The curtains were slightly open allowing a small essence of light into the suite. Harry was sprawled out over the king sized bed, his alarm only minutes away from chiming. The birds had awoken and with this came a day like no other.

You had snuck into Harry’s room only moments before, not to wake the dreaming boy, but to leave a letter. One that you had re-read over 100 times. You see, you weren’t much for romance. Certain things about it made your skin crawl, but today was to be the most romantic of all. Your wedding day. Had you thought it had been Harry from the beginning you’d have better prepared, you’d have written the letter way as soon as you lay your eyes on the boy when you were 7. But then it wouldn’t have been a surprise, and most importantly of all your very own fairy tail.

The letter that you gave him, was one of feeling. It allowed you to express everything you could, with words you never knew you’d speak. That’s what love does to you, allows for a person to become someone else. Even if it’s for a short time, you allowed yourself to be just that little bit more cringe.

The alarm finally chimed, just as you entered your own room down the hall. Harry groaned having not grasped just what the day entailed. As soon as his brain registered, you came to his mind and a smile was engraved in his skin. He instinctively patted over the other side of the bed, you knowing he would do this you’d placed the letter there.

Harry’s eyes opened slightly feeling the crisp envelope under his fingertips. Over the front was his name, written in your hand writing. He sat up slightly just enough to be able to read what’s inside. The sheets started to crumple up at his stomach, his tongue darting out to wet his lips as his thumb glided over the opening of the letter. As his eyes skimmed over the words he could have sworn he fell even more in love with you...

- Dear Harry, My Future Husband...

When I was younger I wanted to write a letter to my future husband, I wanted to express to who ever that may have been how much I loved them. How much even though I hadn’t even met them yet, that they meant so much to me.

But, life came around and I forgot all about this little letter. Until I met you Harry. This letter is not only to my soon to be husband, but to my soul mate and best friend. You see, never did I think the boy who used to tease me in middle school would be the man I’m head over heels in love with today. You bring not only the best out of me but also the worst. Because, never would I have imagined ever writing a letter just like this one to a man that’s as breathtaking as you.

I’m not just talking about your looks (though they are a factor) but your personality, the way you are when we’re in the garden at summer and you notice a new flower growing. Your face when you’re writing new lyrics and they all begin to make sense. When someone opens the door open for you. There’s so many things that I’m afraid if I continue you’ll miss the wedding, and we can’t have that can me?

I remember when you first asked me on a date, I wasn’t expecting much considering back then you didn’t have all the money you have now... (I’m joking x) but I definitely didn’t expect all the thought you had put into it. The picnic, the fairy lights, and every other little aspect that you had gathered from our 5 minute conversations in the lift up to our offices. I knew then that I had to marry you, I couldn’t possible let you go.

Harry, I hope you’re sitting there reading this and realising how amazing you are. How much I really really love you. I find the word doesn’t even do my love for you justice, because my heart physically grows when you’re around. I didn’t think I could ever be this happy, and I genuinely do not believe I would be without you by my side.

Now to the main part. We’re getting married today. It’s strange for me to write that as I think it probably is you reading it. I’m going to be your wife, Mrs Styles. Now isn’t that something.

I promise to you now that I will try my hardest and more to make you the happiest man on this earth. I promise that every argument that we have will be solved in that day. I promise that I’ll scratch your back just where you like it most. And most of all, I promise to love you for the rest of my life.

I cannot wait to start life with you, I cannot wait to have a family with you, finally I cannot wait to see you at the end of the aisle.

I think I should finish here mainly because my hands hurting.

I love you, forever and always

Yours for the last time

When Harry told you he was unwell you were apprehensive at first. Normally he did this so you would have a day off work and look after him, which because of tour he really enjoyed having you with him. Most of the time it was a trap, as soon as you hung up the phone to your boss saying you can't make it in and you'll do extra hours next week he was chirpy as can be. The magical 'illness' which was so severe he was unable to walk had gone. And in its place stood the Harry you knew and loved.

The alarm bells started to ring in your head as soon as he walked in the kitchen. You had already made the tea, knowing even though he could be in bed for another few hours, he liked to send you off just like he had done for years now. His grumble echoed throughout the house, you not paying much attention to it and continued to absentmidenly turn the pages of your book while sipping your tea. As Harry walked in and realised you hadn't reacted to the first he groaned again, with extra pressure as though he had a rock fall on his foot. You looked up glancing at the God like creature which was in front of you.

"S'not feeling good love, think you should have the day off. Look after me, good like you do" his voice still ruff from sleep, exhaustion etched on ever part of his face.

"Why don't you just go back to bed Harry, I'll be back from work at 1" you hummed, finishing off your tea before placing it in the sink and making a mental note to wash up when you get home.

