Martha got up and walked towards Ram Sweeney with the note in her hand. But before she got there Veronica swooped in front of her and started talking to her.
At least the girl has some sort of heart.
Martha then walked past Kurt and Rams table after a few minutes of talking to Veronica. The heathers were not happy.
I watch Veronica start to walk across the cafeteria back to the heathers.
Just then, when I turned around, I was greeted to J.D stood next to me at the side of my table.
âHeyâ, he said with a small smile.
âOh hey, howâs your first day goingâ, I replied politely with a small smile.
I seemed normal but inside I was screaming and felt like I was about to go bright red.
He was talking to me! He came to me instead of going over to attempt to get Veronicaâs attention! Ohmigod Ohmigod OHMIGOD!
âItâs not too badâ, he said.
His gaze then slipped from me to somewhere else in the caf.
I looked to see where.
Of course, sawyer. It was so good to be true hey?
âHey, whatâs sawyers deal? Is she single?â, he asked.
I have two options.
I tell him the truth that Veronicaâs single or..
I say sheâs either dating someone or simply that Iâm pretty sure sheâs gay.
Ima go with the gay.
âOh yeah I think sheâs a lesbianâ, I say trying to hide the giggle thatâs trying to force its way out.
âOh, right. Thatâs coolâ, he says, clearly faking a smile.
I could tell her was disappointed but itâs giving me a chance I guess.
âYa wanna sit here? Thereâs definitely enough room for you to sit hereâ, I say patting the bench next to me after moving up the bench a good bit.
âOh, yeah sureâ, he says with a tight smile.
I introduced him to my friends and then we went to talking about ms Fleming and her random bursts of energy in class.
Before I knew it the bell rang.
Fuck I have German.
âWhatâs your next classâ, JD asked.
âGermanâ, I said with a groan.
âWell itâs your lucky day because I have German tooâ, he smiles with a wink.
âOh my god. Thank Jesus. Letâs go before Ms.Macy shits herselfâ.
I grab him and walk out of the cafeteria before Veronica can see him.
We spent the whole next class talking about movies.
Horror movies come up in the conversation.
âI canât handle horror movies wellâ, I whisper to him.
âAwh come on theyâre not that badâ, he whispers back with a breathy laugh.
âHow bout after school today we go to my house and we watch one. Sound good?â, he asked.
IS THIS A DATE? No. Youâre getting ahead of yourself Y/N calm down.
âYeah Iâm down. My moms working till pretty late anyways she wonât mindâ, I say.
âCoolâ, he replies with a smile.
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The school day past quicker than I expected. And next thing I knew I was sat on the back of JDs motorbike. I looked around me. He hadnât started to drive yet.
âYou feel safe enough there?â, he asked.
âI guess..â, I said shifting myself a bit.
âWrap your arms around my torso when we start driving. And grab on tightâ, he said looking back at me with a smile. He gave me a helmet.
âWhat about you? Arenât you gonna wear one?â, I asked.
âNo. Iâm fine. I never wear itâ, he said.
I gave a breathy laugh in reply.
In the corner of my eye I could see Veronica staring over. I looked at her and gave her a wave (just to be petty) but made it look real.
She gave a tight smile and waved back.
âGet readyâ, he said booting up the bike.
I wrapped myself around him. Tight.
I smiled against his back. Itâs not creepy right?
We drove through town really fast and ended up at his house.
I texted my mom to let her know Iâd be home later today.
Hopefully sheâs in bed when I get home.. I cant put up with her on Friday nights.















