Who else could I be when I can hardly see?
I am not the sunshine,nor am I the moon at night.Perhaps I am no one if I'm NowHere in between.
People say if you've lost something it always in the last place that'd you'd check,or to retrace your steps.Does the same still apply is one forgets themself?Even if one doesn't remember how they forgot themselves.
Does it matter who I am?And am I gonna be my self again?
One day we're all going to die.Some seemingly more than once.And perhaps my life never mattered,who would care if it was a waste?
I'll never know.And maybe that's good enough for me.
Maybe no matter what one seeks,they'll never find the truth.Should I get to the bottom of it?
What is a person without their memories?If a person forgets themself are they still who they were?Is someone a person without their memories?
I suppose I'm barely a person at all.
i guess that's better than the alternative.
Even so,it just feels inhumane to lose this much.
Maybe they aren't who I am,they're white noise
I'm left to wonder why i couldn't have been normal?is this normal?is this just something people do?Who makes the call?
Am I my thoughts?Am I my brain?Am I the character I've made?Am I the same person if I've forgotten how to play them?
If the character was erased from the script do I have no choice but to replace them?Do I have no choice but to replace myself?
I will build a new self off of what little was left.Replacing myself all the rest.
Whatever is left of what I was will be apart of what I will be.
I will be myself again.
Whoever that ends up being.