"I have tried Y/N, didn't work. Need a back rub or something, can't do that at work can you?" You glanced over at him, expecting the familiar smirk to be carved into his face but disappointment ran through you as all that you saw was a blank canvas no emotions running through it. He's trying his best to either fool you, or he is actually unwell you weren't sure which.

"I can't keep having days off Harry, they do add up you know. My boss already called me on the other day because of it. What about when you want me to come on tour, hm? I won't be able too because of all these sick days."

"I promise I am sick this time" Harry walked around to you, his hands wrapped around you waist as his head rested into the crook of your kneck. "Y\N, I swear." You don't know why you fight really, knowing you always give in to him anway. A sigh left your lips as you pulled him off you and grabbed your phone, making the call that your office was probably expecting as soon as the knew Harry was home.

"I won't be able to come in today, yes I know, that's fine, yes thank you, I'll see you tomorrow, bye" The conversation ended as Harry grumbled again making your eyes subconsciously role. "There you happy now?"

"Very, I have the day already planned out"

And there it was, the illness faded apart from a cold he probably caught of the flight back. Blankets laid in the sofa and movies which could last a whole week laid out of the coffee table. You knew you should go to work, guilt of putting added pressure on your colleagues grinding at you. But, seeing Harry's face when he realised you'll be there made it a lot better.

Warning Smut

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You were bored.  Beyond bored you were so close to going out of your mind.  Harry had just come back from a meeting which he had been at all day while you lay there watching reruns of Once Upon a Time, which has been your addiction since Harry had come back from America and had introduced you to it.  The whole fact it was based off Disney characters and other fictional childhood favourites made your day.  But, again after watching 10 episodes none stop even this began to bore you.  So, an idea came to your mind.  Harry’s fans adored you considering you were the only girl out there that had not broken his heart or used him for fame like a lot of his past girlfriends.  Following this you had a few followers of your own which lead to you doing what you did next.

It was 9 in the afternoon and considering Harry was in the bath relaxing after the day he’s had you decided open yourself to have a live stream.  Thinking that the fans would be able to keep you company while your boyfriend was busy was probably the best idea you had, had.  So, tweeting out on your phone that you were going to have a livestream in 10 minutes you then made your way up to your bedroom to get your laptop and set it up on your counter in the kitchen. Loading up twitter your livestream began and quickly your views went into the thousands.  

“Hi everyone” you laughed as the views increased every second.  “Okay I am going to try my best to look at everything you are sending to me but this is going a lot faster than I thought it would so it may take me some time, and I am sorry if I do not read your question as there are a lot of you.”  You hated letting them down, knowing that you used to be exactly like them when their tweet may not get answered by their favourite.  “Ah okay I have a question here from Alexa.  Lovely name by the way!  How’s your day been?”  you read out what was tweeted to you seconds ago.  “I am doing very well thank you just waiting for Harry to finish up in the bathroom so we can watch a movie, tonight we have decided on Space Between Us, my friends will not shut up about it so I think it’s time for me to finally give in and watch it.  Of course, I am dragging Harry into watching with me!”  Your happiness grew by the second, and honestly you were so glad that you had decided to do this.

Around an hour had passed and you decided to end the stream and go and check where Harry was you were beginning to miss him. “Okay guys, I think this is going to be the end of the live stream.  Thank you so much for tuning in and I hope you have a lovely night and I will hopefully do another one of these again soon with Harry maybe next time.  Good Night guys.”  You smiled at the camera before ending the livestream all together and turning your laptop off.  Just as you were about to call Harry’s name he came down the stairs with a few blankets and the movie you brought earlier this week.  As soon as he saw you his face lit up like it always did when he looked at you.

“Loved the live stream babe” Harry said while coming over to you and giving you a peck on the lips.  

“You watched, you could have come down and joined in.  You should have seen how many people thought I was joking when I said I was living with you. Next well have people saying were broken up” I joked even though I know there will be at least one person who says that.

“Sure, they will baby girl.  Anyway, will join you next time I was just taking care of something that would not be very PG for the livestream” Harry winked at you while his hand was down his joggers indicating to you what he meant.  You almost chocked on your own spit when that came out of his mouth.  You were slightly annoyed though it had been weeks since you two had had sex considering how busy he has been with his album, then interviews and traveling around American for a brief time.  This then meaning by the time he got home he was too tiered or “we’ll have sex tomorrow I swear” which never came.  But, you just rolled your eyes.  You needed tonight to be the night that the dry spell ended finally.  But, he was not going to get it that easily, of course a little teasing had to be in play.  

