#hardestonesofar

I no longer have a best friend anymore. And I feel like if I lose anything more this year, I might just die. Although I shouldn't say that. Because death isn't a fucking joke. But all broken promises aside, I'm glad I'm taking a step into my future finally. So I can better myself. It's what I need. Whether or not it's what I want. But I'm ready. I have to hold on to all that I have left, which isn't a lot.. At all. So, if that's you, forgive me if I seem hopeless at the thought of losing anything we have. Odds are, I probably am.