@heartbvrned
a smile , a laugh , a touch at just the right moment --- --- in a bar , is anything else required to pick someone up ? apparently not . he sips from the smudged glass , and tries to ignore the way his stomach turns unhappily when the stranger’s hand ends up on his hip . he feels the fingers creep beneath the hem of his shirt , and forces a smile .
the shrine head came to forget the man he really wants , so why is it so hard to enjoy the suggestive touches ? ( a small voice answers : because he only wants cold hands on him . )
there’s a moment of self - hatred as his bloody eyes scan the bar for snowy hair and amethyst eyes . and then he feels drunken lips on his . they’re too warm , too soft , and it’s too late for realization to hit him that this isn’t going to work .











