#hate is not

Holy shit, this took me the entire damn month, WTF!

Anyway, I FINALLY finished this last night after a whole month of working on it, but at least I finally finished, even though it’s the final day of the month 

I do like how all of them turned out, though it was a damn struggle! I’ve been working on developing these characters for so long, in hopes of eventually making a slice of life short comics based around them to help relate to the modern day teenager and give people someone they can relate to, physically, personality, and mentally and help them feel seen because I feel everyone deserves to feel seen and loved.

Anyway, enough of me being sappy, here’s the characters from left to right as well as some  basic info on them

Zia: Cis Female, Aromantic, Asexual, Autistic, Depression, ADHD, Has Vitiligo (Which Is Itchy), Wants To Go Into Fashion, Usually Dresses Very Goth Or Punk, Favorite Colors Are Pink & Green, Interested In Witchcraft, School Smart, Her Mother Died From Breast Cancer When She Was Younger, Now Lives With Her Father And Older Brother, Likes Cosplaying, Likes Anime, Carries Crystals Almost Everywhere, Very Superstitous, 16 Years Old

Teague: Trans Male, Straight, PTSD, Adopted After Being Taken From Extremely Transphobic And Abusive Family (Did Take Some Time To Find The Right Family), Been On Testosterone For Roughly A Year, Got Bottom Surgery First, Currently Waiting On Top Surgery But Has Binders (Not Wearing One In Picture Though), Favorite Color Is Green, Wants To Go Into Creative Writing, Would Settle For Journalism, 16 Years Old

Aurora: Cis Female, Bisexual, Pastel Goth, Theatre Kid, Interested In Witchcraft, Wants To Be An Actress, Favorite Musicals Are The Addams Family And Be More Chill, Badass Singer, Struggles With Binge Eating, Favorite Color Is Pastel Purple, Girlfriend Of Michelle, 17 years old

Michelle: Cis Female, Lesbian, Asexual, Wants To Be A Dance Choreographer And Professional Dancer, Prefers Hip Hop And Acro Dancing But Has A Nostalgic Love For Ballet Since That Was Her Introduction To Dance And Where Her Love For Dance Began, Also Does Track For School, Pacifist, Favorite Color Is Green, Girlfriend of Aurora, 17 Years old

Bea: Cis Female, Pansexual, Autistic, PTSD, Religous Trauma, Depression, Anxiety, Still Unapolagetically Herself, Full Name Is Beatrice But Will Knock Someone Out For Addressing Her As Such, Once Bought A Frying Pan Which She Painted The Pan Flag Colors Because She Found It Funny Though She Can And Will Go Full Rapunzel With it (She Calls It Her ‘Pan Pan’), Is Probably Way Too Willing To Fight Someone For Her Friends, Was Abused By Her Bible Thumping Mother And Relentlessly Bullied Until Her Father Filed For Divorce After Finding Out About The Abuse And Moved Away After Getting A Restraining Order Against Her Mother, Deals With Her Trauma Through Jokes, Had A Special Interest In FNAF And Loved Bonnie Because He Was A Bunny And Purple, Began Wearing The Bunny Ears After She Realized Her Mother Couldn’t Hurt Her Anymore And She could Finally Feel Free, Kept The Bunny Ears After Her FNAF Phase Because She Still Likes Wearing Them And Feels She Looks Strange Without Them, Wants To Be A Character Designer And Work On Video Games, Used To Look Up To Scott Cawthon For Inspiring Her With FNAF And His Struggle To Make A Name For Himself But Would Smack Him With Her Pan Pan If She Saw Him In Streets, Loves Playing Video Games And Has Lots Of Old And New Consoles And Games, Interested In Witchcraft, Favorite Color is Purple, Girlfriend of Tune, Age 16

Tune: Nonbinary, AFAB But Prefers He/Him and They/Them Pronouns, Bisexual, Full Name Is Fortune, Loves Music, Can Play Multiple instruments (Guitar, Piano, Drums, Flute, Clarinet, Trumpet, Learning Bagpipes For The Hell Of It. Also Knows How To Play The Ocarina Because They Wanted To Impress Bea Before They Started Dating), Badass Singer, Part of The School’s Band And Choir, Met Bea When Aurora Introduced Them, Wants To Be A Music Teacher To Spread Their Love For Music With Others, Bea Actually Suggested The Nickname “Tune” And They Never Looked Back, Interested In Witchcraft, Romantic Partner Of Bea, Age 16

I know today is a rough day in the fandom and what not, and no, i won’t be reblogging or commenting, BUT....i need to vent...

You guys write NOVELS on ANON to one another about the supposed actions/non-actions/feelings/non-feelings of the actors playing Jamie and Claire. But when we writers WRITE stories for FREE about Jamie and Claire we get “like” or “❤️” or “WHEN THE FUCK IS YOUR NEW CRACK CHAP, CRACKMASTER?!?!”

I’m generalizing obviously. I know plenty of you comment and I self admittedly short change comments too.

Conclusion: lets redirect some of our energy, aye?

So, a little while back, I redesigned my Sonic OC Shaylyn Heavens to make her fit better in the Sonic world and changed her last name from Heavens to Heart

But a few days ago, I posted some new sketches of possible different outfits for Shaylyn on my Instagram (name should be in my description) and said I would make them digital. I think out of all of them, the riders outfit + the board is my absolute favorite and the bathing suit is my least favorite (I'm working on a new one now). Something looks off with her eye in the swim pose and her head with the party outfit but I don't really care all that much since these drawings are more about the outfits.

I didn't post the actual redesign drawing on here but I did just copy and paste her main look with the other, newer outfits, however, you can find her new character page (and her old one) on my Instagram and Deviantart and on my DA, You can see some info on her.

With the five new outfits, they took about 3 days all together, two outfits per day, except for the riders outfit and board which took roughly one day

If I had to rate the 5 new outfits in order it would be:

1. Riders outfit

2. Winter outfit

3. Party outfit

4. Sleep wear

5. Bathing suit (I'm working on a new one though)

I don't agree with some of the things they do. I'm guilty of sometimes letting negative things slip. No matter if one of them used the word fag - which is highly inappropriate - or spit on their fans, no one deserves to be truly made fun of and/or hated on.

That makes us no better than them.

That makes us no better than them.

That makes us no better than them.

THAT MAKES US NO BETTER THAN THEM.

WE ARE ALL HUMAN BEINGS AND WE ALL MAKE MISTAKES.

Love one another - be safe.