( @heartsaves ) ‹ ∕ asked … › “ 👀” DIRTY THOUGHTS MEME : // “ACCEPTING”
raven reyes has a problem with bellamy blake’s mouth. well [ ... ] she has a few problems really. for one, he never shuts the damn thing. he’s always there, saying something vaguely profound or fundamentally frustrating. his mouth seems made for giving speeches built to inspire or destroy. maybe it’s not that he talks all that much . . . it’s just that everyone listens when he does. including raven ! the thing is [ ... ] in addition to the speeches &_ the bad jokes, she’s pretty sure his mouth would be good at creating orgasms.
she’s heard things, here &_ there about just how good he is at using that mouth. or how much he likes it. apparently, bellamy blake loves eating pussy. raven sincerely wishes she could burn the night he declared that after throwing back a little too much algae beer from her memory.
when they had sex, he didn’t give her head. there was a moment where it seemed like he wanted to but raven wasn’t really interested in pleasure. she didn’t want some attentive lover that night, she wanted to forget - ––– to get passed it. &_ besides, it took her forever to teach finn how to do it how she liked. so instead she told him to fuck her. after all, that’s exactly what she came for.
but that was years ago &_ now they’re stuck in this tin can together &_ raven can’t stop staring at his mouth. she keeps wondering what it would be like... for him to do that to her. it probably has to do with how long it’s been since she got laid [ ... ] &_ there are so many people around. emori might be fun - ––– but she’s got john. harper &_ monty are so in love it’s sickening. raven knows they’d probably let her join them if she asked but with her leg sex is awkward enough with one person, let alone two. there’s echo, but raven doesn’t really trust her yet [ ... ] so that leaves bellamy. with his smart mouth &_ big hands &_ warm skin - ––– &_ raven just can’t quite stop thinking about any of it.