#hassidic

- Pietje Kobus

What does it mean to be no longer ‘One of Us?’ Three people from the strict Hassidic community find out in the new Netflix documentary by Heidi Ewing and Rachel Grady. The two directors are also known for the 2006 documentary Jesus Camp.

One of Us was a heart wrenching watch as it follows Luzer, Ari and Etty over a span of three years. Luzer says that in his new life he has not lost anyone. This leaves me with a sad feeling as he has just related how he left his family behind and comes from a childhood of abuse. Purposely he does not engage in new relationships. He has built a solid wall of protection around him. Adolescent Ari struggles with addiction and has discovered Wikipedia as a stand-in for a lack of education. His hand rises hesitantly in an evangelical meeting as he searches for a place to belong. Etty fights for custody for her seven children. It is a losing battle in a world where men rule and where money buys the lawyers who know all the loopholes in the law. Still she finds comfort in faith and the support of other women. The feeling of belonging and the need for community to hold us up is so strong that leaving can be paralyzing. In the case of the Hassidic community the percentage of people leaving is only two percent. After watching the documentary, it is not hard to understand why. Ex-Hassidic members gather around a table for a Jewish celebration. Glasses are filled with wine and voices rise in a mournful but beautiful song. I can’t help but be reminded of my own roots and the acapella singing of the brothers and sisters in the Brethren church. There is beauty and there is sadness. You can never belong again; for you don’t want to – and yet there is an ache.