So, you went and got everything organised for tonight you put the pillows where you live them and what would be best comfortable for you and Harry and then got the blankets.  You hated England weather ever since Harry had come back from LA and had told you how perfect it was there.  It had been so hot the past few days, you literally could not sleep without a fan, now I had to go out with a coat on because it was too cold out.  How that happened i will never know.

You then went and put in the movie, you were so excited about watching this movie.  You had seen the trailer and almost cried from just that now having the movie you made sure to stock up on tissues.  You made yourself comfortable and then Harry made his way into the living room with just his joggers on.  How is this boy walking round like that when its 6 degrees out I will never know, but you were not going to complain?  He made his way to you so you could snuggle into him when you watch the movie. This was the one thing you loved most about watching movies with Harry and that was just being able to have him there to hold and having him stroke your back was pure bliss.

The movie was around half way through when you started your master plan, you were loving this movie so far but having Harry next to you shirtless was enough to drive any girl insane.  “Babe I am just going to go and get changed I am a little too warm in my jumper” you said innocently messing with your jumper sleeves trying to act as though you were too warm.  

“Do you want me to pause it?”  Harry asked as you made your way out of the room and towards your shared bedroom.  

“No, its fine ill only be a second” you admitted while rushing off to get changed into something you knew would fluster Harry just the slightest.  You did not want this to make him want to rip your clothes off but you also did not want him not to be a little flustered.  You changed your jumper for a tank top and made sure to take your bra off so your boobs were fully ready to be exposed and correct by Harry’s tender touch. You then put on some female boxer briefs so they were a little shorter than your PJ shorts and they made your bum look incredible.  You made your way back into the living room making sure to bend over just before you sat down to pick your phone up off the table, this receiving a sigh from behind you.  

You then straddled over Harry to get over your side of the sofa. “What are you doing Y/N, how can it take you this long to get back next to me” Harry began to stretch out as soon as you lay down again making sure to have your boobs level with his face.  

“I was just getting something sorry for taking so long” you rolled your eyes at this knowing full well Harry hated when you did not take him seriously sometimes.  His eyes looked you up and down before coughing and looking back at the movie.  You knew you were affecting him slightly and this made you so happy.  You subconsciously started to stroke up and down Harry’s chest while watching the movie, you knew he liked you doing this and you also knew it gave you a chance to accidently knock your hand over the waist band of his sweats and ‘accidently’ knock his dick.

Harry then turned around and snuggled into your neck, you checked the time to see that it was already 11 at night.  Knowing Harry was likely to be becoming sleepy you pushed his head up to meet your face.  “Y/N can we watch this movie tomorrow I want to sleep” Harry sighed.  Before he had chance to open his eyes you quickly planted your lips onto him feeling him groan underneath you.  The kiss turned heated a lot quicker than you expected and you pushed him sideward to that you could straddle him.  His eyes lighting up at the sight of you.  “Well it seems like I am no longer as tiered as I thought I was” you laughed at his comment become going down to kiss along his jaw while also grinding on him.  All you heard were curse words coming from Harry’s mouth which made you even more wet than you already were.

Harry’s hands began roaming your body and he began to pull off your boxer shorts.  This made you stop what you were doing to stop him.  “No Harry, you made me wait weeks for this so that means you will be waiting a little longer to see what I have.” You smirked loving being in control for once.  All he could do in return was groan as he was in pure bliss knowing that after so long this was finally going to happen.  You kissed your way down his chest slowly down to his ever-growing erection.  You slowly pushed down his sweats and began licking up his shaft.  You then began to push him into your mouth as much as you could, making sure to use your hand on what you could not fit in your mouth.

“Fuck Y/N this feels so good I have missed your mouth so much baby girl” he said while you bobbed your head quickly up and down his shaft.  You loved pleasing him but once he came in your mouth and he came down from his high, you decided to let him take control.  You enjoyed it when he did all the effort just to make you feel good and he hated to admit it but he loved being dominant and having you be a whimpering mess underneath him.  He quickly flipped you onto your back and pumped himself a few times to make himself hard again, “Y/N I fucking love you” he said with a groan as he made his way into you with a groan.  He began slow, making sure you felt every part of him, then he did what you loved most. He quickened the pace and began slamming into you.  

All that was heard throughout the room was moaning and slapping of skin to skin as he pounded into you with all his might.  “Ah fuck Harry that feels so good” you shouted as he pulled your legs up to his shoulders knowing you were both close.  He began to do a figure of eight in your clit so that you would follow him in your climax.  

“I am close too baby” Harry whimpered as he pounded into you the last few times you both got overcome with ecstasy.  Harry pulled out of you as you adjusted with the feeling of not having him inside of you, and you both came down from your highs.  “That was fucking amazing” Harry sighed as you looked over to him with a smile.

“Tell me about it”