#heartbreakpuke

it's so cold the sun is shining but  i can't feel its warmth i just want to feel warm again but i can't remember what warm feels like can't remember what my lips looked like before they turned blue i don't look like me when i'm cold i watch as goosebumps rise along my arms the most interesting thing i've seen in days... weeks? months?  time seems to have frozen as well i look at clocks but the hands aren't moving the numbers won't change i wonder if anyone else can see their breath dancing in front of them i wonder if it's just me am i the only one shivering?