#heardbroken

Here we go again Facing each other like in a stupid game Who's gonna make the next step? Are we even gonna do it? We don't know it yet..

Can you feel the distance between us? Something that we've never had before. That coldness thats surrounding us? Something we've never called for. There are only some centimeters keeping us apart, but there are miles between our hearts.

I'm breathing out - you're looking deeper into my eyes. I'm breahting in - you're making your way further to me. But wait, it's not how it used to be.  Where are the sparkles in your eyes that kept me alive? Where is your cheesy smile you gave me while I was standing next to your side?

It's hard not to think about the past, how we had our blast. The stupid goofy faces we made to make each other laugh. The big hugs you gave me, when we met at track nine. It was really a great part of my life... We shouldn't forget about our talks until late night as they were my favourite part of my daily life. From silly to serious talk,we had it all. It was just magical.

When I first saw you with your bow tie I thought "gosh, what a cute guy" We were dancing all night and tried to figure out what the other is person is thinking about. The night when we got together, will be something I'll always remember. We were sitting there and just staring at each other not realizing that we're soon gonna become lovers. When we said it to our friends, they went nuts they couldnt believe that we finally had the guts. The celebration had began soon we found ourselve eating a blueberry muffin in the saloon.  I couldnt stop looking at you. I had a boyfriend which was also a friend like Balu.

There are many cherish memories, but one had a special place in my heart. It was the first time we met after our relationship fell apart. It was funny how suddenly we started to dance and there I wished that it would be again a romance. There was still something happening between us, but nobody could speak loud enough. I knew that the break up was my fault I couldnt deny anthing after all. But he kept telling me no no no, dont be stupid - it were my mistakes that made us fall.

Now we're standing here and no words are being said. Is it my mistake or yours?This questions is in our heads. The time stands still, the clocks stops ticking its just us and what is missing.