Hardest way to walk by
A decision must be decide to make it all better. Yeah everybody knows but not everybody does it well. Sometimes the best decision doesn't stand in the same way as our feels. But it must faced by then you'll know how you're gonna make it through. A decision must be decided cause it's been a very long time you live the very comfort way of life without knowing when and how tge end of the story gonna look like. Is it a happy ending or will be saddest part of your life? Decide something wisely will help you minimize the risk of getting hurt lol. I have decided from now on the hardest way cause I know the risk so well if I continue the path of life like this. Even it's getting me hurt but leaving this comfort relation will make it all better cause these days I realize that comfortable is more dangerous than feel falling in love. Comfort isn't talk about love or being in a relationship. Comfort is a way of expressed how our heart feels happy with a person without jealousy inside and without any claim from both. For how I'm living the zone with any habits, any routines and any intensive in touch without any feels like "I wanna have you", that comfortable. Not everybody feels the same way of comfortable, sometimes we cannot find the different between comfort and feeling love. Oh no you're terrible! So, it better off of this way than take the risk of that terrible. Even I know my own heart limit, I'll never choose the terrible one, I'm gonna live the way of comfort and still able to find the different with falling in love. But, this is my decision and I've decided to leave. Leave away from this comfort. Leave away from my friend. Leave away from the closest.
