A falling star...
fell from your heart and landed in my eyes.
Go to sleep sad and wake up crying, from the thought of you. Half a year later and sometimes I remember the pain as if it happened yesterday. The small moments it consumes me, cripples me, where I am the child that cannot understand why. I try not to act so hurt by it but a part of me died along with what we had. How can you just forget? like it didn't even matter. Trying to get back up but still falling in the process.
I try to justify it all the time, It wasn't because of me, but of the weaknesses in yourself. You asked me to never wrong you and you'd never wrong me. You don't deserve me in your life. Damage done, bad timing. because we always hurt the ones we love to protect ourselves. I've tried to be happy, a cause and effect. You are still the only one that mattered.
but now because of you, I know better, A less naive notion of what love could be.
only time will tell, time heals all but heels hurt to walk in.
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