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You've been TREATED!

🥺 Is there a certain type of moment or common interaction between your characters that never fails to put you in your feels?

I had to look up what "put me in my feels" means. I think it's that scene in Woodwork where Tyler is high on pain and Oxycodon and he's asking Josh to go to the bench later. Or in Fishing Hook when Tyler asks Josh what he's going to do in the 10 days break and Josh says he's going to LA just like that. They don't hit much, but they do. For different reasons.

😈 Has there been a point in a story where you did something just to be playfully mean to your readers?

Well... just to be mean to my readers, never. There are things that I wad gona write anyway, but knew they would have "hit" you. Josh getting sick at the end of ARWG. Tyler's death at the end of Fury :)

⛔ Do you have a fic you started, but scrapped?

Fishing Hook was one that I had started and scrapped after 1500 words, because I wasn't actually ready to write it, but then I finished. There is one, though... the very first thing I wrote, I think. Either before ARWG or between ARWG and Woodwork. A sickfic with former drug user Tyler getting a headache and a fever that doesn't go down. I had deleted it from AO3. But you know, you know... you made me think about it. So I recovered it from my emails.

5, a song that needs to be played LOUD... Roseate by Ioanna Gika. The final part is everything, trippy, frantic, soft all together. Makes me think of a grayed purple-magenta and the spirals you see when you press your fingers on your eyes.

9, a song that makes me happy. Well there's Screen by TØP that makes me quiet-happy, puts me in a good mood (especially if I'm listening while walking near tall grass and it's sunny, warm but still chilly, and the sky is clear), and there's Can't Hold Us by Macklemore that makes me joy-happy BUT! the official video version, with the alternate ending, not the official audio. "Let the night come before the fight's won..." and the rest. Joyous song, serious ending. Thoughtful.

21, a song with a name in it. Easy one, Dorian by Agnes Obel. One day I'm gonna write a fic with this name title, inspired by this song. The day I figure out how to arrange the pace. You will hate me.

Adamantine Mind by XUEMO