#hate everywhere

I don't understand the nowadays... Rly...

I always had been a very sociable person, cause my work and cause I love to talk with everyone, don't care the age, the city, the background or the social status, Im friend of Michael Douglas and Kath Z. Jones cause I was their private band years ago... at the same time I was volunteer of Siria refugee crisis... I mean... I love to know stories and try to spread my wisdom at the same time I learn for everyone of you.

But these last year's... (Since Co Vid crisis) people use to be so hostile... I know I'm a bit special, but I try to be as kind I can as my goal in life... Connect people, enhance and listen to them...

Now people blocks u or ignore u, or worst, they try to destroy u if they have any interest or just untrust cause "What this guy want" ? ... I never felt like this and I can't shut up about...

If empathy and communication is failing between people and If we lose this, what world will we have left ?

The old people hates young people cause they had living different world changes.

The young people ignore old people cause they saw them as annoying.

Girls hate men cause they can be "rapists".

White people hate other colours people cause they have different cultures.

Lgtbi people hate heteronormative people cause they think the don't tolerate them.

Heteronormative people hate lgtbi people cause "Can teach in the bad way our children".

Rich people hate poor people cause they think they are destroying their countries.

Poor people hate rich people cause they think they are stoling their freedom...

And I can write an infinite list about...

Between the constant bombing of programmed realities in their social medias or just in Google with algorithms and between we are living hard times in the world...

We aren't being conscious that we are killing the human relations.. we are killing our bigger power : To teach and to learn to each others...

We are dammed 😞 closed by our "little circles" but alone at all...

We could use internet to globalize world and be brothers, but we prefer to put the hate and the fear in front of the humanity...

If you are this kind of person who see clearly this problem here I am (ofc you exist, and I give u my thanks for this) ... You aren't alone, u are still human and u have to fight to don't turn off our humanity...

U aren't weird to talk with people around the world... Cause we are one, we are kind, we are a hope..

And every human being I knew (thousands, believe me) have the same purpose... To be free, to heal, to don't feel alone. ..

(I can't believe that im writing this... 😞)

Well… Okay Sarah listen…First of all I want to thank you for such kind words. It means a lot to me, ESPECIALLY keeping in mind what happened. And what happened?I’ve wrote a post. All it said that crushes sucks. Immediately (like a few minutes ago) I’ve got an ask. Of course it was from Anon. And this is what it said:

“Lol, straights are like the worst and so you are the worst too. You deserve all of the pain you are going through. I bet your crush problem is just some whining about that this boy like some dude but you are being some bubblegum bitch and whines about it. Go kill yourself you ugly, white ass, homophobic bitch.”

So yeah. I have no idea what have I done to that person nor what made him/her so pissed. I literally don’t know. But what I know is only this I’ve started to cry so much. I haven’t expected that. I kept thinking what have I done wrong. Luckily I have good, sweet people around me who wants to protect me. My mum @softshumjr, the sweetest and the kindest @howisalexander, lovely @magnusbaneofbrooklyn, even more lovely @justalexanderlightwood, a sweetheart @spreadlovelikelegs, and the cutest @alightwood and other people from #our loft in Brooklyn. And I couldn’t be more thankful to them for that. But sadly that anon has consequences. I’m going to shut down the anon asks from my blog for a while. I don’t know for how long. I just need to rest from all of that anon hate.

I really love you all <3 Thanks for all of that support, I really needed this. Now I feel better and a little bit more happy, knowing, that when I don’t have a strength I have people who would stood up for me <3

p.s. I love that hashtag XD